#user cessmaga you have done it again

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there's something depressing about barry dying hal goes all traumatic shit w/o him, and the fact that it's implied that hal wouldn't turn to parallax if barry's still around makes things sadder

I still cry about it to this day

I feel that every time I'm reminded of this, I spiral with Hal always saying how he has nothing to lose when really in moments like these he loses everything, and the reaction to it is insane.

This makes me want to bring up a lot of topics about death, losing someone who is loved personally, and what grief does to someone. How it is portrayed here... How Hal handles death throughout his whole life, depending on who passes is a whole different story. And that he could be an extremely sacrificial person who would do anything for the people he loved even if it meant something he was at both his lowest points and one of the most vulnerable points of his life. (This goes for both Barry and Hal. They do anything...ANYTHING...for the people they love.) We even had the time Barry turned into Parallax partially from the parasite, and just gleaming to Hal about the biggest fear is losing someone he loves which is so backhanded to Hal...let me tell you...

(hashtag pulling up cassiegirlwonders saying that Barry is one of Hal's strongest connections to humanity. THAT sticks in my mind.) How much Hal had the idea of saving Barry when he saved Ollie too? What dangerous possibilities would be pulled after Barry's death for Hal should be covered more...

#user cessmaga you have done it again #i get so moved and emotional about parallax hal and the coverage of death #specifically barry #their bond is so special to me and dear to me #nobody (dc...) quiet ever gets how much they mean to each other even if it was like a best friend way.... #their relationship is so strong that i need to talk about it more... #their views on each other... #the way they feel about one another #and most of all the way they try to pull each other to the top and away from trauma #hal jordan #barry allen #speedster ramble #speedster inbox time? woah? #halbarry #THIS IS MAKING ME THINKKKKK #(this is making me think about the comparison of anakin skywalker to hal jordan in emerald twilight chat..) #(and the rambling i was doing with friends...) #THIS HURTS ME SO MUCH #I HATE THEM (affectionately....i mean this with much love...why are they like this....just let them be happy)