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ok but what if nothing matters more to me than fifteen or so queer people/fictional characters, huh? what then?

#i’m a happy and well-adjusted person

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A deep dive into this scene because I was googling 1940s sleepwear today :’) Anyways I love this scene and am not surprised Jess wears men’s pjs but it’s such a nice detail!

#screaming #thank you for this #i’ve seen quotes from trayce gigi field (aloto costume designer) talking about how involved Kelly was in costume design for jess #(i think this goes back to the 40-page character dossier) #so I’m with you that the binding and men’s pjs are entirely intentional for Jess!!

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Mostly spoiler free summary of my viewing experience

#oh so i’ve never had a unique experience good to know

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(Warning this is the most nothingy jesslupe thought it’s not even substantial enough to be called a headcanon lmao but I hope you and the bigirlgiggles community enjoy this fluffy thought)

Lupe naps tucked into Jess’s neck/shoulder head first to the point Jess worries she’ll suffocate. Lupe gets grouchy if Jess disturbs her by wiggling but it’s not her fault Lupe is snuffling and rubbing her hair all over her when she knows she’s ticklish there. She suspects Lupe is half awake and doing it on purpose anyway 😒. Anyway Jess scritchy scratches the back of Lupe’s neck to make her head pop up and her face is all red cos she’s got herself too warm being hidden away

when will u understand I live for slice of life things like this 😭 this is so far from nothing 😭

She pops up looking positively rumpled, there’s a tiny imprint of Jess’ chain on her chin and her hair is messy but she’s got a soft redness about her face bc she was tucked SOO close to Jess and Jess smiles at her a bit when she takes her in and goes “You’re tickling me, Lu” and Lupe just mumbles “man up” and tries to go back in to fall back asleep

#i think about this hc DAILY

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Jesslupe headcanons part II: Things I think definitely happened

They made up an excuse to get out of the group outing to have the house to themselves, except Esti is in on it (because that’s less questionable, right?) and says “I just don’t want to hear you” Lupe can’t face Esti after and makes Jess go downstairs first

I love the friends-with-benefits to lovers trope for them and I think if anyone didn’t know they were together (ie Carson finds out and is surprised they’ve been sleeping together this whole time) they’d 100% be like “duh” in a “of course f*ck, why wouldn’t we??” very confident like we’re both hot ??kind of way. Very reminiscent of the og bar scene.

When they first get together, they both assume the other will top.

Greta would 100% play off any of their shenanigans. Like, they’re f*cking in Jess’s room, and when they hear someone Lupe hides under the sheets. When Greta comes in she acts like nothings weird, but then says bye to both of them on her way out.

This has been said before but it was definitely them fucking with all of Carson and Greta’s hiding spots.

#been waiting for this !!!

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#i cannot stop thinking about this #it was taking so much willpower not to be weird on insta but oh my god

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listen. i know (I KNOW) that the sound she was describing was a gentle clinking. but i cannot stop thinking about her saying that clam sounds are “the best noise on earth.”

#posts for a niche audience

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Yumi Sakugawa

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Headcanons for the jesslupe drought:

( It feels weird calling these headcanons because they’re so real to me some of them have support )

I think Jess has a vibrant and diverse sex life. I know y’all love the stone butch life for Jess but the way Kelly described moose jaw I think Jess would be more open than Lupe.

Jess binds!! It def looks like it to me at least so I say it’s real and I don’t see it enough in fic / chats.

Jess also uses varying pronouns (per Kelly) I think talking about Jess in abstract or modern setting is def they/them but 40s ofc uses she/her.

Greta is supposed to be a bit of a villain. I loveee Jess and her as roommate and want to know more about that. Jess is so emotionally in touch and knows so much so I wonder what she thinks of Greta.

Jess would absolutely make the first move w Lupe (as confirmed by writers tweets).

They def went to New York but I think Jess would bring Lupe to moose jaw. Lupe would not bring Jess to Texas.

Kelly talks about Jess going though a gender crisis and I don’t think that gets talked about enough… like they’ve never had to think about it and now they do and are thinking more about how they present. Things like binding/packing and even dresses are questions. I think it’s clear from how much variety we get with Jess’s wardrobe compared to everyone else.

They’re both service tops your honor.

#op how does it feel to be right about everything #god I love these two so much #dopamine hit just reading through this post

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obv my answer is always gonna be jess (Kelly’s 40 page character dossier HELLO?!) and lu (though i feel like we did get backstory for her)

BUT my most recent watch through has confirmed for me that jo is the most underwritten/underdeveloped major character, which sucks :/

and so much of the emotion of the season falls on that character! and it works for me bc i love them all with every fiber of my being, but i feel like jo’s whole arc could have been SO much more moving if she was more three-dimensional

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gonna start writing erotica for myself and it’s just gonna be about coming home and finding my hot butch partner doing yard work in overalls and immediately getting turned on

#…this is less of a joke post than it seems lmao #if you’re a hot butch who wants to help me start a garden and reno my guest bedroom in exchange for kisses lmk

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let’s talk.

#HANDS #oh my god

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Seeing a butch with a library card on their carabiner & not knowing how to act

#oh this would fuck me UPPP #goddamn

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psst julien has silly little guy handwriting, pass it down

#these boys sure are geniuses

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!!!!!!!!!

#we broke up 3 weeks ago #because that’s how it was always gonna be #and goddamn it. i didn’t feel too much about it until they were here and living with me and we had this little fantasy bubble of time #it was so good and so perfect. and that couldn’t have been our forever. but if it could - #we are trying to be friends and I think it’s mostly working. but i am back to feeling numb and microdosing on celeb/fictional crushes #just to feel something. like i think I’m doing ok and then I realize I’m not really coping #i miss them.

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ROBERTA COLINDREZ IN CASSANDRO (2023)

#LITERALLY started crying #and i didnt even look at all the gifs #(i am trying to leave my future self some crumbs) #(but also these gifs are just too powerful)

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it’s time we address the literal grip jess has on lupe here