#warnings on unpaid time to go look through this video again. insane behavior i hate this job and what it is doing to me

[andwewerehappy]

i have so much work anxiety this is insane. i hate this job what does it even MATTER

#we’re not supposed to be working overtime because apparently they’re not making enough money (they are) so i was planning #on leaving early friday but everyone LOVES to throw things at me on fridays at 3:30 when i’m supposed to leave at 4 #so like. i come in like ten minutes early out of habit every day so now since i had to stay late on friday to finish things that Had to be #finished i have like 41 hrs and ten minutes so now i’m like. 😐 vibrating w anxiety abt it #also one of the things that got thrown at me Friday was to find a video of someone hitting cones and like. i looked through the video of #the time and truck he gave me and there was nothing. but i was doing like 3 other things at the time so what if i missed it. also did he #want me to download the whole video anyway. there’s no way to download the whole video it only allows 40 seconds at a time. and i didn’t #see anything so i didn’t download it. and i think the videos save for a week so hopefully i can look back over it on monday but he threw it #at me literally AS HE WAS LEAVING on friday because he said it was the last day to view it. so i don’t know #i cannot stand this man he’s not even my boss like. leave me alone. i was literally contemplating going back in on friday during tornado #warnings on unpaid time to go look through this video again. insane behavior i hate this job and what it is doing to me #and literally every other day i have NOTHING to do like i’m busy for an hour in the morning when i get there and then it’s. #nothing. until it’s time to leave then everyone wants to throw things at me and then i’m rushing to leave by 4 so i don’t have more #overtime. which is also insane because i kind of. need that ot pay fjsjfjjsjfjsjfjsjjfjsjdj #please @ god let ******* call me this week with a new job offer. but it just sucks because besides him i do love everyone else who works #there with me. and i will miss them. but likeeeeeeeeeeee #there’s simply not enough work for me to do. which now circling back to justifying overtime hours and fjsjjfjsjdkshfjsjjfjsjf #like i can’t even wind down on weekends because i’m always anxious about something that happened or will happen at this stupid job #going insane. already was insane going further insane.