#zushi 🐛

[zushimart]

Insecure jealous scara keeps on infecting my brain -🐛

before-healing scara is actually a nightmare of a partner because of his trust issues and, by extension, his intense jealousy. and not the cute kind, but like.. genuinely atrocious behavior like silent treatment, phone checking, cheating accusations, etc. like oh my god. horrific. healing scara is able to identify those unhealthy thought patterns, be like “woah, i’m fucking crazy,” and move on without making it your problem. but now his jealousy is more external to the relationship than internal and therefore very cutesy. like, if someone gets a little too flirty with you at a party, giving u heart eyes and shit.. he’ll pull you off to the side and make you give him your jacket and keep your arm around him the rest of the night. his beef with random girls and guys is insane, not because he doesn’t trust you, but because he doesn’t trust THEM. he’d make those stupid tweets and tiktoks that are like “having a pretty partner is so fucking hard everyone wants them” as if he isn’t crafted by a god himself lol. when he starts feeling a bit icky (worried you’ll wake up and realize you want someone better, etc.), he’ll suck it up and go straight to you for old fashioned reassurance in the form of proper emotional vulnerability. trading “i love you”’s till his body is body’s warm and fuzzy like he’s drunk.. letting you list off every reason you love him, whispering by his ear with your arms wrapped around his waist as he turns pinker and pinker and pinker.. flicking your forehead and keeping his face down because he’s too embarrassed to look you in the eye. nothing tooo worry about silly scara

#thought #zushi 🐛 #more jealous scara behavior .. hmm #loudly talking about his ROMANTIC PARTNER #and how HAPPY HE IS WITH YOU #around someone he suspects has eyes for u #getting matching couples things but gaslighting you into thinking it was your idea #(keychains outfits etc etc.) #its his way of being like ‘look i marked this its mine’ #<<and u know it.. he is a biter a scratcher a sucker in bed #like literally u have to sit him down and look him in the eye and be like #people r gonna think im getting mauled #i can only wear so many turtlenecks in the springtime before someone becomes suspicious #etc etc #scaramouche x reader

[zushimart]

what do you think scarapookie's red flags in a relationship would be like? Like realistically speaking if he were to be in a relationship. (Maybe list some green flags too to feed my delusions 😍)

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tbh i didnt know if u meant HIS red flags or red flags he looks for in other people so i did both tbh. so his red flags BEFORE THERAPY!!! (he literally would not trust himself to be in a relationship before any of this was addressed) distrusting he would have such a hard time trusting what u say and how u feel. leads to a lot of insecurity and jealousy on his end, like for ex. u can say “i’m not upset, i’m just tired” but he’ll choose to believe ur lying about being tired to avoid telling him ur upset. if that makes sense. insecure under the giant fucking ego he hates himself & can’t really believe anyone would really want to be with him and he WILL make it ur problem. mix with his lack of trust and tbh he will become so incredibly jealous of ur exes and friends. incommunicative and despite having these issues, he cannot admit to you or himself that he even HAS these issues. so any attempts to talk to him about his behavior is like talking to a climate change denier or a flat earther. his ass is NOT listening. in fact, he’d probably interpret it as an attack and get super defensive (self sabotage). lol. but again, after lots of self reflection and maturation, he wouldn’t act like that. if you were looking for joke red flags, then he a) wears socks to sleep b) eats/drinks really weird food combinations like milk and juice d) steals literally all of your clothes. red flags he looks for in other people… like his icks… are 1) taking yourself too seriously/being afraid of embarrassment 2) people who don’t like kids 3) any sign of commitment issues/disinterest omg he can’t stand flakey people, it’d make him spiral. his GREEN flags ??? omggg~ he is borderline obsessive. intensely attentive… and thoughtful. he has an easy time remembering your likes and dislikes, researches your interests, etc. all under the cover of night… (he keeps his obsession with you under tight wraps, no one is allowed to know he thinks of you so fondly — including you). he has a hard time controlling his emotional expression, so he prefers to speak through his actions… which means everything he does is very particular/careful/full of meaning (acts of service… like, extremely thoughtful gifts that take months to plan and create, things of that nature). and then he’ll act like it’s no big deal lol. and i think he would really look for the same in a partner. someone unafraid to be themselves/a good communicator/thoughtful. like, strong where he is weak, etc.

#i got tired and vague at the end sorry #thought #hi hii #hiii~~ omg hi~~~ #zushi 🐛 #hiii #:3 hi

[zushimart]

alright not a comforting scara hc but The way our hat guy just brought water for tighnari :(( and like just left like that. because "of course he doesn't have time to waste on fragile humans bla bla ba bla bla" SHUT UP GOOFY ASS DID YOU HEAR HOW SOFT YOUR VOICE SOUNDED WHEN YOU SAID TO GIVE THE WATER TO HIM AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA my love him grows deeper and deeper everyday I don't know if I should be concerned or impressed. -🐛

he is literally so funng like i was just talking ab this exact thing earlier tday hold on let me find it

#the facf that hes def really proud of his new little name for the same reason he was happy to be called the kabukimono #maybe they dont like him or find him strange and disagreeable but its a sign that he’s still a peer #guao #so sweet #zushi 🐛

[zushimart]

Feedback u ask feedback you get cuz you're awesome and I am also starved for your scara fics 🙏

i think its looking GOOD DUDEE. I always love the way you write scara's personality becuz he is a tsundere babygirl and its canon. YOU NEED TO GIVE US MORE OF HIS AND Y/N'S DYNAMIC AAAAAAAAAA. I think it'd be nice if you used reader or something else instead of Y/N but if you're comfortable using that then its fine TOOO!!! Post whenever you feel like it, we are patiently waiting 🧎

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I FEEL SOOO

i love writing dialogue & smoothly weaving it into the story. might do the thing where i suspiciously make it so that no one not even the narrative says the reader’s name HAHAHA

#but if not ill just use reader #its so awkies i wish we could all have a collective name #every time i have to use the reader’s name i put like illegible demonic script #̸͕͓͉̦͕̻͍̼͙̫̠̐͒͊̆̎̎̂͝ψ̶̠́̐̏̃͒͋̐̏͝ ̵̧̨̦͓̱̰̦͓̜̘̫͔̍͛̀̒̈́̊̅̕͝ ̷̡̢͙̜̂̎̉̄̑̓̽́̉̀̏̚ͅ⛥̵̧̰̭̠̟͕̙͓͛̈́͌̒̐̌̆̾͠͝͝ͅ ̵̝̪̄́̉͗͑̊͐͘͝⛧̶̛͕̎̎̌͒͑͗̎͌̂͛̚͝ #omggg ̸͕͓͉̦͕̻͍̼͙̫̠̐͒͊̆̎̎̂͝ψ̶̠́̐̏̃͒͋̐̏͝ ̵̧̨̦͓̱̰̦͓̜̘̫͔̍͛̀̒̈́̊̅̕͝ ̷̡̢͙̜̂̎̉̄̑̓̽́̉̀̏̚ͅ⛥̵̧̰̭̠̟͕̙͓͛̈́͌̒̐̌̆̾͠͝͝ͅ ̵̝̪̄́̉͗͑̊͐͘͝⛧̶̎̎̌͒͑͗̎͌̂͝ #zushi 🐛

[zushimart]

Oh! And also what do you think if suppose scara was real and maybe went to the same classes as you or something, what do you think you guys's interaction and relationship would be like? Would you be friends? Enemies? Or not even notice each other?

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R U ASKING ME PERSONALLY?? whimpers a little tbh. i literally don't know. i think ab that all th e time , but like idek. i'd like to think we'd be friends, good friends even. most of the people close to me are very scaracore, introverted intimidating a little mean, etc. so i think it would make some sense if i naturally gravitated twds him. or maybe i'd find him suuuper annoying. maybe both. i think i'd definitely have strong feelings for him.. not sure what kind...and he'd either disregard my existence entirely or be a little interested in a scientific way. checking to see if i have a brain, etc. tbh id talk to him just to find out where he gets his clothes and follow his instagram.

#friends to lovers regardless im incessant with it #this was cute to think about thank u for asking #gs #zushi 🐛

[zushimart]

also hope you take it easy and feel better soon. we love youu <3

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thank u ^_^

#this is really sweet it made me smile #zushi 🐛

[zushimart]

Okay from this day onward I am officially - "🐛 anon" yayyyy

LETTSSS GOOOOOOOO 🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛 SWEEP !!!

#zushi 🐛

[zushimart]

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