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[thedietelf]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

#incredibly raw #very real #I've been here

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The person I reblogged this from is awesome as fuck.

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what if.....I had a shower and did a lil art stream (OBS-willing of course)

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"if you ship this thing it's because you're too naïve to understand that it's toxic and that you wouldn't like a relationship like this" actually it's because I see one of them as a mentos drop and the other as a bottle of coke zero and I want to watch the mess they'll be together

#laugh rule #facts

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if you hate on anthro/human ships then its clear you dont respect what jessica and roger rabbit when thru for us :/

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"if god hadn't left us in this hot car to die, you'd be correct" warlock ooc, pre session

"im not saying i miss the hays code, im just saying things used to be clearer." -artificer

"i have an emotional support inventory"

"deity hedgefund managers." "it's a pyramid scheme with a real pyramid"

"at the instant of boopening, while the boop is going on--" -DM

"the hat man, aka mr solace and mr repose"

"the human pasta press" -warlock

"i keep getting distracted by the typography of your shirt" -paladin

"silver surfer"/"naked terminator" -seeing a figure inside of a room

"is time actually the fifth element...?" -monk

"the first lickening" -hence, licking the Orb of Destiny

"mushrooms are no longer predatory (once the demon was bound)"

"how can i love my former self if he left DISHES for me?!"

"does it feel like home?" "uh...." "does it feel like STOCKholm?" "more likely." -warlock and fighter to witch

"you have made the promise of paint"

"wait!!!!!! i happen to have light emitting objects with no angles!!!!!!!!!!!!!" -warlock, producing the orbs from one of our first sessions

"when hell freezes over it just becomes another material plane." -fighter

"the astral plane dog park" -warlock

"how many times do humans die??" "it depends. somewhere between one and more." -fae npc and the dhampir fighter

"have you ever tried to shove 11 inches into anything?!" "..........yyyyyyyyessss..." witch and fighter

"we're evil not Catholic" -fighter

"*pleading* you care for me?" "....no I don't." -warlock and witch

#dnd omnipocalypse #dnd 5e

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"I will eat until I hate myself, I will never eat until I hate your food" - Warlock pkayer, ooc, about hosts food

"giving the material plane a prostate check" -warlock

"if your docter says im going to twiddle your elemental node before a prostate check, leave, that's not a doctor" -fighter

"shouldn't have the housing market bloating like a racoon on the side of the road" -warlock, talking about filing for bankruptcy and the value of his house

"Consuming one (1) oreo binds you to a legal arbitration agreement" -warlock

"technically you're just a one piece flesh golem as well" -DM

"it takes a coven to raise a child, it takes a village to burn the coven" -fighter

"yes, no, yes, but even stupider." -DM

"...flesh golem onsie..." -warlock

"professionals at danger." "murder hobos." -fighter & dm

"Of course, a pure blood would never be racist. /s" "... that sounds like a flaw, and I don't have any of those." -witch & warlock

"one generates crab, the othet generates cancer!!!"

"this is why we need trigonometry!!!!!!" -taking about dowsing rods

"*mufasa voice* everything the sleet storm touches is fucked" -fighter

"got freezing rained on their parade (ritual)!!" -monk

"think fast chucklenuts," -warlock, casting psychic lance

"FIRE BAD" -enemy npc, a sentient flesh golem of a sort

"how many fingers am I holding up? say nya for me??" -warlock

"screaming psychic landmines, also the name of my garage band" -warlock

"i am Hence, i speak for the trees. do that again and I'll break your knees" -warlock about paladin

"the bullied child to catgirl pipeline." -artificer

"(distressed) Why am I hearing my organs?!" -witch

"what are you, a cop?" -the mantra of the party today

"so i need a permit for eggs in my fridge now?" -fighter

"thank you so much for saying the word 'kitten.' Wait, did I rewind too far?" -monk

"rather ridged in her thinking rn." -about a petrified woman

"hence? do you gotta potty??" "that's why the thinker squats" -about Hence's thinking face

"oh hes a djinn. oh excuse me, I'll pronounce it right. *Duh-jinn.*" "It's not delivery, its Digiorno." "DJail." -fighter & warlock

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#dnd5e #DnD Omnipocalypse

[thedietelf]

if you told vin diesel fast and the furious you were gay he'd be like "Some people like driving stick…some people like driving automatic…what matters is you cross the finish line.." and then he'd rev up a dodge challenger and drive through a building and kill 16 people

#ok this has been the only post to convince me to Try the F&F movies

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YOOOO Indy folks! Gonna be at Pop Con this coming weekend and I Got the Goods:tm: Doing local conventions is good for the soul

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i wish i could purr so my friends know im still happy even if m not saying anything

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This is not a natural disaster. This was not inevitable. They didn't grow up like this. It was inflicted on them by the vilest sadists on earth.

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Solar energy has so many benefits. Raising salaries for teachers is such a needed narrative.

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I'm sick of internet negativity, so let's combat it: reblog this and saying something nice/pay a compliment to the prev in the tags.

#excellent wordsmith wonderful human

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THE TYRANNY OF THE SUN IS OVER

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the mlp movie was awesome i love tempest shadow

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