#welp i'm here now and underprepared

[lonewolflink]

me over the last 48 hours: let's prepare for our 2 day fly out interview/job audition thursday and friday!

my brain: ok but what if we wrote 80% of ch. 16 of hockey au instead, and barely got any sleep

me: NO STOP WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS

my brain: too late

#welp i'm here now and underprepared #time to pull off the old high school maneuver #cram for the test last minute #get an A #first test was this evening and i think i passed by spitting BARS at dinner about aristotle and daoism #just gotta not fuck up tomorrow #and make them love me lmao #AND THEN #ONCE I'M BACK HOME FRIDAY #IT WILL BE DONE #ALL THE FLY OUT INTERVIEWS #I WILL HAVE PEACE ONCE MORE #AND CAN WRITE HOCKEY AU (...or my dissertation) TO MY HEART'S CONTENT #my adhd management has been out of control with all this travel lmao #i'm ready to get back to a regular schedule and get my life in order