#woke up on Sunday with big puffy eyes 😀

[mostlykind]

I went to an engagement party on Saturday for someone I don’t really know and for some reason I was overwhelmed with the urge to cry the entire time I was there. even though I was glad I went and had a good time. I was literally fighting tears the whole night. it was not funny at the time but in hindsight… literally what the hell was my brain going through

#I went home and cried for a while tho lmao #woke up on Sunday with big puffy eyes 😀 #but it was good to get it out #thought it’d be nice to know why I was crying #literally nothing had happened btw #I was just sat in a big room filled with people I mostly did not know and thinking to myself wow this is so lovely. all these people here #celebrating love and having fun #and YET. I WAS SAD. WELL AND TRULY SAD. like a deep deep ache of sadness and a big and sudden urge to SOB #thankfully I did not cos what the fuck but ?????? #brains are weird and stupid #thinking back it’s funny cos imagine I just caved and started crying in the middle of this party #kill the vibes IMMEDIATELY 😭😭😭😭😭 #rahma’s rambles