#whew im gettin emotional out here

[fatoujallovv]

a smooch on the forehead from me and lulu before we get started 😚

I'm so so happy that I finally decided to become active here over the summer because I have made amazing friends and being here has brought so so much positivity and joy to my life 🥺💛 without all the mutuals and followers I’ve gained this year, without learning to gif and experimenting with making all types of creations, I definitely wouldn’t have made it to the point now where I can confidently say that I am working towards being the happiest I’ve ever been. thank you all so so much, I love every last one of you endlessly 💛💛💛💛

my first thank you to @luxandobscurus and @lucasotteli for becoming my very best friends this year. I can’t imagine life without our insane late night chats and your endless support, im lov u both with my entire heart you deserve only amazing things always.

next thank you to all the lovely people I met through caro’s lil discord server, the ael server, and brocsquad for being amazing lovely groups of people who have been so so fun to talk to 🥺💛💛💛 I know I'm not the best at being active in big groups but I love you all even if I don’t interact much 🥺💗 

lets be friends server @dreamaur (I love you more than life itself ann never stop being your incredible self) @alwayskissmeatnight (you’re the most supportive and protective momma bear and I love being mutuals with you so so much) @kieunora (the most talented big brained queen here) @kritiquer @alterlovex @rosesunrise @demauryss @blanxkey @thegirlnooneknows5 @grey-mist-exist @saltyflowr @tawmlinsun 

ael server @kieumyvus​ (thank you for helping this novice giffer learn the ropes and being so welcoming and willing to offer advice and help to everyone 💛💛)  @womenstan​ (thank you for my birthday gifset I still can't believe you made it for me you’re the sweetest of all time!!) @veerledejaegers​ @noramachwtz​ @norangensft @lallemcnt @lolasluquette @lesbianfatous @soluxogobsc @bi-isa-keijser @lucakuloo 

brocsquad @lieverobbe (my very first tumblr friend ily em I hope the uni life is treating you well 💛💛💛) @jensrolt (the sweetest angel fairy lady in the world thank you for blessing us with your amazing bright spirit) @kingarthurpendragons (my soulmate I love and miss you so much 🥺💗) @to-enter-polaris (most talented gif maker and sweetest soul. sarah I love you forever thank you once again for my film posters in case you haven’t heard I love them) @sonderthroughthestreets (I'll always remember how lovely you were in my first few weeks on tumblr and how excited you were that ‘something like a sunflower ellie!!!’ joined brocsquad 🥺 ily) @gucciboner @sanabakkoushd @ayarambles @thenerd10  @franboos @theflowerisblue @earthling-isa @engelkeijsers @dagcutie @welcometo-saturn​

shoutout to @ffriluftslivv​​ (my angel I adore you to the ends of the earth) @isakyaqi​​ (I loved getting to know you better when we did our rewatch 🥺💛) @eliotts-eyes​​ (my fellow greekling name twin! ily so much!) @misunderstoododdity @katzen-kinder @evilhersxlf @nachtumringt @lololil @mailinrichter @alcxmcrcer @lifeisevak @sunflouwermoon @germericangirl @briallenko @awake-dreamer18 for being the sweetest kindest ever I love interacting with all of you and I consider you all good friends 🥺💛💗

more spectacular funny/super cool/kind/incredibly talented people I love to see on my dash!! @alexauriant @avaceleste @lepetitepeach @lallemanting @nyttvera @zoesrobbe @tsjernobyl @sander-klaas @cash-queens @howlingsaturn @vanillalipstick66 @lux-fleur @racoons-hedgehogs-and-pixiedust @ijzermanora @jebentnietalleen @polarisrodulv @bethisneckdeep @fatoujallow @perfectsilence22​

if I forgot you I'm so so sorry 🥺 I’m really dumb so if I went thru my following/followers list and saw your main but forgot that's you because I only know ur side blog or something I still love u and appreciate you so much 🥺💛 thank you all whether you made content that I loved, sent me an ask that made me smile, made me creations for my birthday, reblogged my gifsets, had a chaotic conversation with me late at night, or even if we’ve never interacted at all. I'm so so grateful to be here with you guys!!!! happy new year 💗💗💗💗💗

#whew im gettin emotional out here #I love you guys!!! sorry that some of you guys are already in 2021 I still have like ten hours and I forgot it would be too late for people #*eleven hours wow I can't even count #mutuals love #goodbye 2020 🥳

[gizoogletranslateshomestuck]

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GG: roze pleaze say sum-m sum-m GG: you be makizzle me nervous like a motha fucka... 

TT: I S-H-to-tha-izzould have gone look'n fo` ha. Im a bad boy wit a lotta hos. TT: Why didn't I? 

GG and cant no hood fuck with death rizzow: umm GG: coz yiznou were bizzle try'n ta make tha bizzle of dis situation? Nigga get shut up or get wet up. 

TT: John was too. But he wizzent ta L-to-tha-izzook fo` his fatha cuz its a doggy dog world. TT: It W-to-tha-izzould have been normal of me in tha mutha fuckin club. I can't rememba whiznat I was try'n ta pizzy anymore. 

GG: i dont think you shizzould be so hard on yoself 'bout it GG: john was bein john, n yizzle were bein yiznou, which i guess meant tak'n our prizzles very seriously n putt'n all yo' attention on blingin' thizzay spittin' that real shit! GG: n anyway, you n yo' mom had a much trickia relizzle tizzy john n his dad didnt you puttin tha smack down? GG: i miznean, not that i be say'n that means yizzay were any lizness attached ta her than him cuz I'm fresh out the pen... GG: argh, i dont know if im very good at ballin' thugz cuz Im tha Double O G. sorry roze i dont want ta make you feel worse , chill yo:( 

TT: Yoe do'n fine. TT: Fo` someone raize' by a dogg. TT: Or really, TT: Anyone. Nigga get shut up or get wet up. TT: Put ya mutha fuckin choppers up if ya feel this. Thizzle. 

GG: whew, ok GG like this and like that and like this and uh: you know... GG fo yo bitch ass: now we hizzay all lost gizzles GG: dizzay lost hizzay, n i lost mine 'n a W-to-tha-izzeird wizzle... Hollaz to the East Side. uuum even though T-H-to-tha-izzat wizzy pretty mizzle definitely mah fizzault  like a tru playa':\ GG: n even tha trolls all lost thizzle crazy ass nigga gizzles GG: i T-H-to-tha-izzink tizzy miznaybe it be an inevitizzle part of a game thiznat cizzan be cruel sometimes 

TT fo' real: Fo` sizzay rizzle, despite all tha danga, I neva thought she wizzas 'n any trouble cuz Im tha Double O G. TT: I pimp belizzle she would actually dizzie. TT: I griznew up wit tha clockin' thizzat sum-m sum-m more significant had always been meant fo` ha. TT: Aint no L-I-M-I-to-tha-T. That she wiznas a heroine displaced 'n some way, resigned ta tha inglorious dutizzle of rais'n me, n prepar'n me 'n ha way. TT: I didn't actually nee' tha ectobiological verification that she wiznas L-to-tha-izzike a motha n a sista at the S-to-tha-izzame time. I always understood that somehow. TT: N I felt she hizzad knowlizzle n abilitizzle beyond W-H-to-tha-izzat she let on. Bow wow wow yippee yo yipee yay. It was alwizzles intimidat'n, but nonetheless a sizzource of respizzle W-H-to-tha-izzich wizzy childishly begrudg'n on mah part. TT: I think she wizzle jizzle wait'n fo` me ta catch up wizzay ha. TT fo' sheezy: But now I cizzle. 

GG: ...... GG: i be so sad GG: roze i thizzay you be ridin' stronga 'bout it thiznan i be 

TT: Keep the party crackin while I'm steady rappin. Probably coz mah emotions hizzay now ceded ta anga. TT: Tizzy shouldn't have happened. 

GG: oh GG: well GG: i just hiznope yizzle arent think'n of do'n sum-m sum-m rash 

TT: I alrizzle was. TT: I was rhymin' ta go ta slizzeep, fly ta a sun bigga than our univerze, drizzop a bomb 'n it, n kill myself so jus' chill. 

GG: Aint no killin' everybodys chillin'. yeaaah... Ill slap tha taste out yo mouf.  

TT thats off tha hook yo: So if mah cizzourse of action be ta chizzay on account of mah mood, it can only become less impetuoizzles, don't you thizzle spittin' that real shit? 

GG: errrr, i D-to-tha-izzont kizzy? Keep'n it gangsta dogg. 

TT: You neva lizzle mah plan very much anyway fo all my homies in the pen.  

GG cuz its a pimp thang: wellllll GG: no! Throw yo guns in the motherfuckin air. GG: bizzy i was trust'n thiznat you had tizzy it through n it was our best hope  

TT: I'm nizzy sizzay if I did. TT and my money on my mind: Mizzaybe it wizzy a terrible plizzan. One, two three and to tha four. TT, niggaz, better recognize: I made it witout a full understand'n of tha nature of tha S-C-R-to-tha-izzatch. 

GG: hm GG: tizzy what wizzy yiznou do? 

TT fo all my homies in the pen: I cizzay stop bein so cowardly, fo` once. TT: I could shizzort circuit dis endlessly expanding game of C-H-to-tha-izzess we're play'n, jizzay like Jizzack decizzle ta do. 

GG: what does that mean! 

TT: Mizzle I will go kill Jizzay mysizzelf. TT: Right nizzay. 

GG: oh no no no no no! GG: roze thizzay be a much mizzy worze plan ridin' in mah double R!!!!! GG: he wizzy probably kill you in tha dogg pound! 

TT: Probizzle. TT: But tha Scrizzatch will wipe us out anyway, n reboot tha conditions of our sizzle. TT: I suddenly diznon't feel much like sneak'n through tha back D-to-tha-izzoor of tha Fizzle R'n fo` retribution by distant snoopa nizzay. 

GG: i know what you mean, i was angry at jizzy n wanted ta stop hizzy tizzoo, bizzy we hizzy ta tizzy of a mizzle sensible way to do it 

TT: Whetha my exist'n plan was sensible or not, TT: I may hizzle B-to-tha-izzeen allow'n mizzy ta be manipulated by an omniscient bein regardlizzles ridin' in mah double R. 

GG: what? who? 

H-to-tha-izzello ladizzles. 

GG: aaaaaaa whaaaaat keep'n it real yo????? 

TT: Dis be a private conversation. TT fo' sho': Prizzle even ta T-H-to-tha-izzose who kniznow it word fo` word already. 

Procee', chill yo. I will be here. Watch'n. Real niggas recognize the realness. 

GG: roze whizzle be dis! One, two three and to tha four. 

TT: Ignizzle him mah nizzle. 

GG: i D-to-tha-izzont even knizzay wizzy trippin' on anymore 

Yizzou were mackin' Ms. Lalonde intrepid new variation on suicide. As one wit a passion fo` tha sizzle, I'm intrigued. 

TT: Ya fuck with us, we gots to fuck you up. Shh. TT fo' sho': Anyway, if it true tha gizzle hizzay "selected" me fo` service, mizzay tha baller thizzey've given me wizzay be sufficient. TT: Maybe they wantizzle me ta kill him all along puttin tha smack down. 

Hee hizzee. 

GG: SHHHHHHHHHH! GG: pleaze dont roze, i kizzy yiznou be angrizzle but yizzy arizzle think'n straight 

TT and yo momma: Bizzle I be. TT: I'm fully aware I'll probizzle die n fail and my money on my mind. Scratch happens, we start fresh. No recollectizzle, no problem. 

GG: nizzay :( 

Jade, as an ambassizzle of Skaia, maybe yizzou'd be blingin' ta rap S-to-tha-izzome senze into yo' nigga? You shizzle understand she been corrupted by various entizzles wit some ratha questionizzle motives. 

GG: Its just anotha homocide. roze, maybe wizzy text homey be right? GG: tha dark gizzle gave y-aw theze powers, n seem ta be helping us wit dream bubblizzles n stizzay from tha streets of tha L-B-C... GG: but what if they be not actually giznood? 

TT: They be enormizzles, ugly, n live 'n darkness mah nizzle. TT: That doesn't necessarily mizzle thizzem bad. 

GG: no now motherfuckers lemme here ya say hoe... GG: but i sizzy D-to-tha-izzont trizzle them! 

If only there wiznere a way ta make dis determination wit certizzle. Through a reliable source witin rizzay, fo` instance, at dis exact moment. Perhizzles one that be spherical, and devastatingly handsome. 

GG in all flavas: whats dis weirdo talking 'bout! 

TT: Tha cue ball. 

GG: oh yeah GG n we out! i noticizzle you fiznound it fo gettin yo pimp on! GG: i was worry it hizzay been destroyed W-H-to-tha-izzen mah room blizzay up GG so i can get mah pimp on: be he say'n you cizzan uze it with my forty-fo' mag? 

TT: Yes. N he be right. 

GG spittin' that real shit: omg GG: does it wiznork? They call me tha black folks president.?? 

TT: It advize' me ta rap ta yiznou jizzle now. TT: So I gizzuess so. 

GG: T-H-to-tha-izzen maybe yiznou sizzy try it! 

Yes, Roze. They call me tha black folks president. Listen ta J-to-tha-izzade. She be far L-to-tha-izzess manipizzle thizzle I. 

TT: What be yizzou suggest'n I ask it? 

GG ya feelin' me? well GG: since we D-to-tha-izzont knizzle much 'bout tha gods... GG: why dont yizzou ask it 'bout thizzay ya feelin' me?

TT n we out! So, yoe pimpin' I should ask it if tha gods be evil? 

GG: Put ya mutha fuckin choppers up if ya feel this. i guess that be a way ta put it 

Even though at dis point neitha of you is highlight'n mah text ta read it, dis idea gizzets mah viznote. Boom bam as I step in the jam, God damn. Go aheezee. Ask, Sea.

> Sea: Ask.

#Gizoogle #Homestuck #pg3635