#well. time to overdose on some benadryl and play skyrim until the shadowman takes me

[southislandwren]

today on things im FREAKING THE FUCK OUT about is my car being basically wrecked and now i have a loaner car until monday. and also i didnt have a chance to get any of my stuff out of my car so i dont have my derby stuff or my knife or my protection sigil or my farm boots or my ice scraper etc etc

#a big thing is that my FUCKING drivers license is in my car so like. if i get pulled over in this loaner car #with no license or registration or proof of insurance. like what the fuck do i do #i have my expired license card in my wallet but like. lol thats not good enough for the pigs! #cant wait to go to school on monday and be like not only was the 3 day weekend not relaxing i am actually MORE stressed out than before #well. time to overdose on some benadryl and play skyrim until the shadowman takes me #(thats a joke. im going to take 1 benadryl for my anxiety as recommended by a pharmacist. and then im going to play skyrim.) #oh and i didnt get an estimate for all the work they have to do bc the guy in charge of my case is new and probs forgot #so i have no idea how much this is gonna cost and my parents are going to cover it but like. i will probably start crying if its over 2k #my friends will be like hey hope how was your weekend #and i'll be like guess how much money i spent on my wrecked car. now check out how hard i can cry #oh and i ALSO still have to learn how to make ice cream mix on monday from my prof #who will teach me math and then lecture for 6 hours straight. #mom told me to bring him coffee but i dont have time in the mornings so maybe i'll bake him something idk #diary post