#when we finally went inside the venue it was only tommi doing a drum solo and then the show was over

[you-will-return]

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#here's to my last good night's sleep for the next 5 weeks haha #so many exciting things happening but it's also pretty stressful #not allowed to complain tho since I brought this upon myself #could have missed out on heidelberg and LBM/ karaoke night right before going abroad #but noooo #anyways #i dreamt last night that käärijä came second at the esc this year #for some reason i was part of the finnish bubble and sat in the green room next to him #tbh he took it really well but i was kind of upset :/ #even though i knoww that second place is pretty good for finland but i want y'all to win #manifesting for you guys #anyhoop #i also dreamt that i was at VIP for BC but it wasn't in the venue but in their tour bus??? #and then me and my friend fell asleep there and no one bothered to wake us for the show??? #when we finally went inside the venue it was only tommi doing a drum solo and then the show was over #so weird #afterwards we were back on the bus and i had some long ass philosophical convo with joel #i swear that man is slowly turning into a manifestation of my inner self in these dreams and i'm not happy about it #welp gtg #it's my friend's bday tomorrow and i'm going back home to my parents today after my last class ends to bake some muffins for her #and then taking the first train to her's tomorrow morning #in the evening we're going to a restaurant/ bar and i hope i won't be too drunk to figure out where my seat on the ICE back home is :) #tho tbh I already have problems with that while sober so I probs shouldn't get my hopes up #AND THEN DRESDEN ON SUNDAYYYYYYY #sorry for being so chatty but aaaaaaaaah