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#what to say: i studied extremophilic soil communities. learned stats coding. loved cyanos.
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#the agony of writing personal statements. or statements of purpose
#why is it so hard? bc i dont kno how to balance listing things i can do vs waxing on abt bullshit i like
#idk i just feel v pretentious when i write things bc i also kinda talk that way when i can get a sentence out straight. when i can figure
#out what im trying to say. so i just sorta talk kinda weird. or i say weird stuff
#its not a bad thing really. but idk how much i should let it out on these statements
#or what i should focus on
#what to say: i studied extremophilic soil communities. learned stats coding. loved cyanos.
#but also: i enjoy science communication? sort of. i like talking abt things and hearing other perspectives but u gotta kno what im saying
#1st so i gotta teach u. and i want to help ppl understand things in a way that makes sense to them bc everyone learns differently
#but also im too tired and depressed to do thst lmao
#sigh... its just hard bc my interests seem frivolous. like theres an academic justification but im not actually interested in being useful
#thats just a side effect. so i dont wanna talk abt that stuff
#ugh. annoying i wanted to finish writing thrm today but then i got invited to go hiking
#and going on a 3hr hike sounded like a better idea than sitting in ny apartment having a breakdown
#and then i ran around in the rain a while. so not a bad day as it turned out
#but a very unproductive weekend :-/
#ok but the annoying part abt the personal statement writing is that i know im agonizing over it more than i should
#bc i kno some jackass out there is applying to the same school and just slapped one together and im wasting hours and hours
#on 1 to 2 pages. annoying. and i might mot even get in idk
#uuuuuuugh. and it looks like i might have to share a room with my boss for thurs thru Sunday night on our sampling trip
#itll b fine i just might wilt being around ppl too much
#also have like a streight up 11hr car ride with my lab mate. which will b ok hopefully bc we r friends
#but like idk i feel like i kinda gotta pull the conversation with him so blah well see what happens
#blah. i fluctuate between: im so burnt out im not having fun anymore
#and then remembering: oh wait i am passionate abt things. i wish i had the energy. and then slumping over again
#idk @ thr Universities im applying to: u should accept me bc i said so. there. end of statement
#unrelated
#university: what do i wanna b when u grow up?
#me: fuck it i guess a professor? i just wanna do cool research. i dont actually want to work for a uni bc fuck that
#i also dont wanna talk to ppl. just habe my own office and do cool science stuff rip
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