#which like normally depressive episodes would hinder my ability to do.. maybe half of that. or all of it for a few days only

[vamptastic]

really truly catastrophically depressed in a way i have not been in living memory. nevertheless i keep trucking.

#ahhh its not that bad im not suicidal at least. had worse when it comes to my mental state. #however. the Symptoms. #ouuuugh the amount of classes i have missed. at least i go to community college rn. all is not lost i think. #genuinely been struggling to get out of bed feed myself clean my place shower etc the past few weeks #which like normally depressive episodes would hinder my ability to do.. maybe half of that. or all of it for a few days only #three weeks of nonfunctioning is... not my usual! but i suppose i normally am obligated to go do things and be around people #and living alone now i can just... not. #idk what im even going to tell my professors. the truth i guess. mentally ill and living alone for the first time. cant be the only one.