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if anyone’s interested in warriors rp i made a neat little chill 16+ rp server! it’s a canon-divergent au set in a world where fireheart never brought windclan back from exile, centering on windclan’s search for a new home in the city shared by none other than bloodclan.

join here if you want :D

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What if I’m the problem that’s been hiding all along?

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Grief

ref photo by @jawsstone

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more mucha cuz yeah

#hoimycraf

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More mucha style

#scott smajor jumpscare

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Once again having fun with drawing in Mucha's style, this time with my own compositions though :]

#hoimycraf

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phil but from a colour generator thingy i found

#deaths malewife

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dress up party for kids and Phil getting dragged in

#go piss girl #deaths malewife #wettest cat ever #disaster love polygon #mantequilla de cacahuetes #potato boy #eGGIEs #mi sobrina

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People underestimate how much it fucks you up to be subtly excluded as a kid. I would try to talk to my classmates and be met with disinterest or annoyance. The one friend I had, who I clung to and nodded along to his every word, had other friends he liked just as much or more. And his other friends didn’t care for me at all.

I look back at pictures from the time and see how separated I was from them. I remember knowing I was different. I remember posing questions about the world to the girls playing next to me and realizing that they had never asked the same ones to themselves. That the ways we thought couldn’t be more different.

I kept myself amused with my own fanatical stories and musings in my head. I would wander the playground on a circular path, imagining a friend and being sorely disappointed when it didn’t feel as real as I’d hoped.

There was a bubble separating me from everyone else, thin, and nearly invisible, but with a pearly sheen you could catch under the right conditions. I knew it was there, they knew it was there, and it changed me

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不意打ち(2023.6.23)

#gremlin hoard <3

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癒しの手(2024.2.5)

#gremlin hoard <3 #kepler this is all your fault

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save me blazerose.... blazerose.... blazerose save me

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save me blazerose.... blazerose.... blazerose save me

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save me blazerose.... blazerose.... blazerose save me

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save me blazerose.... blazerose.... blazerose save me

#deaths malewife #hardcoreza

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going absolutely feral over this collection of items that washed up on Cornish beaches Lego Lost At Sea on twitter

#gremlin hoard <3

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i have like five other things i should be doing but i got distracted

#go piss girl #deaths malewife #wettest cat ever #disaster love polygon #mantequilla de cacahuetes