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thesefevereddays · 19 hours
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Lullaby for the Grieving
By Ashley M. Jones
at the Sipsey River
make small steps.
in this wild place
there are signs of life
everywhere.
sharp spaces, too:
the slip of a rain-glazed rock
against my searching feet.
small steps, like prayers—
each one a hope exhaled
into the trees. please,
let me enter. please, let me
leave whole.
there are, too, the tiny sounds
of faraway birds. the safety
in their promise of song.
the puddle forming, finally,
after summer rain.
the golden butterfly
against the cave-dark.
maybe there are angels here, too—
what else can i call the crown of light
atop the leaves?
what else can i call
my footsteps forward,
small, small, sure?
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Living in the Body
By Joyce Sutphen
Body is something you need in order to stay
on this planet and you only get one.
And no matter which one you get, it will not
be satisfactory. It will not be beautiful
enough, it will not be fast enough, it will
not keep on for days at a time, but will
pull you down into a sleepy swamp and
demand apples and coffee and chocolate cake.
Body is a thing you have to carry
from one day into the next. Always the
same eyebrows over the same eyes in the same
skin when you look in the mirror, and the
same creaky knee when you get up from the
floor and the same wrist under the watchband.
The changes you can make are small and
costly—better to leave it as it is.
Body is a thing that you have to leave
eventually. You know that because you have
seen others do it, others who were once like you,
living inside their pile of bones and
flesh, smiling at you, loving you,
leaning in the doorway, talking to you
for hours and then one day they
are gone. No forwarding address.
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thesefevereddays · 3 days
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THOMAS GAINSBOROUGH
The Hon. Mrs. Thomas Graham, c. 1775.
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thesefevereddays · 4 days
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17 Kinds of Hungry
By Adrian Matejka
Until around sundown, the surviving
lilies in the yard stay wide open,
like the window of a car passing
on a hot day. No music from the flowers,
but they smell like somebody’s fragrant
soap unwrapped on a dish edged
with daisies. All those smells expressing
themselves haphazardly like a band
trying to tune up. Escape is what I’ve wanted
since I was little, cramped in summertime
Section 8: flowers everywhere,
my bird-legged brother a couple steps
back, my sister book-nosed somewhere
in the radius of us. Just a deciduous minute
when the blossom of noises
was from my own AM radio & not my thin
stomach. No more backtalks, no more
slapbacks. Just a quick inhale before
I tiptoed out the front door. Unlatch, turn,
run away. Escape, as Indiana bats wheeled
up top, chirping sonorous somethings.
I ran under them & to the bus, past
those long-necked lilies, self-congratulatory
in their exploded colors. Their purples leaned
the way June does, their reds hot as the woman’s
attitude waiting at the bus stop while
the #17 scooted past without picking us up.
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thesefevereddays · 7 days
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GUSTAV KLIMT
Portrait of a Lady, 1916.
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thesefevereddays · 9 days
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Two Apricots
By Ama Codjoe
In Kadıköy market, their money already
mingled, someone fished for coins
and handed a small few to the grocer; the other
inspected the apricots and kept the one
less beautiful. Each revealed, at their fingertips,
a pink moon. The firmament tasted like
an insatiable kiss. They held each other’s hands—
dirty from money, sticky with juice.
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thesefevereddays · 15 days
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THOMAS WILMER DEWING
In the Garden, 1892-1894.
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thesefevereddays · 15 days
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In the Green Morning, Now, Once More
By Delmore Schwartz
In the green morning, before
Love was destiny,
The sun was king,
And God was famous.
The merry, the musical,
The jolly, the magical,
The feast, the feast of feasts, the festival
Suddenly ended
As the sky descended
But there was only the feeling,
In all the dark falling,
Of fragrance and of freshness, of birth and beginning.
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thesefevereddays · 17 days
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EWA JUSZKIEWICZ
Untitled (after Charles Howard Hodges), 2019.
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thesefevereddays · 21 days
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When the Fact of Your Gaze Means Nothing, Then You Are Truly Alongside
By Donika Kelly
late spring wind sounds an ocean
through new leaves. later the same
wind sounds a tide. later still the dry
sound of applause: leaves chapped
falling, an ending. this is a process.
the ocean leaping out of ocean
should be enough. the wind
pushing the water out of itself;
the water catching the light
should be enough. I think this
on the deck of one boat
then another. I think this
in the Salish, thought it in Stellwagen
in the Pacific. the water leaping
looks animal, looks open mouthed,
looks toothed and rolling;
the ocean an animal full
of other animals.
what I am looking for doesn’t matter.
that I am looking doesn’t matter.
I exert no meaning.
a juvenile bald eagle eats
a harbor seal’s placenta.
its head still brown.
this is a process. the land
jutting out, seals hauled out,
the white-headed eagles lurking
ready to take their turn at what’s left.
the lone sea otter on its back,
toes flopped forward and curled;
Friday Harbor: the phone booth
the ghost snare of a gray whale’s call;
an orca’s tooth in an orca’s skull
mounted inside the glass box.
remains. this is a process.
three river otters, two adults, a pup,
roll like logs parallel to the shore.
two doe, three fawns. a young buck
stares, its antlers new, limned gold
in sunset. then the wind again:
a wave through leaves green
with deep summer, the walnut’s
green husk. we are alive in a green
crashing world. soon winter.
the boat forgotten. the oceans,
their leaping animal light, off screen.
past. future. this is a process. the eagles
at the river’s edge cluster
in the bare tree. they steal fish
from ducks. they eat the hunter’s
discards: offal and lead. the juveniles
practice fighting, their feet tangle
midair before loosing. this
is a process. where they came from.
for how long will they stay.
that I am looking doesn’t matter.
I will impose no meaning.
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thesefevereddays · 21 days
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Lost in the Milky Way
By Linda Hogan
Some of us are like trees that grow with a spiral grain
as if prepared for the path of  the spirit’s journey
to the world of all souls.
It is not an easy path.
A dog stands at the opening constellation
past the great helping hand.
The dog wants to know,
did you ever harm an animal, hurt any creature,
did you take a life you didn’t eat?
This is the first on your map. There is another
my people made of  the great beyond
that lies farther away than this galaxy.
It is a world that can’t be imagined by ordinary means.
After this first one,
the next could be a map of  forever.
It could be a cartography
shining only at some times of  the year
like a great web of finery
some spider pulled from herself
to help you recall your true following
your first white breath in the cold.
The next door opens and Old Woman
counts your scars. She is interested in how you have been
hurt and not in anything akin to sin.
From between stars are the words we now refuse;
loneliness, longing, whatever suffering
might follow your life into the sky.
Once those are gone, the life you had
against your own will, the hope, even the prayers
take you one more bend around the river of sky.
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thesefevereddays · 22 days
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FERDINAND HODLER
Lake Geneva from Chexbres', 1904.
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thesefevereddays · 25 days
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April Rain Song
By Langston Hughes
Let the rain kiss you
Let the rain beat upon your head with silver liquid drops
Let the rain sing you a lullaby
The rain makes still pools on the sidewalk
The rain makes running pools in the gutter
The rain plays a little sleep song on our roof at night
And I love the rain.
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thesefevereddays · 28 days
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GUSTAV KLIMT
Italian Garden, 1913.
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thesefevereddays · 29 days
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Things Shouldn’t Be So Hard
By Kay Ryan
A life should leave
deep tracks:
ruts where she
went out and back
to get the mail
or move the hose
around the yard;
where she used to
stand before the sink,
a worn-out place;
beneath her hand
the china knobs
rubbed down to
white pastilles;
the switch she
used to feel for
in the dark
almost erased.
Her things should
keep her marks.
The passage
of a life should show;
it should abrade.
And when life stops,
a certain space—
however small —
should be left scarred
by the grand and
damaging parade.
Things shouldn’t
be so hard.
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thesefevereddays · 30 days
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JOHN SINGER SARGENT
Miss Beatrice Townsend, 1882.
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thesefevereddays · 1 month
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Somehow
By Dorothy Chan
For Norman
You visit me in a dream after passing,
after I’ve been awaiting you for weeks,
because Chinese belief teaches us our
loved ones will appear when we’re asleep.
It’s real when I enter the hotel restaurant
in the middle of nowhere town I live in,
as the Midwest architecture transforms
into Kowloon at evening time. We eat
bird’s nest soup, and I remember the time
my father ordered me this four-hundred-
year-old delicacy at Hong Kong airport.
Out comes the Peking duck, and I ask you:
“Why did it take you so long?” You answer:
“I arrived once you were strong and ready.
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