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my parents brought me into this world and loved and cherished me unconditionally as a baby I know that love was there!! but now that I’m an adult discovering myself they can’t respect and love me as a full fledged human being and is being myself really so terrible that I will never be loved like that ever again?

Anyways I just listened to I Love You Sweet Baby by Kimya Dawson and it simultaneously healed and broke something inside of me and now I’m crying in the dark thinking about how I could never ever know my future child felt unloved or unwanted and just do nothing about it

#captain’s log

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[https://www.inaturalist.org/observations/185209922] Harris' Hawk || Parabuteo unicinctus Observed in United States Least Concern in location of observation

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if it was about 15 years ago i’d already have seen 12 different AMVs of chimera falin set to three days grace animal i have become on my feed but that just doesn’t happen anymore. because of woke

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Occasionally I get TikToks / reels of kids’ ocs or paper dragon heads along with lyrics and a lot lately have been Kimya Dawson. I’m so glad all the weird kids are discovering her. The youth is gonna be alright

#kimya dawson

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Kinda nonhuman because mental illness, kinda nonhuman because not being properly socialized as a kid, kinda nonhuman because queer, kinda nonhuman because angry at humanity, kinda nonhuman because longing for the unconditional love of a pet and it’s master, and kinda nonhuman because secret sixth thing.

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some photos i took from emerson college’s encampment for palestine. most of these were taken only a few hours before the boston PD attacked hundreds of protestors and brutally arrested 108 students, most of whom were poc, jewish, and/or queer.

anyone who spent any amount of time in the encampment will tell you just how much it brought us all together—there was always food, music, arts and crafts, and hundreds of messages of support written in chalk.

after the BPD was done brutalising us for peacefully protesting, they power washed down the walls of the encampment—all of these messages are gone. theyre trying to erase what happened, but they’ll never truly be able to. everyone saw, and everyone will remember.

#boston #emerson college #free palestine #campus protests

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Some color tests for my birdfolk, each based loosely on a few real-life species. Of course there will be variation within the species depending on age, location and genetic anomalies, but I need to set a "baseline" color form first.

Bonus points for whoever can guess the inspiration species in the tags!

#reblogging again LOOK AT MY GUYS #original character #world in progress #art stuff

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#music #playlist #Spotify

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Jo Bench :: Bolt Thrower

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Some color tests for my birdfolk, each based loosely on a few real-life species. Of course there will be variation within the species depending on age, location and genetic anomalies, but I need to set a "baseline" color form first.

Bonus points for whoever can guess the inspiration species in the tags!

#👀 behold my beaftes #shameless self promotion of my worldbuilding sideblog #fantasy species #worldbuilding #character design #birdfolk

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Discovered a chickadee nest cavity on campus. The pair of chickadees took turns flying inside this branch and leaving with mouthfuls of sawdust as they excavated their nest site.

#birding #birdwatching #birds #birdblr #black capped chickadee

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new favorite bit is saying "I would be fangirling so hard if I met him in real life 😍" about random species of fish

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I sent a thank-you email to at least try and leave a professional last impression 😂

I’m applying to other positions too so I think I’ll be okay

WAAAUGHGHH a potential job called me while I was still in bed and I rolled over and took an impromptu phone interview while half asleep I hope I didn’t screw it upppp

#captain’s log #not to be a capitalist on main or whatever #but I need to survive and pay off my student loans!!

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me when i have like 20 notifications in the span of five minutes and when i go check its just the same guy rapidfire liking and reblogging posts

[tenderanarchist]

WAAAUGHGHH a potential job called me while I was still in bed and I rolled over and took an impromptu phone interview while half asleep I hope I didn’t screw it upppp

#captain’s log