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wip wip wip

#taevi.png #i need to draw my takeback smp character more.. i have 1 million finished drawings of her. in my heart #takeback smp #tbsmp

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Angel on your shoulder voice . do not do that

aren't you supposed to be over at scott's. is that why he's like that

#taevi.txt #HELP #uruuggrdhgmfmmfrghghrgdghgh i just think i could do better. it looks so flat and devoid of personality it sucks 👎🍅 🍅 tomato tomato #delete later

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PLEASE GIVE ME HAPPY FLOWER HUSBANDS- Im begging yoou..

i love you because i have to; there is no why about it

#okay on second thought i really don't like this i might delete it

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i have no idea what you're talking about

PLEASE GIVE ME HAPPY FLOWER HUSBANDS- Im begging yoou..

i love you because i have to; there is no why about it

#taevi.txt

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PLEASE GIVE ME HAPPY FLOWER HUSBANDS- Im begging yoou..

i love you because i have to; there is no why about it

#taevi.png #berri did i get it right #third life #3rd life #flower husbands #scott smajor #smajor1995 #dangthatsalongname #jimmy solidarity #solidaritygaming #taevi.req #i don't really like this one HAHA #I love projecting onto my favorite characters. who said that

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Happy Anniversary. After three years, we’ve never left the desert. 

The Tongues and Teeth MAP is officially OUT NOW!!! Three months of work by our amazing twenty-eight artists have paid off to see this complete MAP, and we're so grateful for all of their work!!

VIDEO LINK

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i'm so, so, so grateful I had the honor of co-running this!!!!! it's been amazing working with everyone ❤️💛💚

Happy Anniversary. After three years, we’ve never left the desert. 

The Tongues and Teeth MAP is officially OUT NOW!!! Three months of work by our amazing twenty-eight artists have paid off to see this complete MAP, and we're so grateful for all of their work!!

VIDEO LINK

#taevi.txt #GO CHECK THIS OUT RIGHT NEOWWWW RIGHT NOW NOW NOWWW

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some @plumadot's dnd au lizzie because i adore her jrgfgf

#taevi.png #my art #lizzie #ldshadowlady #lizzie ldshadowlady #i hope you're okay with fanart!! if not i can take this down as soon as i can jrghgfudghfhf #she's so pretty... i care herrr

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SOON!

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They say when you die, your life flashes before your eyes.

Scar never believed in it, not after dying twice, both times having been caught off guard. He didn't have time to reflect on the life he'd been leaving behind, not when everything happened so fast, not when to Scar it was like blinking before he was surrounded by total black.

But as he lay in the sand, letting the wind sweep over his weakening body, he starts to look back. He starts from the beginning, from setting Etho's tree on fire to pulling Grian into the desert on Pizza. He thinks of his second death to the ravine, how Grian's scream had been the thing to accompany him on his brief journey to blackness. He thinks of holding Grian in his arms as they celebrate a successful trap, or their hours spent digging a bunker.

Scar thinks of their ruined home, the place he'd always return to.

It's funny, how different this death feels to the other two times. Maybe that's because there's no coming back from this one. This is it. This is the end for Scar. His final breath.

He stares up at the big beautiful blue sky, and there is no longer any red to cloud his vision. If he had any energy left, he'd probably smile. All he can muster is the smallest twitch of his lips, blood drying on his chin.

A shadow fills his vision, and Scar has just a few seconds to see Grian's bruised face enter from the corner. He sees tears welling in those red eyes, one or two rolling down his cheeks as he picks up Scar's fading, cold body, pulling it tight to his chest.

Scar wishes he could reach out, he wishes he could press his palm into Grian's cheek and tell him not to cry. He much prefers it when Grian is laughing, when he's smiling. It suits him much better than this guilt ridden expression. Why are you crying? He wants to ask. You won! Scar is happy he won.

"I'm sorry Scar," Grian shakily whispers into his hair, his wings wrapping around the two of them like a shield. Scar isn't sure what he needs to shield them from, not anymore. The ghosts? Surely they aren't interested in this. In them. "I'm so sorry."

It's to Grian's warmth that Scar fades away, eyes fully shutting as he finds he's lost the energy, the will, to keep himself alive. Scar's purpose is complete, Grian is alive and well, and that's all that matters to him. He's okay with saying goodbye.

He joins the living dead, nothing more than a spirit.

He returns to the image of Grian hugging Scar close, yet as a ghost. His body is see through, he is no longer a corporeal being. Even as a ghost, he's returned right to where his heart and his soul rests, he's returned to his home, to his Grian. Scar doesn't question it. Of course he's ended up back here, back to the other half of his heart.

Grian had said once that everything in their story was dead.

Maybe it was just Scar being an optimist, but he liked to think that their story didn't have to end in death. Maybe it had just been Scar looking to a life after this, where there will be more laughter, more pranks and joy, more warmth shared. Scar liked to think that they were in control of their narrative, that not everything was dead, because they were alive.

But looking as Grian grieves over Scar, he wonders if Grian had always thought they were dead from the start.

As a ghost, Scar is forced to stand there as Grian rises on shaking legs. "Just one life left," he says, and Scar's nonexistent heart leaps to his throat.

"Grian, stop," he pleads, but his voice is nothing more than the breeze of the wind. He's helpless, unable to reach his partner as he takes slow, agonizing steps toward the edge Monopoly Mountain, right beside Pizza's grave. "Grian," Scar begs. It wasn't supposed to go this way.

Drops of blood fall from Grian's bloodied knuckles, staining the sand below. He walks toward the edge, and Scar follows, trying to reach out to him. Yet his hand phases right through Grian's back, never making contact.

Scar's heart breaks.

What else can the king of death do but watch his ever faithful knight follow him to where he should not?

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i love your style!! may I please request a false if requests are still open??

thank you that's very sweet!! a false for you :)

#taevi.png #hc #hermitcraft #falsesymmetry #false symmentry #i'm trying to sort of soften my art and i rlly liked how this turned out :) #helped me destress a little from the [REDACTED] that's releasing in 1wk #she was so fun to draw jrhdjdh #requests are currently open btw!! #taevi.req

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pinned :)

✧ hello!! i'm taevi, enfp- t + 3w4, no pronouns or she/ her if needed

i'm a minecraft youtube artist! hermitcraft + life series are my favorite smps, my main ccs are grian + jimmy, my favorite team ups are mean gills, bad boys, desert duo + boat boys. i'm usually pretty chill on hermit / trafficshipping as long as it's only characters and not ccs.

✧ go watch the tongues and teeth map right NEOWW !!!

tag navigation :

#taevi .png — my art

#taevi .req — finished art requests

#taevi .txt — non- art text posts - or just me rambling jrgdyfhfh

#taevi .vid — my animatics

✧ you can use my art anywhere as long as i have credit! i do not allow my art to be used to feed ai and i do not support ai art.

#tags for mobile → #taevi.png #taevi.req #taevi.txt #taevi.vid #pnnd

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i need you more than anything

#taevi.png #life series #scott smajor #jimmy solidarity #solidarity gaming #flower husbands #dangthatsalongname #trafficshipping #so guess who watched scott's and jimmy's 3rd life and is now insane about jimmy's death and the impact it had on scott #it's so interesting about scott's grief in 3l especially in the moments when he learns jimmy is dead and how he chooses to express it #i'm still thinking about that afterlife scene and how it's so deeply intergal to scott's character #everyone say thank you to bree for getting me into fh i will never view them the same again #taevi have a consistent scott design challenge instant fail #blood tw #blood cw

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real life winner

#taevi.png #life series #cleo #zombiecleo #zombie cleo #rlsmp #real life smp #rlsmp spoilers #SO. THAT VIDEO HUH #spent like 2 hours getting to the airport and finally got through security only to check my phone and get whiplash at EVERYTHING #i'm heartbroken i couldn't bring my headphones sadly

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i don't know anything about flower husbands

#taevi.png #this is so stupid #3rd life #flower husbands #jimmy solidarity #solidaritygaming #scott smajor #smajor1995 #i am 2 episodes into scott's third life. i think he is crazy

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for requests: any of the b.e.s.t. team?

isn't this that guy who's obsessed with joel

#taevi.png #taevi.req #i don't like how i was in semi art block for the last few days put on hamilton and drew this SO easily it was insane. hamilton scares me #eefo my beloved #trying sort of a new style with this #i might use it more #ethoslab #etho slab #ethos lab #etho #hc #hermitcraft

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lew convinced me to watch joel's last life,, i now have a new favorite character

#taevi.png #life series #last life #ll #joel smallishbeans #smallishbeans #kicking my feet he is SO silly #his ep2 was so great i enjoyed it a lot