#was cramping up all day in addition to just shitty 7+ hour shift with no breaks

[pearl-kite]

My first paycheck is only one week's worth, but it's also only $230, including the digital tips

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#kite rambles #if I could somehow get five commissions a week I could get paid the same amount with far far far far less stress holy shit #put in elsewhere because I unfortunately cannot quit without something to immediately start and haven't heard back #because I never hear back idk what I do wrong but obviously it's something #was cramping up all day in addition to just shitty 7+ hour shift with no breaks #so damn tired #still haven't been taught any drinks either so it's a lot of me cashiering at the drive-thru (fine tbh almost like it) #and fumbling at the front counter to juggle cashiering and every single food order and making sure the food is stocked to BE ordered #and it's like part of me wants everything to slow the fuck down #but then when it does idk how to be helpful and also one minute becomes equivalent to an hour #reminding myself that teaching is not much better and was just destroying me more mentally while this one feels more physical #my head hurts #dare I say it aches #I don't really get headaches terribly often #I'm going to bed early even after a big nap today just done night night