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There is a lot of bullshit right now,  I cant sleep, When i do sleep, Fucking nightmares,  When i don’t sleep even more fucking nightmares when im awake, Fucking just everything  is just fucked. I want to sleep but i can’t but then if like i want to stop smoking cause it fucking hurts to breath, But nope I can’t, I have to smoke, It’s fucking ridicules, I cannot do anything without having a smoke now. i wont have any dope for awhile now, Fucking god damn  Now posting this is simply bullshit and wingingm, but i haven’t got anything else to do,    Let me get everything out for abit then.  Why do people always have to be so happy,   How do they get so happy?   How does anyone be happy, I want to be happy but unfortunately I don’t have the right to be happy, I have to stay the fucking same, everythign is the same fuckingn thing every day, Every weekend,  Life is a fucking looop and has no fucking end.  why  am i stuck in the loop? I have no other way out but death but i can’t even do that cause i’m too much of a fucking bitch to just end iti, And plus my mum threatened to kill herself if i died, which is unfair on my sisters, I don’t want anyone from my family to die,  I just want to be happy, But i seem to fuck it up.   I’ll never be happy with the way i’m living, Everything is too fake,  I want to be myself, Yet i hate myself,   I’m sick of over acting and pretending to be something i’m not, I just  want something else in life.  All i have is drugs really, Everyone else has love, friends, motivation, goals, and dreams.  Ihave no dreams, Nothing to look forward to,  What do i have to look foward to next year?  Jack fucking shit,  What can i do to change this, Nothing  Course of my life and the ship has sailed. I have fucked up, no going back.  I wish i was more normal, I wish i could just be someone people didn’t hate, But regardless of who i pretend to be, or even being myself I will be hated, ontop of that i’m fucking ugly, I am shrek as they used to call me, reagardless of what i do, I will always be ugly,  Amoutn of shit i have heard from people just, I wish i had the money to fix it but i can’t wear a paper bag on my head, or a mask or something to cover myself, People will just think im more weird.  Body is out of proportion, You can see my ribs and heartbeat but it looks like i have manboobs when i where a tshirt. I have no idea how to lose the fat on my chest, I don’t eat,  Just lose more fat around the waist, I do eat, I still lose weight but gain fat on my chest again What the fuck body.  Man do i envy people, I just envy and loath, that’s all i do,  Just nearly every person i meet has something special about them, or they’re really good at something. i have nothing, I’m mediocre at nearly everything i do.  Amount of lies i hear as well,  People say i’m good at something but i know i’m not, Fucking best thing someone told me was “People think you are going to shooot up the school” I’m the sterotype of the school shooter, Thats what fucking people see me as, I wouldn’t do something like that cause i’m not a fuckwit, but like jesus christ That’s the only reason people are nice to me,  Because they don’t want to get shot when i finally lose it or someshit, If i make it to next year, I am never going to engage with people again. I’m only going to talk to the bare bone of the people i know.  2 friends (only friends),  close family.  So it isn’t going to change much but hopefully i wont have as many acquaintances.  like fuck i want to change but  i have no drive, I just wish i had someone to tell me what to do, That makes life easier being told what to do, I  don’;t trust myself with anything so i think it would be better if i was just told what to do. I just fucking hate myself so much, why have i been like this my whole life? Why since i was young thought about death, I just think i’m never really meant to of existed, and probley just shou,d of died when i was meant to, Like i’m a failed baby, 9 days late, cut out lungs full of shit, Now here, a failure of life and a dissapointment to everyone in my family.  I know no one is going to read this or pay attention to this but i’m only writing this to clear my head of everything and to hopefully look back at this in a few months and go well haha life is better, Like i read a jounal thing i wrote 2-3 years ago,  Has life chaanged dramatically, and im lesss paranoid, less anxiety, but fuck was i even more of a loser back then than i am now, Still fucking pathetic nobody but atleast i’m not as an emotional trainwreck as i was before.  Goodbye.

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~《《《Turn out the lights 》》》~

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1 week left of school,  Thankgod for work in holidays.  I am going to shout a special two a lot of somethings when i do get my money together. I hope tonight a party will be good,  Only posting this to remind myself next time i check my blog to see how i was, compared to my earlier posts i was such a tool.

#me

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i missed doing these and i dont wanna go to sleep so i did a game one

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Death never seemed so pleasant.

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Hell.

I took to much to dream last night and i was forced into another dimension where i lost my memories even though i held onto them tightly, the room shifted round and round.  The simpsons danced around and i saw my tv come at me with spears. Magic M- one hell of a drug

#drugs #mushies #mushroom #acid #lsd

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My collection of ultra rare Pepes (DO NOT STEAL!!!). I am willing to trade 5 USD for each of these if you are interested in purchasing a Pepe inbox me.

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“I wanna pose with it like a guitar player” “Sir this is a professional ad are you sure you-“ “Trust me”

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