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By : Mariel Mae Villa Felisarta, RPh

Right smack-dab in the middle of my ordinary day, on the least expected hour, there came along something that made my heart skip beats. I was viewing through my Facebook newsfeed, and by chance, found posts from my college batchmates. It took me a little while to catch on what was flashing through the computer screen. Until I finally got back into my nerves and grasped on the idea that the results are clearly out. I promptly open the website to see it myself. With high hopes and longing heart, I nervously typed out in the address bar. I called my sister to view it for me since I was already acting mad. Four years ago, I remember myself sitting on the very front row in a four-cornered room. With a new-found friend on my side who is preoccupied thinking what life could have been with her if she took up an aircraft course, I was sitting there silently, clouded with thoughts. I could barely remember the exact reason why I was there. I didn’t even know before then what I was actually facing. Indeed, it was something beyond my passion and skills and something way too far from the plan of becoming a certified public accountant and joining law school afterwards. And oh by the way, did I ever mention how I hate memorizing stuffs? Surprisingly, I ended up taking a course which entails a lot of memory work. (Just some “add-ons” to the numerous ironies in life) Truly, I have to keep going against the current. It was a tough four years! I feel more than overwhelmed. But according to most, everything doesn’t stop there. I got to procure “R” and conjugate it with my “Ph.” And yeah, today marks the day when I successfully did it. And with this, I would like to give credits to the people who believed in me and in my capacity. Thank you oh-so much for being with me as I went through everything that has been. More than a bunch of thanks to all of you!! WIthout prevarication, I considerably call those as tough breaks and uphill battles because afterall, it wasn't really just a pushover thing. No one ever knew those thoughts that have gone through my head at that time, and how horribly those consumed me. Nobody has the idea how many times I've been let down, how many times I've lost hope, how many times I have tried holding back tears yet burnt-out crying. But I suppose all those are paid off. Without doubt, it's one of the many affirmations that Jehovah God always answers our sincerest prayer.

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Love, she thought, must come suddenly, with great out-bursts and lightnings, - a hurricane of the skies, which falls upon life, revolutionizes it, roots up the will like a leaf, and sweeps the whole heart into the abyss.

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“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.” ― Bob Marley

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The Only Thing I Want to Pass On.

THE KINGDOM HALL is my UNIVERSITY. JEHOVAH is my PROFESSOR. JESUS is my INSTRUCTOR. The HOLY SPIRIT is my PROTECTOR. The ANGELS are my SUPPORT SYSTEM. Other JW's are my CLASSMATES. THE BIBLE is my STUDY BOOK. TRIALS and TEMPTATIONS are my EXAMS. FINDING LOST SHEEP is my ASSIGNMENT. PRAYER is my ATTENDANCE. LIFE IN PARADISE is my FUTURE DEGREE. AND DOING Jehovah’s WILL is my MOTTO. Enroll today there is room for all and tuition is FREE!!

#TeamJW

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PATIENT CASE PRESENTATION

PATIENT CASE PRESENTATION: Finding: Patient is 46 yo and is unmarried. Assessment: Patient is unmarried perhaps because of a 20-year history of ethanol abuse and had smoked 2 ppd x 15 years. Recommendation: Go find a wife, dude!! Monitoring: To that, I don't know anymore. xD

#Pharmacy #PharmacyStudent #AspiringPharmacist #PharmacistInTheMaking

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It's not that I don't believe in love. I'm a very strong believer in it actually. I'm just deathly terrified that it doesn't believe in me.

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Take That - Back for Good

Whatever I said, whatever I did.. I didn't mean it. I just want you back for good. Whenever I'm wrong, just tell me the song and I'll sing it. You'll be right and understood. I want you back for good.

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WHAT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER WHEN YOU ARE IN A BAD MOOD?

I'm not the kind of person who keeps things for myself. I'm no good in keeping my own secrets >.^ I share a lot to people whom I get along with. And that's one thing that helps me to cope up when I'm at my worst. Yes, I speak whatever is on my mind. I pour it all out to avoid a heavy heart since I am typically a mushy one.

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There is no better friend than a sister.. and there is no better sister than you. How do I make it through without you? :* #PerfectBestFriend

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"In a perfect world, when he's with her, he would be wishing he was with me; when he looked at her, he would be looking at me; when he smiled at her, his smile would be for me; when he thought about someone, he would be thinking about me. In a perfect world, he would realize that she wasn't the one he was supposed to be with and I would still be standing here waiting for him still when he finally knows this. But this isn't a perfect world and people do get hurt, you smile when you feel like crying, you act like you're okay when you're falling apart inside and you let it go. You move on, because there's nothing else you can do."

-Unknown-

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Meet and greet the 2013 blogger! ü

New. New. New. YES, I got new tumblr. account! And another yes for a “NO, I’m not new in here.” I guess I owe you readers an explanation though. Well, I deleted my previous account since I haven’t used it since forever. I tried to view back all my posts and succeeded to heed that all those were so senseless or whatever you wanna call it. Then out of nowhere, and maybe somehow you can blame it of my spontaneity, I made this newest account. Well, yeah! I’m a busy student - a full time one (may also be regarded). But I’ve always been a frustrated writer and finally a trying-hard-blogger. I occasionally have this vague character that at times my only way to understand what I’m up to is to put into words all my clouded thoughts. I may blog once in a while (as time and my mood grant me). Now allow me please to throw in my emotions, triumphs, frustrations, consolations, exceptional inspirations, my immaturity, pursuits, my constitution of swinging with words and everything about me. Meet and greet the 2013 blogger! ü

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Mariel Mae Villa Felisarta