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sizzleitupwithmaria · 5 years

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the challenge is on, foolish mortal

1. how tall are you?

5 feet 7 inches

2. what is your body type?

i’m shaped like an hourglass but i’m also a lil chubby

3. what is your favorite part about your body?

i occasionally like my face and this is a little bit weird but i have pretty good tits

4. is your current hair color your natural hair color?

yep!

5. are you more outgoing or more shy

dude i’m shy af

6. are you more femme or butch?

i’m a pretty solid futch

7. are you tol or smol?

i’m tol bitch!!

8. wine mom or vodka aunt?

i feel like i’m a vodka aunt, but i’m also 14 and don’t commit crimes

9. weird habit?

i stick my tongue out whenever i’m super focused and i used to be really self conscious about it

10. favorite meme?

my current favorite is the shen yun memes but i don’t have an all time favorite

11. do you sing in the shower?

no bc the bathroom is right next to my parent’s bedroom :):):)

12. ever used a bow and arrow?

yeah i was in girl scouts for a while

13. are you/were you a theater kid?

see basically all of my vent posts and you’ll find the answer (i’m in a weird relationship with theater right now, but we’ll have to see how sophomore year turns out)

14. have you ever seen a broadway musical?

yeah!! i’m also seeing another one in 112 days lol

15. do you think musicals are cheesy?

some are, but that doesn’t make them bad

16. have you ever been part of a protest or a march?

yeah, i went to march for our lives last year!!

17. favorite cards against humanity card?

i don’t actually own or play CAH, but i like “Bees.”

18. last movie you watched?

newsies, but that was only to grab screenshots lol (maura will know)

19. behind the camera or in front of it?

both!!

20. favorite tv show?

uhhhhh frasier?

21. meaning behind your url

sizzle it up with taako is a taz reference

22. reason you joined tumblr

i have no fucking idea bc it was so long ago

23. who’s your closest tumblr friend?

i’d say @baura-bear but i’ve also known her irl for 8 years? i don’t actually have any purely tumblr friends, feel free to hmu

24. what’s something most people love that you hate?

most foods

25. have you ever taken narcotics?

considering that i had to look up what that meant, the answer is no

26. have you ever had sex?

i’m 14

27. have you ever gotten caught sneaking out or anything bad?

nope, i lead a pretty boring life (i’d actually sneak out quite often if my bedroom wasn’t on the second floor)

28. worst/funniest lie you’ve ever told?

i’ve told my dad that i love him before

29. describe your passion without mentioning it.

i’m currently at a crossroads with it and it’s pretty stressful for me rn but i’m committed to getting better and not crying daily over it

30. describe your best friend

i don’t actually think i have a solid enough relationship with anyone to have a best friend lol

31. give us one thing about you that no one knows

OH UHHHH i pop my acne?? that might be obvious if you look at my face tho

32. how do you feel right now?

pretty solid, i have a little bit of a headache and i’m a bit sad but i’m doing okay

33. what is your biggest fear?

failure, but that’s probably just bc i set so high expectations for myself lol

34. what’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?

breakfast in america by supertramp

35. what is the best decision you’ve made in your life so far?

maybe quitting band and strings in 5th grade or quitting track

36. have you ever tried your hardest and then been disappointed in the end?

OH YEAH but we’re not gonna talk about that right now

37. something you fantasize about

i always dream of living in a tiny nyc apartment with a beautiful wife and working at some nondescript company and shopping in my free time

38. last time you cried and why

??? i actually don’t know. i nearly cried last night bc my dad was nearly yelling at me, we’re not gonna get into that though

39. what was the last thing that made you laugh?

i put a stupid snapchat filter on my face

40. do you really, truly miss someone right now?

yeah

41. who do you feel most comfortable talking about anything with?

my own self?? i have trust issues lol

42. the last time you felt broken?

maybe this morning just bc i had a weird dream and was processing it lol

43. are you starting to realize anything?

yeah

44. are you more dom or sub?

sub, but just in general, i haven’t ever had sex

45. i’ll only date you if _____

you’re a woman? i don’t have many standards lol

46. do you prefer to date people the same age as you, younger, or older?

okay this question is probably geared more towards adults but as a freshman, i’m fine with dating sophomores and juniors, and maybe 8th graders?? that’s a little iffy though

47. describe the person you’re in love with/have a crush on in great detail

ummm i’m not sure if it’s a crush anymore but she’s tall, skinny, had black hair that she dyes often but it never shows, she dresses similar to me, she’s a photographer, and i think she might be into me :/

48. do you have any kinks?

yes but i’ll never tell anybody even if they paid me money

49. first thing you notice in a person?

uhhh their outfit?

50. how can someone win your heart?

by loving me a lot and dealing with my weird personality

51. been rejected by a crush?

i’ve only asked a crush out once and that went pretty well so no

52. have you ever had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back?

yes, who hasn’t?

53. would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?

nope

54. is trust a big issue for you?

is the sky blue?

55. did you hang out with the person you like recently?

nope, we’ve been meaning to for a while though

56. is confidence cute?

sometimes, just don’t be weird to other people

57. what would you say if the person you like kissed another person?

i wouldn’t care LMAO

58. would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?

probably not

59. does the person you have feelings for right now know you do?

maybe?? my interactions with her have been a blur lmao

60. ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?

oh yeah

61. do you want to get married?

yes, but purely to flex the fact that i can get gay married

62. worst thing you’ve ever done?

idk probably self harmed

63. three things that turn you on

1. women

2. women

3. women

64. who do you hate?

nobody, really

65. favorite term of endearment?

sweetheart/love GET ME EVERY SINGLE TIME!!! if i ever write some romance y’all will see

66. who was your gay awakening?

idk if you count this as a gay awakening but once when i was like four i said to my dad “if i could marry anyone, i’d marry sarah” (one of my friends) (holy shit i just got kind of sad remembering her i liked her a lot and she had a cool family i need to see if she has an ig)

67. intimidating girls or kind girls?

both at the same time

68. what do you look for in a possible partner

women

69. do you tend to like more masculine, feminine, or androgynous girls?

tbh the only styles that are off the table for me are hyper masculine and hyper feminine, anyone else is great

70. are you good at flirting?

i don’t have the confidence to flirt lol

71. who was the first person you came out to?

my friends ellie and lilli, at the same time, on accident

72. do you have any friends who are wlw?

the question is do i have friends that aren’t wlw

73. is your crush wlw?

i believe so

74. last person to make you reconsider your sexuality?

this one junior boy who.... oh boy... he’s not hot at all but he’s so nice to literally everyone

75. write a short love poem to your crush/self?

i don’t feel like i’m attached enough to my crush to write a poem to them

76. do you fall in love easily?

i think so

77. is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?

yeah

78. are you good at hiding your feelings?

oh hell yeah, at least i think so

79. are you a forgiving person?

depends on what the person did

80. what is your type?

i don’t really have one? being taller than me is nice

81. fall asleep in her arms or tub her back until she falls asleep in yours?

both, with a preference for the first one

82. tall girls or short girls?

TOL

83. hugs or kisses

both, especially at the same time

84. twirl her around or get twirled?

both!!

85. tummy kisses or thigh kisses?

tummy!! thigh kisses are a bit too close to the pussy for my taste

86. hairline kisses or neck kisses?

hairline

87. play with her hair or stroke her tummy?

both!!!!!!!!!

88. making our or soft kisses

soft kisses

89. hugs around the neck or hugs around the waist?

both, it just depends on the situation

90. how confident are you in your sexuality?

probably 80%

91. when you like someone do you blush or get butterflies in your stomach?

idk if i ever blush but i have to REALLY like someone to get butterflies

92. have you ever likes a friend as more than a friend? did you tell them?

i have multiple times but i’ve only told someone once

93. how old were you when you realized you were into girls?

11 or 12

94. most embarrassing thing you’ve done in front of a cute girl?

idk, i tend to forget those things

95. do you have a favorite lesbian ship? is it canon?

i honestly don’t ship many lesbians lmao. can i count my own ocs? bc julia and emily are great

96. what is the most aggravating thing someone has said to you about your sexuality?

i don’t think i’ve actually had anything negative said about my sexuality directly to me, so i’m a bit lucky

97. when was the last time a girl made your heart flutter?

i honestly have no idea

98. what is love to you?

when we make each other happy

99. ask me anything

i mean my ask is always open if anyone wants to do this

thanks for listening to me be super gay and sad for a little bit

#:)

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darlingpanstories · 7 years

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Attempt at fic

Okay so I tried to write a fic because I’m always getting sad about how little new content there is in this fandom while contributing in no way... anyway I know this fandom is pretty dead so I just wrote kind of a one-shot that could lead to something bigger if anyone’s interested. I am reallllllly not a writer so I apologise for this mess guys. I tried. (i made an account to do this on because i didn’t want my irl friends to see it. Please do not be mislead and assume i’m being humble about the writing.)

Caution.

Unfortunately, it’s not always easy to do what’s best. Wendy had never been more aware of this fact than when she was standing outside of Peter’s house at 3am, while he grinned and brushed his hand over her waist in an unusual form of torture. This cruel caress awoke her from her shocked state and she took a step backwards, almost falling off the stone stairs. His arms stiffened and pulled her in so tightly that her treacherous heart fluttered.

Wendy is normally quite agile but Peter has a way of making her trip whenever he’s around. It was the eyes, she’d decided, the way fire danced in his devilish green eyes. She was certain they’d never looked more mischievous than thirty seconds ago, when he’d asked if she was a virgin.

“I don’t see how that’s any of your business” Wendy said with far less force than intended. Her flustered state was obviously a result of the near tumble, not the way Peter’s top clung to his chest in the rain.

“I intend to make it my business” he said, nonchalantly twirling a strand of her golden brown hair. “I don’t mean any offence, it’s just better to know. And you look so… pure.” He leaned forward to whisper the last syllable in her ear. The warmth of his cheek made her heart beat like a hummingbird’s but his words enraged her.

“Sorry, are you saying your goal tonight is to screw me?” The force she’d lost returned with a bite that caused a slightly delicious look of shock to flicker over his normally composed face.

“Obviously. Why else would I have brought you here? So you could tell me bedtime stories?”

Peter’s tone held the incredulity of someone who was used to women weeping tears of joy upon receiving the offer of sex with him. Why wouldn’t they? Everything he did was utterly seductive. How he ran one hand back through his auburn hair, or used it to waft smoke away from his face. Even the way he stood, always leaning on a wall with his hands in his pockets.

She’d met him at a fresher’s week party. Wendy had been invited by her flatmate Bae, who’d been invited by a girl named Lily whom he’d met at lectures the day before. Lily didn’t actually know anybody who lived in the house but some of her friends did, so it was cool. Everyone had told Wendy that at university she’d create connections that lasted forever. So every night she’d forced herself to get dressed up and go spend time with people she couldn’t really relate to and every day she’d sat alone in her room reading books and blasting Chopin to drown out her thoughts. Wendy had won the school award for her volunteering work at sixth form prom and was voted most enthusiastic table top dancer at the after party. She’d never been short of social invitations but she’d also never stayed up all night just talking to someone about everything that buzzed in her brain and lit that spark in her eyes.

Peter couldn’t be that person though. She’d known that from the first night she was caught staring at him across the room, eyes following the path his hand traced down another girl’s arm so intensely she could almost feel a warm brush on her own. Lily had appeared at her shoulder with an overdramatic sigh.

“Isn’t he the most fuckable thing you’ve ever seen?” Wendy nodded slightly.

“He’s terrible though, like, honestly the worst. We were dating for two months last year, then I walked in on my housemate sleeping with him for free coke,” she smirked.

“What? Why do you still hang out with him?”

“He has the best coke” she shrugged. “Hey, Peter come here!”

The time it took him to walk over somehow seemed to take both years and less than a second. He reached them and his eyes travelled slowly up Wendy’s body. When he finally met her gaze heat was coiled like a snake in her belly and she’d never felt more powerful. Wendy was intelligent though, so it didn’t take long for her to realise how dangerous Peter was. Maybe she couldn’t stop herself from hanging on to his every word and yeah, she’d had a few joints and never thought she would. But she’d never taken anything stronger. Maybe she let him flirt with her but she knew he flirted with everyone and made sure not to look away when he went home with a different girl or guy every night, no matter how much she wanted to.

She’d held out for a month when he showed up four hours late to one of Lily’s parties. In that time she’d eventually stopped glancing at the door and started throwing back stinging vodka shots instead. Then he arrived, striding straight toward her with a grin that made her fingers tingle.

“Hi darling. I was hoping you’d be here.”

They’d talked and he’d looked at her like her thoughts were the loveliest things he’d ever heard. Then everyone was gone and he’d asked if she wanted to continue the conversation back at his. And oh she had so desperately wanted to. She’d wanted to share stories with this fascinating boy until she fell asleep on his chest. Instead, she insisted on sleeping on a sofa that reeked of stale smoke. Creeping out in the morning she’d reminded herself that it was never going to work. She couldn’t take him home. “Hello mummy and daddy this is my boyfriend the drug dealer.” Ridiculous. So she’d laughed defiantly and tried to ignore the salty tears trickling into her mouth.

#peter pan #ouat #wendyxpeter #fic #darlingpan #pendy #doesanyonestillshipthis #idk #pls forgive me

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