#yeahhhhhhh I know I knowwwwwww

[rosicheeks]

i hope you know that you’re still super young, and it’s okay to feel like you haven’t gotten far in life, because you have so much of it left to live 💖💖💖 your life isn’t over at 23, there’s still a lot of time to be whatever you want. just take your time figuring it out 💖🥰

-🌸

💖

#yeahhhhhhh I know I knowwwwwww #to be fair I’m actually 24 #just haven’t changed my bio yet shhhh #but it’s just so so so easy to compare myself to other people my age #like most of the people I knew from high school all went to college and are graduated now #they all have a career and know what they’re doing with their life #some of them are even married #my mind just goes on a downward spiral #like if I only focused more once I graduated high school #if I only went to college and figured out what I want to do with my life #I had so many plans and dreams and hopes for the future #and now it’s just dark #it’s just hard when you grow up and you’re like this super talented child #but then mental illness gets in the way #and you don’t grow up the way you should #so it’s all fucked up now #I’m 24 but I feel like I’m 16 #I thought my life was going to be crazy different #I thought I would at least have my life kinda figured out by now #I know there’s a bunch of posts going around about this #but it’s really crazy when you grow up and you don’t think you’re going to make it past 18 #like I was positive I was going to die before my 20s #so I didn’t have a plan #and now that I’m in my 20s I’m like?????????? #I’m here? #I’m alive? #ok cool #now what #running out of space so I’m shutting up now but thank you so much for the kind words I really appreciate them 💖💖💖 #🌸 anon