#while i didnt get my first choice country which was botswana

[angryborzois]

Oh shit there's actually no way

#angryborzois rambles #so theres a study abroad scholarship program that i applied for back in november #we just got back the results of my application #while i didnt get my first choice country which was botswana #i got my second (or third i dont remember) choice which was germany #and apparently i qualified for the scholarship to cover around 95% of the fees (it's different for every person) #no wayy #im excited but also extremely scared lol #im mostly worried that i wont be able to keep up with the lessons #ik this program is supposed to be friendly with people who have no prior experience with the language but german is pretty difficult.... #and i say this as someone who tried to teach themself german during middle school #im done for. #okok but being taught by an actual person and in the country itself must be different from self-study so i should be fine.....right????? #and at least i know some basics right??? #im stressing so hard #i'd cry if the other people who signed up for this program were all actually students already taking german as their foreign language class #meanwhile me taking spanish...💀 #i have roughly 3 months ill just study in preparation until then 😭😭😭 #gotta make sure i dont look stupid when i go