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d0d0-b0i · 1 year

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(SPOILER FILLED) alrighty, time for some more cohesive thoughts on prime for me (since my last one was written directly after finishing it and now its had time to sit in my brain) (long post btw, i ramble @w@)

overall, i very much enjoyed it! the animation had me positively salivating over the fact that its /actually/ using animation techniques and not just. moving characters from A to B without the time for proper stylization. the overall plot was enjoyable and i am excited to see what the rest of the season will offer.

the fact that it is only one-third of the whole season also makes me a lot more forgiving about certain flaws i found at first, like only showing three worlds and not giving the characters a lot of time to breathe. theres the very high likelihood that such a thing actually will happen, and we might even see more places and worlds, which is an exciting thought! nonetheless, going in i did not know this as i was sleep deprived and had forgotten how many episodes the season has, so i felt a little bit salty, ngl.

Devon Mack does a very good job as sonic, and it makes me feel warm inside hearing his portrayal! every actor does a great job honestly, and it truly feels like they all understand the respective character they voice act(especially considering they have to acclimate the character /and/ voice for each new world. very talented!). the eggman voice actor could use some rerecords at times honestly;; but he does a good enough job that i only notice it sometimes; and he is fun to listen to regardless, and is just a subjective thought of mine.

the different universes also intrigue me! :D i really enjoyed the first one the jungle one was interesting and had beautiful flora models, but it is with this one that a problem of mine arises (but ill get to that later). the waterworld was also interesting, but kind of boring worldwise, since its just. water. (i get that its a pirate world and thats fine! i just cant give a good description of my feelings besides just. water. yknow?)

ive seen that a lot of people think rouge shouldve been the captain in the third world and. honestly. yeah. i think we might get to see why later on? but idk. i hope they have a reason that makes sense as to why she isnt, like if the worlds stick around and dont fuse back, shed be the next captain? weh! (i do love knuckles in a captains outfit though, so bonus points for that!)

now. i only have a few “criticisms”, and although some can be attributed to not being intended for me(and i will therefore not include cus. duh), there is one thing i just cannot let slip by.

(CRITIQUE START) the issue i have is that it feels so empty. new yolk (i refuse the yoke) is populated, but later episodes only really reuse the same five models roughly multiple times and i think had at most like 30? of them at the same time, and obviously could not have had more due to budget and such (which is understandable, but that still doesnt mean i cant point it out).

the jungle episodes! THE JUNGLE EPISODES?? ONLY HAD 5?? CHARACTERS MINUS SONIC (froggy counts) AT ALL TIMES?? and even the flashbacks only show those, probably so as not to imply death but like. come on. not even a few background characters at all? am i meant to believe they will all die out anyway simply by being the last people on this earth? im sorry i just cant get over this. you can make sean mcloughlin, mr jacksepticeye, get a cameo and his own personal character model, BUT CANNOT EVEN FILL A JUNGLE WITH PEOPLE?? did i miss something? if theyd shown even /one/ bg character once in a single frame in the flashbacks, id forgive it but i. cannot. im sorry. im nitpicking but come on! this is like the only issue i have. you only have 11 of the original characters in the first place (sonic. tails. knuckles. amy. rouge. big. froggy. shadow. eggman. orbot. cubot.), and then half of them are pretty much gone most of the time.

i just. its so empty? DO NOT GET ME WRONG I HATE WHEN THAT HAPPENS. I DEEPLY ENJOY THIS SHOW! I LOVE THE CHARACTERS WEVE GOTTEN TO SEE !!! THAT DOES NOT MEAN I CANNOT COMPLAIN ABOUT SOMETHING I HAD TROUBLE PROCESSING. if its gonna be a show about sonic and his friendships. where the fuck are the rest of them? is all we’re gonna get homages to their characters? (jungle knuckles was just sticks. come on now. just put her in shes already canon to the mainline games now) sega, if youre going to make a show about his friendships, why wont you let his friends be there? why can you only license 11 of your characters to the show? please make me eat my words.

and yeah you could say that the reasons others arent there (in-canon, not because of legal issues) is because they werent hit close-up with the prism shatter, but neither was big? he was shown to be down by the hills when it exploded, and i dont know if that counts considering that orbot and cubot arent even in any episode besides the first one, and they werent visible in the blast, i do not know what the blast radius would be to affect anything else. eugh. idk man. this is like the ONE issue i have, and its so small it feels meaningless. yeah yeah the budget the tight grip on characters yadda yadda i get the reasons behind it but it still affects the endgoal and i should be allowed to point it out. (CRITIQUE OVER)

that being said. i am in love with the character designs! especially a big fan of sonics gloves and shoes in the pirate world. i fuck w/ that very much <3

anyway, thats it. show good. binge it if possible! we need netflix to know that we like this. and maybe theyll realize that one episode per week for this show would be perfect (im looking at you episode recaps)

#sonic prime #sonic prime spoilers #if i come off as neg at the crit part. sorry not sorry! its a small thing but it just bothers me for some reason #i am open to explanations or attempts at making me understand because i am very stupid <3 #anyway i respect the creators very clearly doing their best #theres a lot of love and labor put into this and that is very clear #the direction has intent and is going somewhere and i respect it a lot 👍#and i am excited to see where it goes #anyway give me your thoughts if you have any and wanna share! i love hearing others out :D

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dweamisland · 2 years

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im gonna ramble about my fireafy playlist and what each song means for me at least lol im coping wip cuz im going to work dbbdbdjd

lover boy- for me !! this song is very leafy perspective and it just fits the fast pace of their relationship n then boom the tumble. this lyric “You know my heart can't take the break Nothin' will ever be the same We'll meet again some other day” just Gah !!!

i dont know you- this song was put there bc of this one pmv i saw but its really them !! not much thought to this one a very leafy perspective one (theres. alot for them WEH ) i like this lyric “Then honestly I’m fine With keeping my trust in you it's time to walk in my shoes, it's true ive tried, makin' it up to you But if I did all that I had to do Would you be here in my room?”

she wants me ( to be loved)- leafy perspective! this one was for the onesidedness she felt from firey and maybe this was her being hopeful about fireys intentions. i think she remains optimistic but still. having those doubts SIGH “I can't stop feelin', I want her love But all my dreamin' is not enough So in the mornin', the sun will rise And I'll wake up and she won't be mine”

nothing has changed- THIS FUCKING SONG. it can go either way i think . i love to think about them thinking of their time together its just time to reminisce !!! “Even when I'm old and blue I think about my time with you just break the clock and make it stop I miss it when we talk a lot” wawawawawa

new years eve - this song is a leafy perspective LOL but with each its a happy new year its a different segment of the bfdi series basically building up to her being upset w firey after they argue but its so. augh she tries but no avail ! “It's a happy new year Here I am again Writing in my car And this time I can't pretend that we are friends We're not friends Friends don't do the things we did And the ones you've done since then Makes me think we've never been” (THERES ALOT OF LYRICS I LIKE but i think i like this one best)

so alright cool whatever-

out like a light- a firey perspective one i wanna think… this is him reflecting a bit maybe before they made up. like i know hes stubborn but i think he will acknowledge it at least not agree w it but be like hm ok ! its very. god i wanna make maybe a short pmv for it or smthg the first chorus is def a slow realization and then when we get to the verse its him regretting it lol “I'm sicker every day and now I'm terrified of talking to my friends only to stay still Dreaming of our first born and your hair covered in popcorn You never leave You never leave you never leave”

cotten candy skies- a little bit of both !! i wanna say the first few verses are leafys side and how she feels about the whole situation and then when we get to the part where the song swells up and gets a little more intense its fireys side and how hes feeling about ! and its much harder for him to process cuz in his head its like hes doing the right thing but we already know thats not the case

#gay rambles

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bigcatgirlcock · 7 months

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31, 47, 67, 80, 91

good lord that is a lot of questions skdfjskdfj ill do my best to keep this succinct and readable!!

31. What’s something that turns you on, but you’re a bit embarrassed by? im not really embarrassed by too much really! shame just isnt a good thing to carry. that being said i do publicly post about liking incest on this blog and thats not something im super incredibly open about outside of this blog and my partner(s) specifically sjdfksjdf

47. If you had 5 mins alone to get yourself off right now, without your phone, what would you do and what would you imagine? i dont think that 5 minutes would be long enough but thats me being pedantic sjdfksdjf uhh this is not something i usually do but i guess if i were to id probably think about skylar and also someone else in particular! thats a really cheesy answer i feel but oh well

67. If you had 5 mins alone to get yourself off with porn right now, what would you type in the search bar? feet porn is and has always been my go to but ive also been looking at something else lately that ive never talked about and probably never will <3 consider this skeleton closeted

80. Do you have any recurring fantasies you keep coming back to? Do you think they’ll ever happen? pretty much all of my fantasies have already been fulfilled already! ive been pretty lucky in that regard to have someone(s) that are willing to do basically anything i could want, so yes and yes i guess!! xD

91. What is your sexual orientation? weh. for a really long period of my life i identified as pansexual but like, im not really into boys that much? but also not not into them? like i could be attracted to a boy in theory and i have been with some in the past but that was mostly for gender affirmation reasons sdkfjdsfkj for now im mostly identifying as queer or sapphic because GOSH i do really really love girls. gosh. girls........

#SORRY THIS IS REALLY LONG SDJFSKDFJS THATS 5 WHOLE QUESTIONS THAT DONT HAVE SUPER SHORT ANSWERS

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owlish-owlhouse · 3 years

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hi!! can i request amity x reader x hunter/golden guard if thats okay?? maybe it takes place during the most recent episode where the reader goes with amity to eclipse lake? sorry for the vague scenario dhdhdhdfhfj im just so bisexual

( Context: Reader is considered a powerless witch because their magic is very weak compared to their family. Reader also comes from a family similar to Amitys where power is everything. They know Hunter because their family works closely with the Emperor and is apart of the Emperors Coven. They may be the first person in their family to be rejected from the coven simply because their not strong enough for Belos )

Clutching the portal key close you stare at Hunter. Amity was knocked out with her palisman, King was stuck, and Eda was in her Harpy form in the other room. You were alone.

"... (Y/N) give it to me." Hunter states reaching out his hand. Staring at him your grip on the portal key tightens as you nod no slowly backing away. He narrows his eyes and your left feeling trapped and unsure of what to do.

"Hunter Amity was right you don't need to do this. Your value isn't tied to your success. It isn't tied to your powers or your usefulness. If the Emperor cared about you and I mean really cared he wouldn't care if you failed, he'd be proud of you for trying." You yell at him anger bubbling up.

Years of being told your not good enough, years of Hunter and you sharing the same pain, years of feeling inadequate compared to everyone around you. Amity had hung out with you because of your family but she had pushed you down once. She'd told you your magic was worthless but now she was your friend thanks to Luz. And together you both relaized your magic didn't equal your worth, your accomplishments weren't all that mattered. You defined you as a person, not your parents or family or magic. You hope Hunter could learn the same lesson.

"You really believe in that garbage?" He demands as he glares at you. Taking another step back almost cornered against the cave wall you stare at Hunter as he comes closer. His magenta eyes pratically glow and you know he's mad. Mad your betraying his uncle, mad you left, mad you have a point.

You and Hunter used to always agree. Hell you and Amity always used to agree. But than Luz came. And Luz showed you that you were allowed to chose for yourself. You chose to forgive Amity to have her prove to you she was a good guy. Now you wanted Hunter to do the same. If he was your friend he wouldn't do this.

"I don't..." You don't understand what he means. Of course you beleived your value wasn't tied to your powers or your success. After all your learned a lot from the owl lady since becoming her ally. Maybe your parents thought otherwise, maybe the Emperor did but your friends didn't. And neither would Hunter if only he could see the truth.

"You really think they understand you (Y/N)? Understand us? That they have any idea what they're talking about? We're the same (Y/N), we had to struggle to get where we are now. We had to fight to survive, to prove we belong." He snarls.

"It doesn't have to be that way Hunter!" You respond but he cuts you off.

"Amity is a Blight. A powerful witch with powerful friends and an influential family. You really think she knows what its like to be weak? She'll be a Coven Head without even trying. Luz is a human and she can do magic better than us. Eda is a wild witch but her powers are beyond anything the Boiling Isles have ever seen. She's almost as strong as Belos!!! And her sister Lilith don't get me started, she was like the third most powerful witch on the Boiling Isles. The cards are stacked against us just give me the key."

"No Hunter! Your not making any sense, please just calm down we can talk this out."

"We're powerless witches raised by powerful ones. What happens when we can't measure up? When were deamed useless?" He snaps making you pause. "...What happens if our families decide they no longer need us?"

Clutching the portal key tighter hot tears sting your eyes.

"Stop it! Stop talking Hunter!" You demand but he ignores you even as the air grows hot and the plants begin to wither.

"I have an offer for you." Pausing you blink up in shock. Hunter stood a few feet away as you sat on the ground. His palismen lands on your shoulder before rubbing your tear stained cheek and chirping softly. Looking up at Hunter he's infront of you his hand outstretched. Not as a threat or a fist but as a friendly gesture. Your magic is beginning to leak out as your emotions grow. The rocks crack around the both of you as you stare at him but the cave remains stable.

"We've known each other forever (Y/N). We'll never win if we don't work together. But we don't need to be stronger, or better, or more powerful than anyone else. We need to be smarter. And you (Y/N) are one of the smartest witches I know." Blinking as you wipe away your tears Hunter smiles hand still offered. "Keep the portal key. But come with me. Leave the Owlhouse and come home. We can give it to Belos together. You'd get to join the Emperors Coven like you've always wanted and we'd get to stand side by side as partners, as friends." Hunter smiles softly as your heart drops. Your vision blurs as you suddenly see multiple Hunters. Blinking again the illusions dissapear leaving just Hunter.

"You are still my friend right (Y/N)?" He asks as his palismen chirps hopping on my shoulder as if he wants me to take his master's hand. As if the world and my magic is pushing me to take his hand.

"I..." Looking at the key than Hunter you think of the years you were bullied or tormented by more powerful witches. HexSide, Gladius, Early Enrollment for the Emperors Coven. They all ended in diaster. You could never succeed. You were never strong enough. Never good enough. Reaching your hand out slowly Hunter smiles before you both pause.

"(Y/N) don't-" Turning Amity groans as she reaches out her hand. Her entire body sags as she reaches for you and she looks really hurt.

"Amity!" Scrambling up wanting to help her Hunter grabbed your wrist making the earth crack again.

"(Y/N)." Looking back at him he stares at the key than you.

"Hunter please." You beg but he pulls his hand back. It would always be the mission first huh? Never you.

"(Y/N) don't make me take it from you." Closing your eyes unsure of what to do you sigh.

"I'm sorry." Eyes glowing as you open them you very carefully blast Hunter back on a soft pile of plants before running to Amity. The plants immeidtaley wrap around Hunter keeping him trapped. You can hear him yelling as he struggles but you ignore it. Helping Amity up you turn hearing King weh. Grabbing him and pulling him out of the stone you look at Hunter as he struggles against your trap plants.

You may not have been the most powerful witch but Hunter was right about one thing. You were smart and you would always have a backup plan.

"Come on lets go before he gets out." Pulling at Amity as you held King close ready to leave you didn't even notice the key was gone or that Hunter was watching you leave. All that remained of what you once held was the Titans Blood that smeared your hands.

As you closed your eyes not looking back you cling to King and Amity. You'd both won. But at what cost?

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bloodypunkred · 6 years

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Lots of babbles below

Whenever graduation time comes around the store is so busy but it does get me thinking about school. Like going would be cool in theory I used to think but not so much anymore. I feel like I know only 2 people that actually have a job in what they went to school for and the rest are just taking what they can get even if it means being super underpaid. And theres no shame in that, its the capitalist governments fault and you gotta live but I’m already working and making $12.50 an hour which I can get by on for now, without carrying a huge debt.

Friends with art degrees tell me its not worth it at all. I mean, my first manager at my current job had an art degree, haha, and my current manager doesn’t have any sort of degree. Just a lot of experience making cakes under her belt. One of my other co-workers is a certified English teacher but she hasn’t been able to find work at an actual school since graduating either (3 years ago). Then a bulk of my friends are living at home either unemployed or work at coffee shops/book stores and always talk about what a mistake college felt like. Or you gotta rely a lot on co-dependence and hope a friend or stranger can move in with you cause you can’t make your way alone. Its super disheartening.

It seems like unless you go for a pretty specific trade you have a harder time? Or maybe I just know unlucky folks? I know they definitely deserve their coins after all that hussle. But you know, I’m sure this train of thought comes up often cause of the toxic ‘oh if you haven’t made it in your twenties you’re fucked!’ mentality that seems to be instilled so heavily in us americans. Which is definitely BS but man more security in life would be nice. Just this glasses situation had me spiraling cause paying all my bills is hard enough to budget for. They say ‘well thats being an adult’ and if thats the case, I do enjoy the POTENTIAL college seems to have in theory but it just doesn’t seem true to life right now. Everyones in debt, its shitty but its true. So thats not so much the part I’m worried about i think? I just don’t want to waste the time if I end up in the same place I started except with a piece of paper that says ‘We got her!’

Weh. Sorry if this was shitty to read, I wouldn’t like, not encourage people to go to school. The pursuit of education will always be respectable to me. Its everything else ya know.

#college talk youve been warned haha #shush becca #becca shush

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silvorefrost · 7 years

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(A nice lil stuffing story for yall. Fred is mine dark belongs to @mrcutenoms) Frederick holmes blinked as he looked outside of the grocery store. It was raining. "Oh lovely..." he grumbled. He sighed and payed for his items. He was going on a snack run for the mansion as the residents were quite voracious eaters. As he got out the door a familier voice hit his ears. "Took you long enough." freds ice blue eyes turned to see his employer and boyfreind, jackson aka dark. "What are you doing here?" fred asked. "Why do you think holmes honestly."dark said. "I came to help. Figured you wouldnt want to be sopping wet." Fred smirked. Dark had a way of hiding his feelings and if you knew him well as fred or darks partners did it wasnt that hard to figure out. "You sure thats not just an excuse to see me?" fred teased. Darks face got orange and he covered it. "Shut up you asshole." dark grumbled. Fred chuckled getting under the umbrella as they started walking. "I dont see you in your human guise that often." dark huffed. "I do hope your appreciating this holmes these bandages are a nuisance to put on and take off for that matter." fred smiled and squeezed darks hand. "I do appreciate it thank you jackson." dark grumbled again trying to keep his composure. They turned into an alley where dark teleported them home. As they got in the mansion darks skin turned its usual grey. "Thank god..." he said putting the umbrella away. Fred started putting the groceries away as dark got the bandages off. "Need some help?" Fred asked as he watched dark struggle. The being paused trying to get the bandage off his head off. "Would be appreciated yes." fred smiled and came over gently helping the struggling being pray the bandages off. He sat next to him and started at his hairline. Darks sea green eyes noticed freds soft smile. "Q-quit smiling like that..." he said his face glowing orange. Fred smirked. "Aw but why?" he teased. "Cuz your so sickingly cute when you do it and it makes me wanna kiss you so fucking ugh." darks face only glowed brighter. Fred chuckled as they finished up and he gently kissed darks cheek. "There you big baby." fred teased. "Anyway is there anything specific you all are wanting for dinner. I was in the mood for cheese steak sandwhiches." dark grinned. "Oh you mean those cheese steak standwhiches over there?~" dark purred. Fred looked over to see a big plateful of his favorite food. Freds icey eyes narrowed. "You ass you planned this. You want to stuff me!" fred huffed. Dark chuckled. "I think your eyesights failing holmes it took you long enough to notice them." the grey being teased. Fred looked at the sandwhiches then at his boyfreind. "FINE! But only if you cuddle me and give me belly rubs." the ice demon pouted. Dark bowed taking his lovers hand. "Ah fredrick but of course!" he said and pulled the short man close. Freds face turned a lil blue. "Do you have to be so smooth all the time?" he said grumpily. Dark led fred to the couch with the plate of sandwhiches in hand. "Mmmm sometimes." he chuckled. Dark sat the plate down and the two snuggled up to each other. Dark undid the buttons on freds uniform as the short male was particularly picky about his uniform. Dark started feeding his lover sandwhich by sandwhich. Until finaly they were all gone and fred had quite a swollen stomach. Dark chuckled as he held the now chubby demon close. "Enjoy your meal?" dark teased. Fred gave a small burp. "Yes. Excelent amount of cheese on each one." dark snorted. "You are a picky one fredrick." fred pouted. "Im not picky i just have standards weh." dark grinned. "Adorable asshole." he chuckled. Fred stuck his blue toungue out. "Doofy bitch." "Love you too holmes."

#stuffing #cute

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exactlywhoyouthinkiwas-blog · 6 years

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[2/27/2015 6:53:38 PM] Evan: so... [2/27/2015 6:53:39 PM] Evan: sup [2/27/2015 6:57:27 PM] YV??~: Nothing I guess. I stopped working like 2 something hours ago. mostly because a lot of these answers required too much thinking for me to concentrate on it. [2/27/2015 6:57:53 PM] Evan: haha sorry [2/27/2015 6:59:00 PM] YV??~: weh, its fine. [2/27/2015 7:00:17 PM] YV??~: i guess i should ask the same out of courtesy [2/27/2015 7:01:03 PM] Evan: The answer would be pretty similar. Not doin a whole lot at this moment in time. Jus the usual procrastinating while I should be doing Update. [2/27/2015 7:02:27 PM] Evan: How are things going for you? [2/27/2015 7:03:55 PM] YV??~: pretty much the same as last month but with 99% less anyone. exactly the same stuff just theres no one it is only me. i am the one.... who will never get any work done [2/27/2015 7:05:23 PM] YV??~: you? [2/27/2015 7:06:20 PM] Evan: Eh, not the greatest, but it's whatever. [2/27/2015 7:06:28 PM] Evan: How are you liking the silence? [2/27/2015 7:08:04 PM] YV??~: i dont know. i think its kinda annoying that people will say things about how important I am when literally no one talks to me and i just spend most of the time alone. *shrugshrug* [2/27/2015 7:08:24 PM] Evan: Ah. [2/27/2015 7:10:57 PM] Evan: I think a lot of them aren't great at socializing, to be honest. I'm pretty much the same. It's always hard to approach people you don't necessarily know that well since you don't know how they'll feel about it. [2/27/2015 7:11:10 PM | Edited 7:11:18 PM] Evan: I'd guess they're afraid they'd be bothering you? [2/27/2015 7:12:34 PM] YV??~: weh...hell if i fuckin know whats up with people. [2/27/2015 7:13:00 PM] Evan: Yeah. heh [2/27/2015 7:13:36 PM] Evan: It's been pretty slow in the main group lately, though. It seems like most people have split off into smaller, separate groups of people they're more comfortable with. [2/27/2015 7:14:09 PM] YV??~: good for them i guess [2/27/2015 7:14:54 PM] Evan: Indeed. [2/27/2015 7:15:23 PM] Evan: I just kind of wonder if there's anyone you'd still care to hang out with or if you're done with the entire community [2/27/2015 7:17:15 PM] YV??~: Weh, i didnt really come away hating anyone but im wary of jumping back into any space with most of these people lest they say things that make me end up hating my other series as well. [2/27/2015 7:17:57 PM] Evan: Are there just a few people in particular? I know there weren't THAT many involved in that particular conversation. [2/27/2015 7:21:24 PM] YV??~: eh, really anything one person can do the other can do just the same. Its either never talk openly about my work again or never people. I really dont think it would be possible for me to put a gag on all work related statements, so its easier to just forego people altogether [2/27/2015 7:22:37 PM] Evan: I don't think it would be a problem, though. It had been nearly a year before that happened, and it was a very specific situation. [2/27/2015 7:23:04 PM] Evan: Even though they misunderstood you and ended up hurting in the end, they had good intentions. [2/27/2015 7:26:31 PM] Evan: No one can predict things like that happening, but is it worth isolating yourself in case something like that happens again? I don't mean to sound pushy, but I'm kind of worried about you. [2/27/2015 7:30:41 PM] YV??~: Yeah but it ultimately is better i take cautions side. because I dont know, Ive always been alone with minimal friends and I was never 1st choice for any of them. Ive never really gotten angry of fought with people besides my siblings and considering my sister once choked me in my sleep for snoring and i could have actually killed her at one point in some fight, i think that hints at what kind of destructive anger i tend to get. While now i try to point it towards me so as not to harm others something still ends up broken or destroyed. usually art of some kind. [2/27/2015 7:34:28 PM] YV??~: im not saying thats not a nice sentiment but i guess i just wasnt made to be around people [2/27/2015 7:35:21 PM] Evan: I don't think that's the case at all. [2/27/2015 7:38:38 PM] Evan: For all the time I've been around you, I haven't seen you hit anyone especially hard. You tend to be blunt about things, but I don't think you've hurt anyone. Even when you left the chat was relatively tame during the actual interaction. What's more troubling is you hurting yourself, and I feel like that's primarily what's being accomplished right now. [2/27/2015 7:39:03 PM] Evan: I know I've said this before and you seem to not like it, but you aren't as bad as you think. You still deserve to be happy. [2/27/2015 7:43:56 PM] YV??~: Eh, at this point im used to it. I mean i only ever get people being nice to me and complementing me and id otherwise have nothing to keep them in check or balance them out if i didnt turn the abuse up to 400 on myself. *shrugshrugshrug* [2/27/2015 7:45:07 PM] Evan: Then let me be harsh for a second. [2/27/2015 7:45:09 PM] Evan: That's stupid. [2/27/2015 7:48:11 PM] Evan: People are nice to you because they think you deserve it. No matter how terrible you think you might be on the inside, it's what you project that determines who you are. If you never act on your terrible thoughts, then how can you be considered bad? Even if you have things to work on - as everyone does - you aren't going to make it any easier by hating yourself. [2/27/2015 7:52:18 PM] YV??~: Weh, I mean ultimately i doubt anyone even wants to talk to me anyway. [2/27/2015 7:52:36 PM] Evan: I've been talking to you for the last four hours. [2/27/2015 7:53:44 PM] YV??~: closer to 4 and a half but yes i noticed [2/27/2015 7:54:14 PM] Evan: And I think you're a very unique person with an interesting perspective. [2/27/2015 7:54:45 PM] Evan: Others may not have gotten to know you that well, but I think they'd absolutely want to talk to you as they did. [2/27/2015 7:58:43 PM] YV??~: Well, I mean thats all based on other peoples opinion but i dont think many people get to interested with people who ramble for much too long on one thing. [2/27/2015 7:59:06 PM] Evan: Is that a thing you do? I haven't noticed it. [2/27/2015 8:03:11 PM] YV??~: Well I decided to answer questions that could be a short to the point answer with a paragraph. But there comes a point where, when you frequently find yourself gasping for air in the middle of a word, you begin to question whether you let other people get a word in on something youre interested in, or if its just you talking to yourself. [2/27/2015 8:04:49 PM] Evan: haha [2/27/2015 8:05:14 PM] Evan: I don't think it's as bad as you think it is. Cause there are some people that have it bad, but I've never known you to be one of them. [2/27/2015 8:05:46 PM] Evan: If anything it seems like you didn't talk much at all during the interactions we've had. [2/27/2015 8:06:45 PM] YV??~: I try not to. I usually dont have anything worthwhile to say anyway [2/27/2015 8:07:36 PM] Evan: But the point is I think you do just fine. You could have plenty of friends if you let yourself. [2/27/2015 8:10:53 PM] YV??~: i dont know. People tend not to listen to me even when i do have something to say. Even when i was a wee tot eager to be at school i only ever had one friend until 7th grade. [2/27/2015 8:23:22 PM] Evan: But people CAN'T listen if you don't talk to them. You don't have to make a bunch of friends. Hell, you don't have to make any. But you should be happy, and if being around other people contributes to that, it's absolutely worth doing. And if you play nice enough you might find some people that you really like. [2/27/2015 8:28:31 PM] Evan: And trust me, I know what it's like. [2/27/2015 8:29:32 PM] Evan: Until last year I never had anyone I considered to be a friend. There were people I talked to, and people I sometimes hung out with, but it never lasted more than a few months, or maybe the school year if they happened to be someone in class. [2/27/2015 8:30:25 PM] Evan: It took twenty years for me to make a friend, but it happened. If a social wreck like me can meet people and be happy, I think you have more than a chance. [2/27/2015 8:30:30 PM] Evan: :D [2/27/2015 8:35:49 PM] YV??~: eh. Im really tired of thinking whether or not to go back or whatever, and ive got too much stuff to get done this weekend to worry about it. [2/27/2015 8:36:40 PM] Evan: That's fine. [2/27/2015 8:38:42 PM] Evan: You don't even have to go back to that particular group. Hell, I'm not even in the main chat anymore. But you should go somewhere - find people to talk to and most importantly be happy. [2/27/2015 8:39:12 PM] Evan: Though you've spent a lot of time getting to know us fanime people. So it's certainly a good place to start. [2/27/2015 8:39:41 PM] Evan: I could also probably direct ya toward one of the smaller off-branch groups if that's more your cup. [2/27/2015 8:39:46 PM] Evan: But yeah, good luck with the things. [2/27/2015 8:42:57 PM] Evan: And I know it sounds generic as all hell, but [2/27/2015 8:43:16 PM] Evan: if you ever need to talk to someone - about ANYTHING - I'll be here.

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[2/27/2015 9:48:23 AM] Evan: sup [2/27/2015 11:23:51 AM] YV??~: (So I was not ignoring this i just only ever wake up around 12 and i never change my status because i dont plan when i go to sleep. just felt like i needed to explain i was not ignoring this) [2/27/2015 3:28:38 PM] Evan: I kinda figured. heh [2/27/2015 3:29:23 PM] YV??~: so you wanted something? [2/27/2015 3:30:49 PM] Evan: Haha not particularly. It's going to sound pretty random, but I actually wanted to ask you a question. [2/27/2015 3:31:01 PM] YV??~: Ok [2/27/2015 3:32:21 PM] Evan: Cause I'm curious, and I can't remember if I ever asked. [2/27/2015 3:32:30 PM] Evan: Heh. Sorry if this is too personal, but [2/27/2015 3:32:45 PM] Evan: Why do you consider yourself a terrible person? [2/27/2015 3:42:39 PM] YV??~: Oh. Well you are in luck because i accidentally did a lot of terribly depression introspection earlier this week and have just the answer for that. From what i can put together from my somewhat incoprehansible whining. I've gotten through a lot of my life manipulating people through lying and gaining their pity all for my own gain...and probably will continue to. I tend to not do ANYTHING in every situation that would be optimal for working. I am able to somehow make people angry just by expressing emotion. and even when i find things i could fix i never try to change anything. [2/27/2015 3:42:54 PM] YV??~: just a short list of some of the things [2/27/2015 3:43:57 PM] Evan: I see. [2/27/2015 3:44:13 PM] Evan: It sounds to me like you're a human. [2/27/2015 3:46:21 PM] YV??~: Ehhh. I mean im not gonna tell people what they can think but i dont have to share anyone opinion [2/27/2015 3:47:23 PM] Evan: Haha, fair enough. I'll spare you the optimistic bullshit. [2/27/2015 3:47:28 PM] Evan: Why don't you change anything? [2/27/2015 3:48:51 PM] YV??~: That takes time. and effort im too lazy to put out. Ive tried to fix some things but i forget like a week later and stop trying [2/27/2015 3:49:40 PM] Evan: Do you not actually want to? [2/27/2015 3:52:05 PM] YV??~: Honestly, hell if I care anymore. I'm trash and thats that, Im not really worth the time or effort. [2/27/2015 3:52:29 PM] Evan: Not even your own? [2/27/2015 3:54:23 PM] YV??~: Im not really worth pretty much anything for anyone. Even thinking deeper about myself makes me feel like that was just a waste of time. [2/27/2015 3:54:49 PM] Evan: What do you do, then? [2/27/2015 3:55:50 PM] YV??~: Weh, theres a reason I have so many OCs and roughly 12 titles to my name with 6 running congruently at various stages of development. [2/27/2015 3:56:27 PM] Evan: Why do you make art and tell stories? [2/27/2015 4:01:07 PM] YV??~: I dont really have any other people around, and I dont really move from one spot like 22+ hours of the day so I gotta have somewhere to go, and someone to be. Even before I ended up like i am now barely leaving the house, I didnt have more than like 1 friend ever so those were my friends. I ended up picking up drawing from my sister seeing her do it because i thought itd be a good way to be able to really see these characters [2/27/2015 4:03:03 PM] Evan: Why do you animate them? [2/27/2015 4:06:56 PM] YV??~: Ive always been able to make up stories but when i create them i dont think of it as words, as a story would be if i wrote it down, I actually see the story's progression moving. When I create a story and characters I see them move and create the story themselves with small things i put in, and I hear them actually say what they have to say. out of all mediums of visual story-telling, animation is the closest to the original "being" of the story. [2/27/2015 4:07:38 PM] Evan: Why do you share them? [2/27/2015 4:10:20 PM] YV??~: I do that with pretty much any work i finish. Like "here i made this, heres proof it exists." Basically so i have something to show for myself, that i do have the ability to make things. [2/27/2015 4:12:29 PM] Evan: Does it make you proud? [2/27/2015 4:15:32 PM] YV??~: euuhhh...Proud? No. Satisfied with actually being able to have a finished product of some kind, even if its less than the original plan, is a little more like it. Even if I hate it later because there are things that could have been done better if given the time, its still better than nothing. And even then usually the ones i hate the most give other people the most enjoyment. [2/27/2015 4:17:22 PM] Evan: Do you make things that you hate? [2/27/2015 4:20:59 PM] YV??~: Oh yeah. Serious things that just went wrong early on and i was unable to fix, and joke things that ive put too much effort into that got too big compared to real work. I usually dont hate projects though. Even when I feel like theyre going no where and i retire the idea completely i dont usually hate those. Mostly art and animations, actual stories are different. [2/27/2015 4:28:05 PM] Evan: Does art make you happy? [2/27/2015 4:32:56 PM] YV??~: Not usually while im in the process of making it, im mostly just mind set on what it SHOULD look like. But stepping back to look at everything come together and finally become something finished usually is satisfying at the least. Some i never look at after that final moment of its creation, but some im really happy with the way it came out and end up looking at it over and over. So I suppose once the peice is made it does, in a way. [2/27/2015 4:34:34 PM] Evan: Are you proud when your art makes others happy? [2/27/2015 4:36:44 PM] YV??~: Well, i mean, i guess its nice when other people can find enjoyment out of something ive done. [2/27/2015 4:37:13 PM] Evan: Do you like making people happy? [2/27/2015 4:39:21 PM] YV??~: depends, usually i try not to sacrifice too much for other people, but sometimes i can be generous with somethings. really it depends on how I feel pretty much. [2/27/2015 4:41:55 PM] Evan: What makes you happy? [2/27/2015 4:47:07 PM] YV??~: I dont know, I tend to spend most of the day in a neutral 'emotionless' state, and most of the time any emotions I do have are very miniscule that I dont usually remember them. Though I enjoy being in the presence of other people, even without participating, people tend to ignore me 90% of the time. Thats a question that im not sure has a real answer [2/27/2015 4:50:26 PM] Evan: Do you have a dream? [2/27/2015 4:53:07 PM] YV??~: I try not to make solid plans more than 3 years in advance, so im not really sure. There's not a whole lot, at this point, that I could really accomplish by 2018, who can even say I'll still be alive by then. [2/27/2015 4:54:04 PM] Evan: But is there something you would want to do? [2/27/2015 4:58:05 PM] YV??~: Usually I just put goals on my characters, and I just exist to help them get there. I dont really see it so much as my life and things I want to do. Really the only thing id regret in dying is not that im stuck nowhere and im not going anywhere, but my characters not fufilling their roles and reaching THEIR closure. [2/27/2015 4:59:23 PM] Evan: Is there anything else that you do? [2/27/2015 5:02:50 PM] YV??~: All of my hobbies relate with art and story-telling in someway. Voice acting, singing, creating costumes and clothing. pretty much all of it is art and in some way has a story behind it. [2/27/2015 5:06:28 PM] Evan: What do you want to be better at? [2/27/2015 5:09:51 PM] YV??~: wehh..I dont know, theres a lot of things i could be better at and somethings i should be, but...im not really sure. [2/27/2015 5:22:15 PM] Evan: What do you think you're best at? [2/27/2015 5:28:41 PM] YV??~: Ive practiced various methods of drawing for years but, even though i just picked up sewing as a craft 3 years ago im better at that than i was with drawing early on. Everything else has taken since around middle school to get to a good level where i can still do it comparatively quickly, where sewing only took a year to get to that point. Overall for me it went from a beginner level to at least moderately experienced much faster than everything else. [2/27/2015 5:38:07 PM] Evan: What's your favorite thing to do? [2/27/2015 5:41:19 PM] YV??~: I dont know. Usually if im bored, and not too fed up with holding a pencil, i end up idly drawing....Its really like the only thing I do. [2/27/2015 5:50:40 PM] Evan: What inspires you? [2/27/2015 5:53:13 PM] YV??~: Usually things just pop into mind on their own. Sometimes they happen while im listening to, or watching something. [2/27/2015 5:53:40 PM] Evan: What sorts of things do you watch and listen to? [2/27/2015 5:57:06 PM] YV??~: Usually I put on miscellaneous gameplay footage or lets plays, and i pretty much switch between that and music. [2/27/2015 5:57:49 PM] Evan: What kind of music? [2/27/2015 6:00:23 PM] YV??~: It usually depends what i feel like. somedays its lighter faster stuff, somedays its heavier stuff. Somedays a combination of both, sometimes i just let my music shuffle and play in whatever order. [2/27/2015 6:02:12 PM] Evan: Is music important to you? [2/27/2015 6:05:52 PM] YV??~: I guess....I mean some ideas wouldnt have happened without certain songs, and some projects probably wouldnt exist. [2/27/2015 6:07:53 PM] Evan: What's your favorite project? [2/27/2015 6:10:21 PM] YV??~: Honestly, there isnt a lot of public information on Mahito but ive been working with it for 2 years, and it was actually the first thing I envisioned myself actually animating. [2/27/2015 6:11:00 PM] Evan: What's Mahito? [2/27/2015 6:22:17 PM] YV??~: Its something I came up with one day, I guess the best way to describe its themes in short would be Madoka-esque even though i came up with the basics including designs before i even watched it. I guess one could say its very "magical girl" though it is not a straight female cast. It follows a team of 6 highschool students, their leader being a socially withdrawn, sucidal girl whos only real support are her brother and his best friend. These 6 people are given powers and forced into a battle thats been going on for centuries, for supremacy within a group of supernatural beings known to the humans involved as "gods." Many of these gods have no regard for the people they force to fight so long as they are able to take surpremacy in someway, since they are unable to kill each other or be killed. The team has to fight both other human fighters and "monsters", that are the remains of humans who tried to rebel against their "god", which live beyond a barrier and can threaten to destroy inncent human life. At first they look at it as their chance to help people, but eventually their powers become a burden. [2/27/2015 6:24:26 PM] Evan: That sounds really interesting. How much have you done with it? [2/27/2015 6:29:45 PM] YV??~: So far I have designs and short biographies for the main cast. As well as designs for a few of the mosters they will face, and bios for a few minor characters that still have some influence on a part of the plot. A lot of what i have written besides characters is mostly world building, information on the roles and powers each member of a 6 man team can have. Descriptions of the basic behaviors of monsters on different intelligence levels. I plan to have all the designs done at the end of this year, and the timeline for the plot fully written in detail at the end of 2016. [2/27/2015 6:33:31 PM] Evan: Cool. O: I assume it's also going to be an animation? When do you think you'll start making it? [2/27/2015 6:38:45 PM] YV??~: Ive been saying since around last year or so itll come out in 2018. It was the first thing I considered animating seriously, things before that where like that would be cool, or this scene could be animated. But this, i decided, this was going to be fully animated, i tried to start it out in a static format just to get things laid out to be adapted into an animation, but it never worked. While 2018 may be a little too ambitious, this is going to be nothing but animated [2/27/2015 6:44:46 PM] Evan: I see. [2/27/2015 6:46:57 PM] YV??~: yeh

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