#whatever theyve known hopper since kindergarten so whatever

[badcountryofficial]

I just feel like no1* cares so I'm like. Whatever "Not to also be like 'whatever' but. I don't have an answer. I care"

Real convincing thanks

#*obviously some ppl do #but my irl friends? i have to laugh #idfk. i said dont make me the damn cake i wont be able to eat it anyway #whatever theyve known hopper since kindergarten so whatever #im so upset abt this it's unreal #it really feels like they just dont care like ykw fine #im used to this time of year being like this but it still sucks ass #i ended up bitching abt it at length to my mom just like it feels like no1 cares no1 wants to go out of their way to show me they care #like if it's CONVENIENT for them..idfk #i missed the time where u just get attention fir a day for existing now im an afult and everyone has things to do so i cant expect a day— #for me #we have obligations whatever fuck it #obviously i have bf. he doesnt not apply to this at all he is wonderful he is just way too fckn far away #but my irl friends specifically like. goddamn. what the actual fuck ever #im napping i dont wanna get sad abt it i just need to sleep #like its ALWAYS felt selfish to expect that anyway #cos i dont mean extra attention i mean a lot of it lol #WHATEVERRRRRRRRRR #fuck birthdays lol #edit: like ive been a buzzkill lately and theyre sick of it i think #boohoo whatever