#which is y i realized myb im still depressed lol

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one day i will actually disappear tho n then joke's on everyone idec how worried they are im gone bye

#literally my fantasy #idc #frankly i dont care abt myself or my safety #which is y i realized myb im still depressed lol #but also myn idc abt anyone else either #n idc tht idc #i just want out #LIVING IS SO HARD N FOR WHAT #it's not even enjoyable it's tortue #21 years of torture n how much more #i cannot #sincerely #grrrrrr #love how this is the perfect time to be getting into a bad mood again #bc uni is starting back soon #n i wld ve been in a bad mood anyways #literally all the joy is gone #yk the thing is like it makes me seem like such a bad person like oh i don't tell my mother where i am n i just do what i want #like i literally hv to call my mother every 2 mins she calls me every 25 secs n yet she fucking has to act like this #i need to kms screams #cloud nonsense #ignore me