#unfortunately i am exhausted 24/7 and committing to being hella buff is hard

[soldier-poet-king]

I need to be hot*

*get buff/strong again & dress better

#i mean like yeah if i could magically change mt appearance and body sure #but im trying to be yknow. realistic here #and not drive myself insane #tattoos have definitely helped #but mostly im just like. wow body gross hate thjs #and i dont WANT to feel like that #unfortunately i am exhausted 24/7 and committing to being hella buff is hard #and clothes cost Monies #and also i often go for the lazy tshirt and jeans bc i hate ironing #and pants are very hard for me to find #in a way that fits me and is also a style i like #and SO. #ugh. its midnight. binch u need to go to bed.