theamazingmuffinn

[theamazingmuffinn]

After all the things I've done to forget you, After spending my days thinking if all of these were true, After doing things I never thought I would do, Even tried to make myself strong like you, Truth be told, I'll always bend soft for you.

A

[theamazingmuffinn]

“Be brave to leave remnants of the past in words people could understand.” A

[theamazingmuffinn]

I sang my princess to sleep ‘cause she was my dream come true,

When I was weak she made me feel brand new,

She turned me into something I never wanted to be,

She turned my imagination more that just a reality,

She piece me back together whenever I fall apart,

I can just label her as a living work of art,

Her words speaks as loud as my heart,

I never ever want us to be apart,

She is not perfect but I love her just the same,

Her smile alone is making me insane,

My world has never been shaded with so much light,

Thanks to her eyes it lit my starless night,

I took her hand and gave her a swirl,

I promised to catch her if ever she fall,

It feels like I’m floating on the fluffiest sky,

Never thought that I won’t need feathers to fly,

As the sun rays touches my skin,

So was my beloved Queen,

The person that only existed in my dream,

A fiction, fantasy, my own beautiful mirage,

Though our existence lies in two different worlds,

A world that opens up when my eyes are closed,

Each day is filled with dreams of you,

And I hope one day, all these dreams would come true,

Over and over for you I will fall,

You will always be my WONDERWALL.

A

11/15/2016

12:56 am

#poetry #wonderwall #A

[theamazingmuffinn]

I will love you the way I want to, I promise to be honest and be true, And I will never try to hurt you, Eventhough I know how to.

A

[theamazingmuffinn]

Move closer. I got you

A

[theamazingmuffinn]

The night sky sure is gorgeous, but no star can compare to your sparkling eyes.

A

#ShortPoem #Stars #A

[theamazingmuffinn]

When one day you can’t remember me,

When you can’t even hold your own cup of tea,

When you feel helpless and weary,

I’ll be there.

Even If you push me away,

I will always come back to you,

To give you what you deserve,

To stay as long as you needed me to,

To embrace you when you’re cold,

And to give you the all the love in the world.

Because I know in the end,

Even if my name is long forgotten by you,

You will find your way back to me.

And for that I am very much grateful.

A

#ForgottenMemories

[theamazingmuffinn]

“Take her to the moon for me.” A #LostDiary

[theamazingmuffinn]

Never thought that I would so much regret letting you go and making myself believe that it was the best for the both of us despite of giving you another pain to endure. You once told me that I’m a coward, scared to get hurt. Well, that’s true. And I was never honest of my feelings for you after all.

The truth is I was never sure of you. 

But one night, I saw you in  my dreams. It’s just strange that I only locked my eyes on you in a crowd. Just when I looked away, I found myself lost. That’s when I realized that the only way to find myself is to look for you. 

Because none of the things that I’m used to be scared of seems to matter whenever I’m with you. 

Just when I was about to take the fall, you’ve fallen for someone brave. Someone who has something that I don’t have. And I told you I was happy for you. Again, I lied to myself. 

I’m trying so hard to accept all of it but it’s just too much. Letting you know all this is a huge leap for me and I can’t believe the world you have that once revolved in me was now in a different galaxy. It sucks.

The pain that I am in right now amounts to nothing more than any other suffering that I’ve had to endure. Maybe that’s how bad I don’t want to lose you and how bad I want to get you back. 

But love isn’t something that you request from someone. It needs to be real. And for the record, mine was true. I hope yours was too. 

A

#lostdiary

[theamazingmuffinn]

Confidence is not easy to build and fear is not easy to overcome. 

A

[theamazingmuffinn]

“Cause you are my medicine when you’re close to me.” #PRIDE

[theamazingmuffinn]

“I know you could, I wish you would.”

Hey. Hmm, guess we’ll not see each other for a long time soon. I want to tell you everything that is left unsaid. I’ll try to tell you most of it.. Jezz how to start?

I wish i could look at you without being scared that people might see us. I wish i could just stare at you for hours and never get tired of it. I wish you can see the way I look at you and know that you’ve been the only dream of my soul since the first time I saw you. Oh how I wished she was me.

Remember that time that you told me that I should date someone less complicated than you are? That’s the time that I realized that I am sure that you’re so worth it. You made me believe in love again, that it’s not a fantasy or fiction. It’s real. I know sometimes you’re bored of my letters but please read it. I can’t say these things in front of you and if I could, I don’t time to do so. I want you to know that my life right now is like a book and I am stuck in the page wherein the only word that I keep on reading is your name. I tried not to look for you, to ignore you, to make myself believe  that there’s no reason for me to hold on but I just can’t. Even if it hurts me so damn much, in the end, I would still look for you in the crowd and when the moment comes that I saw you even if our eyes won’t meet, I’m contented. Relieved. Saved from the twisted thoughts that carries me away from being one step closer to you. Please stay as long as you need. Guess that would be my purpose to you. If only I could just snatch you from the odds I would. 

I want you to know that all the words I put on letters I keep on giving you doesn’t even cover half of the things I keep inside. People around me says this will never work and I’m gonna get hurt once I push this. We both know something they don’t. It will probably fuck my life up but knowing that it’s worth the effort makes me want to fight for you even more. Even though we don’t talk that much and what I’m waiting for is a shout to the unknown void doesn’t matter. I have the chance to make this happen so i would. I choose you and that’s enough to make me stand beyond anything. But time don’t permit me to do the things that I wanted. If only you were available. If only I could just hold you tight and lock you up in my embrace. I know this is wrong but somehow it feels right. 

But maybe one day we could work this out. When we are right for each other. We’ll see. All I wanted to hear from you is your laugh. Happiness is a choice, love. Be happy, Okay? Have a safe trip, My Blue Heaven. I won’t be able to take you to the stars as of the moment but I’m so thankful that I get to taste them because of you. I love you always. 

A

[theamazingmuffinn]

“Wasting my time thinking how the hell can I take you out on a date without any hassle.”

A 

[theamazingmuffinn]

“And I will always admire you from afar and keep my distance just enough to see you smile.”

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[theamazingmuffinn]

“Never felt so at home till you locked me in your arms that night.”

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[theamazingmuffinn]

“Can we stop with the “taguan feelings” game? I like you and It hurts that I can’t give you all that I am because of the wall between us.”

A

[theamazingmuffinn]

If letting you go is easy, I would’ve done it earlier. But life hits me so hard that even when you’re 94 steps away from my station, I can still feel you. Oh boy, this will end up like a shipwreck.”

A