#vordark collab <3

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I am excited to announce that the amazingly talented @vordark has done it again and allowed me permission to post more sketches! I am so obsessed and inspired that I decided to add to the verse to fit with the art! It's up on ao3 now! <3

This is from chapter one of the fic!

These go with the second chapter!

#CoAi #shinshi #it’s what you and I do #vordark collab <3 #@vordark you are so talented! I’m in awe at how quickly you drew these and they’re so good! #thank you for allowing me to share!

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Did someone ask for more kaishi!!! I know no one did, but @vordark loves me and will indulge me. There are so many sketches for this chapter! I’m so excited! Look at them!!! Also, here’s chapter 6 on ao3! <3

#CoAi #shinshi #it’s what you and I do #vordark collab <3 #again had to remind myself this is a shinshi verse #but look at all the art!!! I am obsessed!!!

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Welcome to the end of It’s What You and I Do! Thank you to all of you who’ve followed us on this adventure and as always I owe it all to the lovely @vordark <3 it’s been an honor to collaborate with you! I love you lots! Now, here’s chapter 11 on ao3<3

#CoAi #shinshi #it’s what you and I do #vordark collab <3

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Chapter 10: Silence Is Deafening

I’m sorry I haven’t been able to update like I want to. Thanks to the lovely @vordark for being so understanding too! Posted on ao3! <3

#CoAi #shinshi #1+1=2 x2? #vordark collab <3 #delayed updating in support of Palestine <3

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I cannot sing enough praise for @vordark to indulge me in kaishi too!?! I do not deserve you 😭😭😭 Look at the art!!! I love it!!!

Needless to say, we’re adding on to the verse. Chapter 3 is now up on ao3 <3

More amazing art for chapter 2 I cry

These are set in chapter 3! (Link to the tumblr post!) Be still my kaishi heart, but also my fav is of shinshi. Even more bonus art I am obsessed!

#CoAi #shinshi #kaishi #it’s what you and I do #vordark collab <3 #I had to keep reminding myself this is a shinshi fic cause Shiho was not having it #I’m telling you Kaito would absolutely win #but anyways @vordark I love you and I’m so happy you continue to allow me to share your art! #they’re so worthy and I love them so so much!! thank you!!!

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Chapter 9: High School Shenanigans

Just a reminder that this is a CoAi AND ShinShi fic only, even if I do enjoy some drama <3 As per usual I’m in awe at the talented @vordark <3 Posted on ao3 <3

#CoAi #shinshi #vordark collab <3 #1+1=2 x2? #high school drama. I don’t miss it one bit #the timing of this title couldn’t be more spot on for me irl. it’s kinda nuts

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Chapter 7: When I Look At You, I See Colors

I totally went off script of what I discussed with @vordark this is why I say my fics write themselves, things just happen and I’m like I guess this is canon in this verse now. Title is taken from Colors by OneRepublic (my all time forever favorite band) posted on ao3 <3

#CoAi #shinshi #1+1=2 x2? #vordark collab <3

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Chapter 4: Crush Culture

Title taken from the song by Conan Gray. And we’re finally at the part where @vordark made me lose my mind while making this verse a reality. Surprise guys, it’s not a shinshi or CoAi fic after all… I’m kidding (don’t take me seriously) posted on ao3 <3

#CoAi #shinshi #1+1=2 x2? #vordark collab <3 #my fav was the sink scene but then vordark added more sketches and CoAi got me #but I love the one with all four of them too!

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It’s What You and I Do

Thanks to the lovely and amazingly talented @vordark for the inspiration and the motivation for this short fic. I am obsessed with the art, so everyone needs to go look at it here! Now onto the fic (under the cut and also on ao3) <3

"You told me you loved me."

“Yes.”

"While you thought I was dying in your arms."

“Yes.”

"Well, I'm still alive. Care to repeat that?"

She enjoys seeing the pink dust his cheeks, his flustered expression as he takes in her words. Her tone is teasing and light hearted, which is just like her after experiencing a life or death situation.

She watches as his reddening features creep to the tips of his ears, his nervous fidgets as he tries to stammer out a coherent response. She graciously decides to end his misery, taking a step back as is in her nature when it comes to him.

“I’m kidding, I know you didn’t mean it that way.”

She gives him an out as always, deflecting behind lies, taking back her advances. She’s a scientist at heart, testing her experiments then observing as they react. This is no different. At least, that’s what she keeps trying to remind herself.

She’s long gone by the time his brain catches up to him, the opportunity to double down on his confession slips out of his reach. He draws out a heavy sigh, his hand resting over his beating heart as he wills it to calm down.

He doesn't have the excuse of adrenaline pumping forcing him to acknowledge his feelings. The sheer panic rising within at the possibility of losing her. His shaking form as he holds her close in his arms, the words slipping out so organically as if he meant to say them all along.

But he didn’t. It wasn’t intentional. He wasn’t even sure she heard him. Evidently, she did.

He clenches his fist, looking towards the direction she disappeared to. He knows now, it wasn’t a fluke. An accidental slip of the tongue.

He was on the verge of spilling out those same three words again, when he saw her mischievous smile. The amusement behind her lively eyes, no doubt enjoying his struggles to appear unaffected by her taunts.

His breath leaves his body when he feels her draw near, backing him into a corner to face the consequences of his admission. One that will forever change their dynamic, all he needs to do is speak those damn words aloud.

He doesn’t get the chance, she backs out as she always does when they’re caught in the flames. Squashing away the barely lit fuse before they’re set ablaze, leading them back to safety.

It’s what she does best. One step forward, two steps back. It’s the only way to keep the peace, protecting them both from getting too close.

He’s tired of this routine, enough is enough. Next time, he’s determined to tell her next time.

.

.

.

She wants to wipe the smirk off his face, she has half a mind to punch his stupid face. If she could manage to hit him without damaging him more, she would absolutely send an uppercut his way.

“You told me you loved me.”

His grin grows wider, he knows he’s got her now. So much so, the only thing she can do is keep her mouth shut. Even though she was midway through reprimanding him, for his reckless behavior.

Maybe he’ll pass out from the pain of his injuries if she just ignores him. He presses forward, which only further irritates her.

“While you thought I was dying in your arms.”

She knows he’s enjoying the way the tables have turned. She needs to come up with a quick remark, lest he gets it into his head that she actually means it.

“Well, I’m still alive. Care to repeat that?”

“You must've hit your head too K-Kudo-kun... C-cause I would never said such thing... "

The way her words trail off does not help her case, especially when she cannot muster the courage to meet his eyes. Her heart is hammering in her chest, she feels her cheek getting hot.

She chances a glance in his direction, she expects to see his arrogant stare, instead she sees his softened expression. His tender gaze breaking down her walls.

Her breath catches when he dares to close their distance, his hand reaching up to hold her chin keeping her eyes locked on his.

“I know what I heard back then, Shiho. I just want you to say it again..."

Her head spins trying in vain to come up with a witty reply. Her arsenal of comebacks are empty, she can only try and convince him it was all but a prank.

“I don’t…”

“I love you too, Shiho.”

The weight of his words, spoken with such conviction, has her at a complete loss. She cannot believe her ears, did he really just? No, it can’t be.

“I love you. I’m alive and I’m repeating it. I love you, Miyano Shiho.”

Her body trembles as she struggles to keep herself together. She never thought she would ever hear those words directed at her, especially from Kudo Shinichi.

The first time he said them, she thought it was a figment of her imagination. Of course her dying wish would be hoping he reciprocates her feelings.

She was hopped up on too many painkillers, when she woke up in the hospital bed with him by her side. It wasn’t until she was discharged with a bill of health, that she’s able to reflect on what she thought were her final moments.

She was so embarrassed with herself over her silly hallucinations, she thought she made the whole interaction up. Until she starts to notice Kudo acting differently around her.

Piecing together her memories, she comes to the conclusion that maybe he did accidentally confess. The realization sends her heart soaring, but only for a second. She quickly reasons it as a blunder, he probably meant it in a platonic way. There’s no need to hold him to it.

Still, she can’t help blushing when she thinks back to that moment. This will only cause her trouble, if she keeps deluding herself into believing he could actually feel the same way.

In a bid to crush her hopes, she decides to casually bring it up in front of him and see how he reacts. He gets flustered as expected, all she needs now is for him to admit it was a mistake.

She takes the easy way out, stopping him from breaking her heart, running away before he gets the chance to clarify his intentions. She’s a coward, but at least now she knows he doesn’t feel the same.

Except he does, and he’s standing in front of her telling her as such. She knows he’s waiting for a response, looking at her expectedly.

“I…”

They’re interrupted by a swarm of reporters who appeared out of nowhere, hounding them for answers, effectively ruining the moment. He lets out a frustrated groan, making her laugh.

He shoots her a glare, letting her know that she’s not off the hook yet. He intends on finishing this conversation when they’re alone again.

She smiles, giving him a nod as she works to keep the flashing cameras at bay.

Next time. Enough is enough. No more running away.

#CoAi #shinshi #it’s what you and I do #vordark collab <3 #clearly I’ve still got everlark on the brain #prompt is from @creativepromptsforwriting which you can see from the link to the art! #again this would not have happened so quickly without @vordark thank you so much Love! #your art makes my day whenever I see it and I’m so so happy you sail the CoAi ship #we are so lucky to have you! I love you lots!

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Sorry I’ve been busy, and distracted by other ideas… I’m looking at you @vordark but also thank you for keeping us on track. And of course your art!!! Did someone ask for more kisses? Of course you did!!! Chapter 9 on ao3! <3

#it’s what you and I do #CoAi #shinshi #vordark collab <3 #Ran is the captain of the CoAi ship okay!!! and she would absolutely support shinshi!!! I will die on this hill!! #the number 35 was everywhere during my NYC trip so I had to kinda include it somehow #also @vordark for real is getting me invested in another idea but we’re both like we should finish this first! #but Omm look at all of this!!! I’m a sucker for kisses!!! I love this so much!!!!!

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It’s been quite a weekend for me, but as a sports fan I am thriving! Can’t wait for October, in the mean time look at these new sketches @vordark made for our verse! I love it! Chapter 5 up on ao3! <3 aka the Shiho lets Shinichi bejeweled chapter 💎💖

#CoAi #shinshi #it’s what you and I do #vordark collab <3 #I’m telling you @vordark is carrying this verse right now #my brain has been all over the place so thanks for keeping me on check Love 😘

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Have I mentioned @vordark is brilliant? Cause it’s true! This verse really is all you, Love! I love your input and love when you add your own dialogue! So of course I have to try and fit them into the fic too. Again thank you for more art! It looks so good! I’m biased but Yukiko and Agasa being team Shiho supremacy! Chapter 4 is up on ao3 <3

#coai #shinshi #vordark collab <3 #it’s what you and I do #I love that you drew Agasa for me! #my queen deserves all the love!

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Chapter 11: High Shenanigans Part Two

I can’t help loving kaishi okay, but I swear they’re a strict brotp in this verse! Posted on ao3 <3

#CoAi #shinshi #1+1=2 x2? #vordark collab <3 #me trying to quickly update before my flight takes off… #I’m on mobile so forgive me

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Chapter 8: Hands Off

Happy 2024 CoAi lovers, thanks to @vordark for continuing this verse with me <3 Posted on ao3!

#CoAi #shinshi #1+1=2 x2? #vordark collab <3

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Chapter 6: Terrible Pesky Feelings

Me breaking my streak of songs as titles for the CoAi chapters. I did almost name it Love Is Embarrassing for the record. Anyways, the winter solstice event is this week, I’m excited to see what my fellow shippers have for us! And of course keep your eyes out for what @vordark does too! Next chapter up on ao3 <3

#CoAi #shinshi #1+1=2 x2? #vordark collab <3 #the hand holding one is my fav

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Chapter 5: Boys Are From Jupiter

Shout out to @vordark for getting me to write this chapter. I was on a self imposed writer strike, but the sketch of CoAi was too cute to pass up so I caved. Posted on ao3 <3

#CoAi #shinshi #1+1=2 x2? #vordark collab <3 #I know this is the shinshi chapter but CoAi stole my heart here #I’m definitely more into soft/kind moments as opposed to banter/anger and low key jealousy #also happy Taylor Swift’s birthday!!!!!!!!