Chapter 4- Luca
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"...And to Laurais she said, you'd be better off dead, and your head 'pon the gates of my new land..."
"...And the king he did flee, and with terrible glee, Valeria called out her command..."
"Laurais did laugh, and turned back to the queen, and declared she wouldn't be winning. But his words they did die, as the queen he did spy, and she was not afraid but grinning!"
Luca took Cereza's outstretched hands. She nodded, and together they took a deep breath, their voices joining in unsteady harmony.
"So the sky turned to lightning and thunder," they sang, "as her witch-king brought storms galore! Laurais' armies were roasted and burned up and toasted, and the land was Valeria's forevermore!"
Luca let out his breath as he and Cereza whirled toward their audience and sank into a low, theatrical bow.
Sirin stared, her eyebrows arched, while Niive sat with crossed arms and a flat expression. Between them Puppy gave a little yip, its round blue-and-gold eyes shining.
"Well," Luca said after a pause, "at least the cute one liked it."
"It makes no sense," Niive said, uncrossing her arms. "Why did the Aiatar help her? Why did he want to join with her? He wouldn't do something that ridiculous. She had nothing to offer him in return."
"She had a crown, and power, and all sorts of things," Cereza replied, ticking off on her fingers. "Besides, he was in love with her."
"That's not a very good reason," Niive said.
Cereza looked at her feet. "It's just a play. Just a story."
Kind of a stupid story, Sirin signed.
Niive smiled, showing a mouthful of pointed teeth. She was taller than any of them, a pale, lean girl with long black hair, dressed in a simple linen shift. Her eyes were the bright, unblinking gold of a hawk's, the arrangement of her face at once lovely and alien. No islander, she, though she could certainly be as critical as one.
"I agree with the witchborn," she said. "Is it popular in Lapide, or did you write it yourself?"
"It's extremely popular," Luca protested. "The Lay of Valeria and her Conquest of Lapide: How she Freed our Beloved Island from the Chains of Estara."
"Extremely popular," Niive echoed. "And where is this play extremely popular?"
"Well," Luca said, "I saw it performed many a time at establishments all across the docks and harbors to universal acclaim."
Isn't it a taberna show? Sirin signed, her lips twitching as if she were suppressing a smile. A mummer's play?
"You people have no respect for theater." Luca bent to snatch up a ragged flap of sailcloth painted with swirling patterns in squid-ink. Cereza had used it as a makeshift curtain, representing the veil of snow Valeria's witch had summoned to hide her warships' approach.
"It's a good story," he went on. "Queen Valeria, sailing from the Great Blue, coming across a Lapide recently freed from the shackles of the Sundered Empire. Split by civil war, run by usurpers, falling apart."
He lifted his hand as if holding an imaginary sword, imitating the statue that stood in the grand agora of Valeris Palace. "Without her, and without her witch-consort, Lapide would've probably been snapped back up by the Belmonts years ago. She unified the people, brought order to Lapide, made it prosperous. Made it its own country, not just a northern backwater territory of Estara. "
And I'm sure Estara feels the same, Sirin said, her expression wry.
"Cut out the treasonous talk, Sirin. You know you like it too."
This time she did smile, her full lips twitching into a small grin. Luca couldn't help but smile back. Puppy pushed its head under Sirin's hand, and she stroked it, her fingers sending ripples of iridescence across its sleek black fur.
Also, she added, lifting her hands, your voice is terrible.
"Oh, you critic." Luca tossed the balled-up sailcloth at her. She caught it, neatly, as he'd known she would. "Cee, you have the water?"
She passed him a battered old canteen. He drank, staring past the sides of the schooner and across the sea, eyes narrowed against the flare of sunlight off the water.
The sea stretched, infinite.
Each day he searched it for something besides wind and waves, and each day he failed. Land seemed like a dream, a doldrums mirage conjured by a feverish mind. All the world might be the Great Blue, islands long-since swallowed up. Luca had tried to chart their location by the stars, but they were useless, constellations unfamiliar, his compass needle flickering back and forth, never settling. A week had passed, a week of sun-seared days of terrible theater and lonely nights scattered with stars, broken only by the whisper and heave of the sea, by the creak of their schooner, which had been reduced to a broken hull drifting on the waves.
Their sails were gone, their mast and rigging gone, torn away by the Great Leviathan's maelstrom. Niive managed to push them forward, funneling the winds down to coax the schooner along like a child blowing on a toy in the bath, but in six long days and nights no land had appeared on the horizon, no ships, no end to the monotony of waves and hard blue sky. They'd managed well enough so far, fishing, eating up the hardtack from the few supplies that hadn't been swept away, drinking rainwater summoned by Niive's power, but Luca knew they couldn't stay like this forever.
If they didn't find a way out of the Great Blue, find a way back to the charted waters of the Inner Sea, they'd die out here after all.
The water stung his cracked lips, and his thirst hadn't abated much. It never did, no matter how much rainwater he drank. He lowered the canteen.
Is there to be more? Sirin asked.
"Hmm?"
More...singing?
"Oh. No. Unless you want to hear the Lay of the Orkwife's Daughter and the Young Gallant of Ishvol?"
I'd rather lay in my grave, Sirin said with a snort. She rose and stretched, cracking her neck, and crossed to the ragged jut of what had once been the schooner's bowsprit. She stepped out and settled herself onto it, one leg hooked beneath her, the other dangling. She was gaunt from the past week of travel, her dark skin sunburnt, like Luca's own. Sirin's hair, once cropped to her scalp, had grown out in dense short twists, softening the lines of her head.
Neither looked like what they had been: witchborn and prince, in command of fell artifacts and ancient magics. Instead they looked like what they were now: a pair of shipwrecked survivors cast adrift on the Great Blue, the vast and windswept nothingness beyond the outer ocean.
"You'll miss my singing one day," Luca called.
She didn't reply. Luca stared after her for a moment, his brow furrowed. She'd been that way since the storm- there one moment, gone the next. Something had shifted with her; he felt it around her, a new tension in the air, a new tension between them, a fragility he couldn't explain. Something was different.
Maybe she just needed time. Maybe they all did. So much had changed. Still, he couldn't help but think of the Sirin who'd held his hand as the waves roared closer, who'd forced the water from his lungs, who'd saved his life.
He went to the edge of the schooner and sat on an upturned bucket, beneath a ragged canopy of sailcloth held up with the house of Valere's ancestral harpoon. One end was stabbed into the deck, the other supporting the canopy. This time of day, the sun beginning its slow descent toward the horizon, it cast a swath of shadow cool as a healing balm. Come noon, the canopy and Niive's wings were their only respite from the sun. Not so long ago Luca would have been aghast at the prospect of using the harpoon as a glorified tentpole, but these were heathen days.
Luca fetched out a cake of hardtack and bit into it. It almost tasted good. That was a bad sign.
Shadow fell over him as he chewed; he looked up and into Cereza's face.
"How is it?" she asked.
He shrugged and swallowed with effort. "Could use some Buyani caviar if you've got it."
"Shame. I'm all out." She bumped her knee against his shoulder. "Move your arse. I want to sit."
Luca moved his arse. Cereza settled alongside him, her elbows to her knees, her feet poised on tiptoe. She was sunburnt, too, her long blonde hair ragged and dry and knotted with salt. Luca knew she must hate it. As a little girl, she always cried when her maids had to work the tangles out. He offered the hardtack biscuit, and she accepted, breaking a little piece off and feeding it to Puppy. The little creature sat at her feet. Luca stroked its ears, and it yipped, blinking its huge eyes up at him.
"You liked our play, didn't you?" Luca asked it.
It licked his hand in response, leaving behind a smear of iridescent spit.
"Maybe it wants a bite out of you," Cereza giggled.
As if it understood her, it yawned, exposing a mouthful of teeth. Its white cuspids seemed disproportionately huge for its head. For all Luca knew, it did understand her. The little creature was a complete enigma- what it wanted, what it was hungry for, even what it was.
Deep beneath the waves, deep inside himself, deep inside the dying heart of the Leviathan, he'd made a promise. Now, on the edge of the world, in the vast nothingness of the Great Blue, he had no idea whether or not he'd be able to keep it.
"Your guess is as good as mine," he muttered. His voice sounded like it had begun to rust. Maybe he'd had too much hardtack.
"What happened, Luca?" Cereza asked quietly. "What really happened?"
"I don't know, Cee, I told you before."
She faced him, staring with unsettling intensity. "Tell me again."
He pressed his fingertips to his temple. "I spoke with it. I think. It was like talking to myself, but more than myself. I...dreamed. I saw it, and I saw everything."
Luca let out his breath. "I don't remember it all. It feels fragile to try. Like my head might split and drive me mad. But I remember enough. It said there would be consequences for interrupting its cycle of rebirth. Maybe this is what it meant."
He touched Puppy's head. Puppy had grown from the size of a fox kit to nearly knee-high, a little four-legged creature with a tail like an otter and round, low-set ears, its fur the same deep, glistening black as the Leviathan's hide. It climbed into his lap, short claws digging into his legs, turned round, and settled, chin to forepaws, staring like he'd been, out to sea. It didn't feel like a god. Its fur was warm, its heartbeat steady. It felt like an animal. A newborn.
"What about you?" he asked Cereza. "Are you all right?"
"You've asked me that a hundred times."
"And I'll ask you a hundred more. You died, Cee. You actually died."
"Come on, let that go."
"I can't. It's my job to be both annoying and incessant, especially around the delicate matter of my sister's death."
She laughed, her round face shining. "And you are that."
Her hand crept to her heart and its sunburst of crystalline scars. To the wound left behind by the curse that had crushed the life from her, that had killed her, that the Leviathan had broken, in its last act, bringing her back from death.
"Honestly, I don't know," Cereza admitted. "There's something different. I don't...understand, not really. I don't even think I know who I am anymore."
"You're Cereza. That won't change."
She flashed him a look. "Won't it? What am I, then? I'm not like you, or like Isabella. What am I? A pretty thing bought and sold in service of Lapide. A cursed girl, and then a dead girl, resurrected by the mercy of powers far greater than myself."
Her hand dropped back to her lap, and she shook her head as if in disgust. "Sometimes I feel like I don't understand anything at all."
Luca took her hand. He had no answers for himself, much less for her. He was exhausted, and heatlagged, and aching. His head, his muscles. His hair was tangled with sweat. He missed Nagi, who'd died defending him against the Estaran Witchhunters on a beach a hundred leagues from here. He wanted scented rooms, and cool wind, and the glint of sunlight off verdigris, the world sinking into twilight, the murmur of Valeris enfolding him sweet as a lullaby. He wanted an end to blue swells and the staring eye of the sun, day after day after day.
He wanted home.
"I need to talk to Isabella," Luca said.
"Isabella? Why Isabella?"
"I don't like being enemies with her," Luca said. "And Hells, I want a bath."
"I want my bed."
"Your...bed?"
"I love my bed." Her gray eyes slid shut. "And I want Mother. I want to show her I'm all right."
"She'll be so glad to see you. After she finishes yelling at us both," Luca said, nudging her shoulder with his own. Cereza giggled, hiding her mouth with her hand.
They fell silent, the two of them, gray eyes fixed on the swells. The tops of the waves were stained with gold and orange, the colors of fire. Real fire, not spellfire, not the ocean turned to a bath of blue light by Estaran bolt cannons. The wind breathed, and the sun sank, and the first stars appeared high overhead.
Cereza leaned her head against Luca's shoulder. She was quiet for awhile, her hand moving to stroke Puppy's back. The creature had fallen asleep, its breathing slow and even.
"What are we going to do?" Cereza asked.
Luca couldn't lie to her. He couldn't say aloud the truth, either- that they might die out here, that this endless ocean might be the last thing they ever saw, that all their efforts might be for nothing. That even so, it was worth it, so see her alive, to be with her all the way to the end.
"Something dramatic," he said at last.
He sensed her smile. "Do you regret it?"
"Regret what? There's a list."
"Coming here. Breaking the curse. Leaving Lapide to save my life."
Luca smiled, ruffling his sister's hair. "I regret a lot of things, Cee. That will never be one of them."
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