#was essentially halfway out the door when he was like yeah . u r my girlfriend. I’m devoted to u. [friend] knows this [prof] knows this.

[johnlockdynamic]

literally as he was extracting my breakup speech talking points from me a Chinese girl called him to accuse him of leaving her on read and he was like I'm in a meeting. and this girl is waiting to be invited to his place during graduation like "I've been saving that weekend for you". and he's telling me they had this conversation months ago and she's crazy and im like . maybe you should just stop saying things you don't mean. I kinda feel bad for her.

I'm sooo looking forward to peacing out in a month lmao ✌️

#I don’t think he even told her he’s in a relationship lolol #cj talks #like I’ll stay cause he’s obviously trying #it was literally like pulling teeth to get him to admit I g #was essentially halfway out the door when he was like yeah . u r my girlfriend. I’m devoted to u. [friend] knows this [prof] knows this. #‘ru happy now you got everything you wanted’ #did I tho?? did I?? #like I’ll stick around for the gym dynamic and the fact that he’s trying soooo hard now but damn. #I really do deserve better #I’m like why DO you joke about commitment so much if you never mean it #and he’s like yeah it’s cause I’m scared #in that case I’m literally perfect in every way for him literally the entire fucking experience with 0 commitment cause I am leaving #and never looking back #yet still he’s afraid like get therapy please #also telling me about the hookups and girls he’s hurt and then when other girls do the same to him it hurts and it feels like karma and im.. #like this is simply a world I never wanted to be involved in but guess I’ve been dragged here #sorry i only know one way to love and it’s completely and unconditionally ✌️ through my actions ✌️ and food and choosing you every time ✌️ #but I’m also really good at cutting people off and in one month I am GONE cause this ain’t worth sticking around for #mans is like what if I offend u by not showing up in December like he’s saying he might #sir I genuinely would be happy never to see you again