#when you're living to see your dreams fulfilled and you cant make any progress anywhere

[symbioticsimplicity]

Yo...could I get some comfort up in this Tumblr? The thing I was telling myself not to die before seeing out didn't pan out and I am....sad to say the least.

#personal #when you're living to see your dreams fulfilled and you cant make any progress anywhere #no matter how hard you push or what you try #I'm all out of optimism and I've been running on empty for everything else too #its been an incredibly rough year and i just wanted one really good thing out of it #and at this point i really don't know what the use in not giving up even is #i dont value life intrinsically #i dont want to continue existing if its just to suffer in new and more intense ways #some people just get to be miserable their whole lives through #ive seen it plenty enough to know #if i cant at least make headway on the only thing i exist to do #the fuck is the point.... #sorry I'm not dealing well