#y'all are so nice 😭😭😭

[tiddie-taylor]

I'm not crying your crying

#waaaa #y'all are so nice 😭😭😭 #what did i do to deserve this #im shitting tears #aaaaaaaaa #idc if im overreacting

[foxaoxarts]

BEE KISS TOMORR- *dead* /j

If anyone wants to watch me drawing this like a little victorian child then the timelapse is below the cut 🤣

(FLICKER WARNING. It's all through out so be careful!👍 )

#RWBY #Bumbleby #Blake Belladonna #Yang Xiao Long #Foxarts #YOUR HONOR I HATE THEM (that's a lie actually) #I'VE BEEN STARING AT THIS FOR 3(?) DAYS NOW AND I'M SICK #Technically this doesn't contain spoilers but let me know if I should add the tag! #In reality I think cloud scene will happen episode 7-ish BUT being delusional is what being a bee fan is all about- #This is the first time I've actually tried drawing a kiss sooooo hope it turned out ok xDD #I am the one who looks away when anyone kisses for more than 2 seconds so. #Kisses aren't very photogenic that's all I'll say (I had 3 tutorials open and 5 references pulled up) #This was so messy- I forewent line art because I hate it and I thought it wouldn't be bad to just clean up the sketch. I was kind of right. #Watching back the recording is funny because I've always known I'm disorganized but just watching it play out is hilarious. #Enjoy my little notes and doodles 😌😌 #They're so soft I want to scream. #I SURE HOPE I DIDN'T FORGET ANYTHING 😭 #Risking my livelihood for these stupids since 2020 *strikes pose* #Anyways that's enough of my rambling. #HAVE A NICE DAY Y'ALL!!

[theflyingfeeling]

...😭

#i've never had a job in my own field that i've liked as much as i've liked my current one #the semester is ending soon and today i heard my contract will not be renewed bc the person i'm substituting will return to work after all #i've been feeling so tired and a bit poorly after the nokia arena show and i probably should have called in sick today #as i was absolutely useless today #and then after my only class today my students came to me with a gift?? 😭 #a pink enamel moomin mug and some chocolate and a paper on which they had written nice things about me + a drawing of a dachshund 😭 #and i burst to tears right there in front of them because i was so touched (and also because i'm just really really tired and emotional) #i'm so tired about having to apply for new jobs and having to start all over again #i'm so tired of having to do shitty short-notice substitutions again #i feel like i deserve better than that but on the other hand i fee like life's giving me exactly what i deserve and maybe this is it #i'm dreading the summer because idk if i'll have a job to go to in the autumn #and even if i did find something it won't be like the job i have now #also. it's may day eve and the weather's lovely #and i'm hiding in my apartment with the curtains closed so i won't see all the people going out and having fun with their friends #for me may day eve has never been like that. i've always felt so very excluded from those celebrations #on top of that i got yelled at by a bus driver and i'm the worst friend that ever existed #i'm trying to quit on whining about my sad little life but it gets so lonely #please know i'm not writing this for attention or pity. i know y'all have problems of your own and i'm just being a dramatic crybaby

[cinna-bunnie]

thinking about older women

#hey auntie 👉🏾👈🏾 #some of them b dancing on that line and i am looking respectfully (⁠´⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠.̫⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠`⁠) ♡⁠ #many such cases... giggling at how often w how many ppl aksjak family friends.. or it be ur own family 💀💕 #someone's mom would joke about snatching me up like 😭😶‍🌫️ ma'am first of all .. would #and the touchy prima (⁠〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠) ♡⁠ yes please put ur hands on me i am so comfortable with physical contact (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠) let me hold ur hand ♡ #🚶🏾‍♀️ being hot is nice sometimes #the forbidden fruit... hey tía (⁠´⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠.̫⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠`⁠) 👉🏾👈🏾💕 #some of the exchanges I've had were so 😵‍💫😵‍💫 ma'am.. i got a lil crush on u. #← not my actual family. i do not have one. engaging in one from this perspective is a lil different yfm 🚶🏾‍♀️u don't have to get it #or maybe u do idk im zooted rn and feeling rly gay abt aunties and older women in general okay 😩💕 #i need to go sweet talk someone's tía i know she's looking beautiful tonight 🚶🏾‍♀️ i see u girl. i love ur hair your nails are beautiful #i love your color coordination you have such good fashion sense (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠) ♡⁠ #ur earrings are so pretty i love your necklace i love your bracelets (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠) lemme go help y'all cook or I'll make the drinks whateve #let's talk.. ♡⁠ #Lupe... what are you up to these days 😩💕 my favorite. a family friend #i kinda see family friends as family too sorta bc my fam was p small when i did have one so a friend would be a basically auntie #but also not.. technically. so ╮⁠(⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)⁠╭ idk. they r tías 2 me though and i love them. #they r so nicey 2 me ｡⁠:ﾟ⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)ﾟ⁠:⁠｡ ♡⁠ #she wanted me to say her name n talk to her in Spanish a lil bit and she ate it up 😵‍💫 (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠) ♡⁠ she loved the way i say her name #i had such a crush on her omfg. low-key but not but yeah but respectfully..

[scionshtola]

from the touch prompts: 12. on a scar; or 18. because you are dying :>

ty azia!! this one really sent me on a spiral this week adkfd

the pain of perception

pairing: Corisande Ymir/Y'shtola Rhul word count: 1292 | read on ao3 notes: i went with 18. because you are dying. 5.0 spoilers!

Y’shtola has always found Corisande difficult to look away from, some inexorable pull between them perpetually drawing her gaze. She turned toward them as a blossom sought the sun, unfurling in their light and basking in the warmth of it. Even when Y’shtola lost her sight and the world lost its color, Corisande’s familiar aether was more than enough to draw her in, their countenance so dear to her that it hardly took any effort at all to pick out their features.

In the grand entrance hall of Emet-Selch’s recreated Capitol building, the light Corisande emanates is not the kind Y’shtola wants to bask in. They are a beacon of aether, so bright they blur the forms of the other Scions gathered around them. So bright the light lingers even when she closes her eyes, a ghostly blur haunting the back of her eyelids.

She watches them as they take their leave of the others and turn toward her, seeking her out as surely as she sought them. They cross the hall, the soft click of their boots growing louder as they approach. 

“The others are nearly ready. Ryne only wants to charge a few more cartridges for Thancred before we start on our way,” Corisande says, gesturing at the others over her shoulder, gathered by the door that leads deeper into the building. She lifts her hand, starting to reach for Y’shtola, but stops herself halfway, arm falling stiffly to her side. ‘Tis difficult to make out, but Y’shtola thinks she might be clenching her fist. “I came to see how you fared.” 

Y’shtola holds back a sigh, her jaw clenched against the sharp pain in her chest at the aborted gesture. In the three years she’d spent without them on the First, she had so missed the easy physical affection between them. A reassuring squeeze of her wrist, a gentle hand on the small of her back, a soft brush of their thumb across her cheek. Touches she had at times wished Corisande would not make, if only to spare Y’shtola the misery of her endlessly growing feelings. 

But she’d been wrong to think it would spare her any pain. Since their reunion—that near disastrous moment when Y’shtola had mistaken them for a sin eater—Corisande has, for the most part, kept a careful physical distance between them. Every deliberate step back, every halted reach for her hand, left her far more hurt and confused than any touch that had ever led her to hope for more. 

That they keep their distance even now, when losing themself to the light is becoming less a potential threat and more a rapidly approaching reality with every passing moment, is more than she can bear. She reaches for their hand in their stead, pressing their cool palm to hers. “l have no preparations to make. I will be ready when you are.”

Corisande tips their chin, head tilting down in the direction of their joined hands. Y’shtola holds fast, hope swooping through her stomach, her breath caught in her chest as she waits. But rather than pull away, they squeeze her hand, and the ache in Y’shtola’s chest is eased as she finally exhales. 

Corisande lifts her head in Y’shtola’s direction, her familiar features—the heart shape of her lips, the curve of her nose, her downturned eyes—just as obfuscated by the light as the rest of her body. There was a time that Y’shtola could have known what Corisande was thinking just by a simple shared glance. Now, though she could make her best guess, she could never be sure what was written in their expression. What Y’shtola might give to see the curve of Corisande’s gentle smile once more, before they venture toward a battle that could change her forever. 

Y’shtola glances down at their hands, still pressed palm to palm between them. Corisande had not shied from one touch—perhaps she would not shy from another. 

Do as your heart decrees, Y’shtola had told them, only moments ago. Without hesitation or regret. 

Y’shtola raises her free hand to Corisande’s cheek, heartbeat a loud, steady rhythm as she moves. They lean down ever so slightly to meet her, their hair falling over her arm, the ends of it brushing lightly against her sleeve. She stills when their fingers wrap gently around her wrist, thinking they mean to tug her hand away, but they simply hold on.

“Is it difficult? To look at me? To—” Corisande’s grip on her wrist tightens. Their voice is soft, almost fragile to Y’shtola’s ears. “I know the toll a surfeit of aether takes on you. It must be exhausting just to have me near.”

“‘Tis not easy,” Y’shtola admits, though it pains her to say it. Corisande knows the truth already—the abundance of their aether is difficult for Y’shtola to process with her aether-fueled sight—and Y’shtola would not lie to her besides. 

Worse than the harsh glare of their aether, though, is the damage the light has wrought on their soul, battered and bruised as it struggles to contain the light. For all the distance that Corisande has kept between them these past few weeks, they could not hide the depth of the wound from Y’shtola. While she knew Corisande would prefer it, Y’shtola saw no kindness in pretending otherwise—she would not turn from them when they were in pain, no matter how much it hurt to see. 

Y’shtola sweeps her thumb across the swell of Corisande’s cheek, and hopes she’s looking her in the eye when she speaks again. “But I would no sooner look away than I would leave you to face what lies ahead alone.”

Corisande’s smile blooms under Y’shtola’s palm—cheek curving upward, the quirk in the corner of their lips where they’ve turned into her touch, the crinkle of skin around their eyes—and she answers with a warm smile of her own. Corisande sweeps a finger across the inside of her wrist, and after weeks—years—of so little contact between them, the deliberate touch feels monumental, as much a relief to the longing inside her as it is a catalyst for a desperate desire for more. 

“Shtola,” they say, the newly restored warmth in their voice reigniting that flame of hope in her. The one that made her long for Corisande’s soft touches, that made her think Corisande has always felt about her the way she feels about them, the one that never quite went out. “I—”

They cut off with a soft whimper of pain, lurching forward with a grimace. Their grip clamps down sharply where they hold Y’shtola, fingers digging into her wrist and the back of her hand, and she feels the hold as if it were a vice around her heart, pressed under the weight of their pain. The light inside them surges, brightening and straining against their soul as Corisande struggles to stay on their feet, and then it fades.

“Are you all right?” Y’shtola asks, keeping her tone neutral though she feels anything but, unable to even blink away the image of the surging light. Corisande straightens, her expression smoothing beneath Y’shtola’s hand. 

“Well enough,” she answers between breaths, her voice thin. She squeezes Y’shtola’s wrist, then gently tugs her hand away from her face, though she does not completely release her. “Perhaps we had better be on our way.”

“Of course.” Y’shtola expects Corisande to drop her hands, but they hold on to one as they pivot, placing themself at her side. 

The door that will lead them to Emet-Selch looms before them, the others still gathered in front of it. Whatever they face beyond it, whatever Corisande’s heart decrees, Y’shtola would not turn her gaze. They would face it together—perhaps not hand in hand, but side by side.

#kels writes #xiv fic #corishtola #this really took hold of me this week so i hope. y'all like it akldjfasd #its wild how this moment did not exist in my brain til like 5 days ago and now it is so important for me that this happened #before the battle and before their first kiss #also i love writing shtola dialogue bc my process is sometimes like #here's the nice thing to say. the thing that in another romance the person would probably say. and here are all the reasons shtola would no #say that. she would just say!! the truth! and cori would know that and be fine with that. yes it hurts to look at cori. yes in my other fic #she's mad at cori. but she's gonna look and she's gonna love cori anyway. #ANYWAY. will stop the commentary now i just have a lot of feelings 😭 #shadowbringers spoilers #idk why i feel nervous about this one okay. bye

[thejudeduarte]

I just wanna take a moment to appreciate how NICE the people I've met on this app are. Even if you've just liked one of my posts, or reblogged, or even just laughed at something I've said I do appreciate you so so much!! 😭😭 I may be overreacting but everyone's just so nice and kind and I'm very grateful that I've met you all <333

#Not like I didn't think y'all would be nice #But your all so polite and respectful and everything thank you 😭😭 #tumblr #friends #Jurdan #You know I had to sneak in a Jurdan tag somewhere #<3

[littlest-nightingale]

Every once and a while I get a comment about how my content makes ppl feel safe, or that they look forward to my fics, or ppl are flattered that I like what they wrote and it's absolutely surreal to me. The fact that my silly little fics that I write in my notes app and my barely coherent thoughts about my favorite characters is so helpful to some people is absolutely crazy. I'm a teenager writing silly things on the internet. And people like me?? I feel so loved, in the weirdest way. It feels nice for my ideas to be... Wanted. and encouraged, even! Anyway. I'm rambling. I love y'all so much/p

#I'm crying tho like. you guys are so nice 😭😭😭 #13 yr old me would call me insane if i told them about y'all #sfw age regression #agere #fandom agere

[paul-simon-juggling]

Simon & Garfunkel: ✨️Glasses Edition ✨️

#there are so very many pictures of paul with glasses in the mid 80s but these are all I could find of artie #apart from recent pics where he's older #so feel free to add to this :)) #art is a literal cryptid whenever I try to find photos of him istg #compared to paul #cos i like them to have an equal number of photos in posts like this but I struggle to find a whole lot of pics of artie #there will be like 5 pics of artie and 20 of paul and its a struggle #if paul could just stay at home for like 4 seconds that would be grand #if art could come outside and get his picture taken #give me something to work with #idk if this is just me #where are y'all finding your gay uncle images? #he is a cryptid as far as im concerned #lost media ass #simon and garfunkel #simon & garfunkel #s&g #art garfunkel #paul simon #anyway they both look very nice in glasses or whatever this post was 😭

[derangedanomaly]

Dw I'm ok ^^

I just really genuinly love your posts and it makes my day to see them :]

Aww! Thank you! ^^ I'm really grateful for you all! :D

#vicnityask #Y'ALL ARE SO NICE 😭 #THANK YOU!!

[alilarxy]

Squishy

#yuuwata #from argonavis #fanart #i missed drawing them together..they're so silly to me... #also haven't been able to draw the past few weeks so it was nice getting back into it with this 😭 #y'all shouldn't forget how much brainrot these two give me they're so in love it makes me ill #sanesartworks

[bunnihearted]

._.

#no to be mean but sometimes i just dont have the energy to make myself like reply to ppl nd try to interact #continiously ppl block me bc i dont reply fast enough or etc etc #nd it's just like damn i tried just to get blocked???? 🥴🥴🥴 #also funny thing in my experience it's mostly girl mutuals who lose patience nd block me #hmmm inchresting 🧐 #anyway im wording this clumsily but like im just so exhausted nd my heart's tired #im tired of building some sort of light online attachment to someone #just to feel crushed when i notice they've blocked me nd i dont even know why??? #also wanna be clear that im referring to ppl i've talked to. not just interactions. sksks 🥴 #i know not everyone will block me nd i know there r nice ppl here but like i dont have the energy to sort thru it all #or take chances bc im tired 😭😭 #i feel bad bc there r ofc very kind ppl who reach out to me nd stuff but in my bones im dejected #like what if i actually do start talking nd i start feeling affinity to u nd slight healthy attachment nd then boom one day u block me??? #i feel mean nd oversensitive complaining abt this but idk 😣 #i liked this mutual nd talking to them but they blocked me nd idk whyyyy what did i do i always do smth y'all gotta fill out a form telling #maybe if i had irl friends i wouldnt care tho im aware im a loser

[crispycreambacon]

Y'ALL. OH MYBGOD. I'M WRITING A PUPPET HISTORY FIC RIGHT NOW AND I JOKINGLY SAID TO MY FRIENDS "What if I sent this to one of the English teachers in our school" AND THEY WENT "LMAOOO go do it!!!" SO I DID (also they told me he likes David Tennant and they gave me a David Tennant pic to send to him, and I offered fanart of him in exchange for taking his time to read the story) AND

HOLY MOLY

I CAN PUT IN THE AUTHOR'S NOTES THAT MY FIC WAS BETA READ BY AN ENGLISH TEACHER I'M GONNA CRY THIS IS THE FUNNIEST THING EVER

#IS THIS EVEN REAL CHAT #OH MY GOD I'M REELING #CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW GIDDY I AM RIGHT NOW #HE'S SO NICE ABOUT IT TOO??? HE SAID HE DIDN'T EVEN REQUIRE PAYMENT OH MY GODDD 😭😭😭 #puppet history fandom we made it #don't mind me tagging I need y'all to see this #puppet history #i don't know how else to tag this I'm just gonna AAAAAAAAAAAAAA! #chris p fried what?!

[theflyingfeeling]

so idk if anyone remembers anymore but some time ago I described a fic idea in the tags of a post (and then elaborated the idea in a later ask) regarding Olli/Aleksi falling for each other while still being in relationships respectively... yeah, I kinda ended up writing something based off that thought and I just uploaded the first chapter on AO3, I hope y'all will be cool about it 👉👈

#blind channel fanfiction #blind channel rpf #ollixallu #i probably should've added some more tags but i really just don't want to spoil anything too much 😭 #please please please be nice i am so goddamn nervous about this fic #MASSIVE thanks to my pre-readers who i love so 💗 #ugh i'm so terrible at promoting my own fics lol pls just take this out of my hands and do whatever you will with it #i know the premise of the fic may sound off-putting and/or sad but i hope you'll give it a chance anyway 🥺 #ignore me constantly editing the tags of this post lol ANYWAY i forgot to mention that i've already written all 4 chapters #idk what the ideal posting schedule would be but sunday has often been posting day for me so... #this 1st chapter is quite short but the others are definitely longer and i want to give y'all enough time to read 💗 #and idk maybe it's just me being a slow reader but i always get a little anxious if i can't keep up with an author's posting schedule 😭 #kudos comments reblogs likes asks dms i'll take anything <3

[2aceofspades]

ahem. *takes a deep breath* I LOVE YOUR ART AND IM GONNA HOLD IT GENTLY AND ADMIRE IT BEFORE TAKING A BIG OLD BITE OUT OF IT BECAUSE ITS ABSOLUTELY DELICIOUS!!

scrumdidilyumptious if you will. so good that im making up words over here :0

BUT UR ART IS SO INSPIRING TO ME LIKE THE DOODLES AND THE COMICS AND JUST- YES.

i am so totally completely 100% no doubt normal and anyone who tells you otherwise is wrong :D

I-🥺

Thank you so much aaawweee!!! 😭😭😭 I don't even know how to thank you properly for real 🥺🥹

Hubabubba- oofie my heart :')

Thank you so so very much for being so kind and sweet oh my goodness 🥺 I really appreciate it for real and I feel like I can never truly articulate that

So!

I doodled a lil something! (:

He's the real star of the show and he knows it ;P

But, seriously, thank you so so much for reaching out and being so incredibly kind! It really warms my lil heart and motivates me to keep drawing 🤗✨

#ask answered #gosh y'all are so sweet this week fr awee :3 #not that im complaining #the fact y'all like my traditional stuff sometimes blows my mind #like- #i just doodle stuff with not much thought and then y'all are so nice and sweet about it I just 🥹 #im just a lil guy #lil grateful guy fr 😭 #:)

[l-tora-l]

Hello (again :6) !!!

#hola soy tora #aaaaah it feels interesting to be back #almost been a whole year! #and wow it's been rlly hectic #but that aside #hello (again) !!! #and super duper big thank you to the new milestone reached!!! #you guys are awesome #hope y'all are all good!!! #it'd be nice to catch up with the people who I haven't spoken to in so long😭 #and also the biggest thank you to everyone who left me those sweetest comments you don't know how much they meant to me 🥹 #like seriously thank you so much they were very much needed and well received #I'm not entirely sure how to use this blog again I feel like a ton has changed but I *think* I'm gonna make more gifs? but I think it'll #take a while cause I'm rlly not up to speed in anything at all #today was my final day (and exam!) for first year uni! #can you believe that? :0 #anyways thank you so much for everything and I'd hope to be back gradually! #and upload my new pinned post! #I actually made a priv account here so I wasn't totally gone but that happened a good while into my hiatus ahahaa #lmk if you want in to the priv teehee #🫶 #OH I ALMOST FORGOT #I HAVE #A RECS BLOG! #it's @scaramwah #teehee #<- I'll rb the pinned if you wanna check it out! it's sparse rn but I'm on holidays now so I can fill it up more! #actually I have a billion blogs I'll make some known in due course ☠️ #( queued ) #<- I'll be back tmrw ! today was tiring :(

[princekirijo]

God you guys are so nice 😭

#im trying not to get too sappy but bro #the comments 😭 #y'all making me tear up fr fr #especially when people say ive improved 🥺 #i wont lie i have put a lot of effort into improving my art so its nice to see people notice 🥺 #art is such a personal and important thing to me and its nice to see other people enjoying my stuff so thank u :]