#yep ‘m writin angst cause I feel lonely </3

[saelique]

just imagining where beastzai and you are enemies and that you hate him with all your heart but he loves you.

like how you would glare at him, all traces of your love for him in the original world gone. his shared memories with the original dazai of you were sweet like sugar. yet now they were bitter. with him at least.

and so, he accepted the fact that you would wholeheartedly hate him. now he just watches from afar, unable to look into your eyes. because it hurts, knowing that he could never experience happiness.

dazai sometimes wonders what would happen if he never was the port mafia boss.

but its okay if he’s never happy.

it’s not like he deserves it in the first place .

#౨ৎ⋆˚｡⋆ 📔 : novels ! #yep ‘m writin angst cause I feel lonely </3 #anyways #gonna take a nap #I feel exhausted 4 some reason #must be cause of my messed up sleep schedule hehe >:D #Dazai x reader #dazai #beast au x reader #bsd x reader #dazai angst #dazai x reader angst no comfort