#with kpop and bandom and 1d all the time

[newjenns]

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#like i seriously cannot imagine keeping such active tabs on a TUMBLR. BLOGGER. you don’t like #i literally answered that ask like 3 hours ago so you’re either hate following me or stalking my blog every day to know exactly what i’m #posting #like it has to be a form of self hatred #i don’t even keep up with ccs i don’t like enough to know what they’re talking about every day but you have that energy for a random tumblr #blog #like please get a job or a hobby or watch the latest dteam video Ohhh Waitttt #this isn’t even hypocritical of me bc i post about old fandoms i was part of all the time the good the bad and the ugly like i did that #with kpop and bandom and 1d all the time #but i never kept up with twitter accounts or bloggers from those fandoms that i didn’t like and trust me there were plenty #like it’s just so odd pls find a new hyperfixation instead of talking about me /neg god bless

[colorisbyshe]

Have you read The Final Revival of Opal and Nev? Retrospective novel about an imaginary band that was so good that it made it impossible for me to finish Daisy Jones.

I have been... a bit of a non-practicing reader in recent days, so I haven't read too much. (I blame ADHD and also choice paralysis, my to read list is soo long that I get anxious picking on and committing to it, which means I end up reading nothing. Embarrassing!)

But I might just look into it. I'll be kinda honest, idk how interested I am in books about bands. I have so much time in bandom (both THEE bandom and also... idk 1d and kpop and all other pop iterations) that idk if reading fictionalized versions of that will work for me, considering I'm kinda... latently ashamed of my time following bands like that but if the urge comes up, that'll be first on my list to inspect.

#being even in the PERIPHERY of bandom (ie liking a band but not being invested in it) #is exhausting so you can imagine the state i'm in