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#with ff14 n. when we were 14 y/o. & then 14 x 2 is 28. we were born on the 28th. 14 / 2 is 7. we were born sometime 7 in the morning
noxtivagus
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SEMBREAK 🫶🏼 gna be productive hehe
#🌙.rambles
#random thought first but i love how 14 is basically apollo n i's lucky number ><
#with ff14 n. when we were 14 y/o. & then 14 x 2 is 28. we were born on the 28th. 14 / 2 is 7. we were born sometime 7 in the morning
#& 7 is the perfect number. you see. apollo when you're w me life is perfect 🥺
#oh my god thinking abt it n i'm really grateful to have a twin. it means so much to be so be so comfortable n at peace with another
#nyways i'm gna try to do what i can
#i still feel v lost and confused. as usual honestly. as is my wont
#but i love my curiosity. the way i question things. my desire to learn of everything
#there's sm i have to do n i have regrets but
#now i think. for this. it's still not too late to do what i can
#there's always more to learn. n i'll do my best as to not make the same mistake as before
#oh dear i keep on switching from different contexts but that makes it more interesting w the confusion here tho ig c:
#it's not like. when i turn a year older. things r gna automatically change
#but the idea of that milestone of that new number scared me rn i think. but it's not like. no. i can hold unto my youth
#w/o any impending tasks to do rn w school placing a burden on me. i think i can actually rest now
#not entirely from my mind but. without that pressure i'll definitely manage better n be more lenient n patient w my time
#3 more days though ofc i'm anxious ;w;;
#but i'll try to do what i can. even if it's not enough for me. even if that hurts. even if i'm not enough
#maybe. maybe for someone else out there i am already worthy of. being proud of? maybe i have genuinely helped. even a bit
#if i can be like that to others. if i can see others that way. then surely somewhere out there i too am the recipient of
#similar love and care i give to others. right? even if i can only know for certainty within my own self. that's proof enough that it's real
#n as long as it's real. living. then there'll always be hope.
#not sure who'll read this but. a reminder to any other lonely soul out there
#that said i'm gna try to yeah this break i wna fix my tumblr n a lot of stuff. sob goals i've had for so long
#but that's alright. we have all the time in the world. no one but my own self is rushing me. i owe myself more patience
#so i'll continue to try my best to just do what i can and be satisfied with that. i'm sorry if it's not enough.
#but i'll try to not dwell on my regrets. i owe myself better than that. for all i've been through. you too.
#& if i could just give back even a portion of all the kindness i've ever been given. i don't think i deserve it from you all but thank you
#thank you nonetheless and. perhaps that would be enough comfort for me in this lonely world. a moment of respite from the pain.
#& that could be enough. to hold unto what's important to me. to remember all that. ILL DO MY BEST
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