#unbearable 100+ degree weather where every day is the same bleak dry desert nothingness

[seilon]

i wish there was a cure for the sheer genuine dread I feel for summer like I really can’t stand it

#well. there is a cure and that’s the ability to travel. especially to places with enjoyable bodies of water. and I don’t even mean that far #I mean like literally a two hour drive west or east (the ocean or Lake Tahoe) #where it’s a bit cooler And there’s enjoyable bodies of water (enjoyable in different ways of course) #but alas!!!!!!!!! #I can’t fucking drive. going anywhere is expensive. I have to abide by work hours and the work hours of my friends. and that’s if they’re #even in town (the one who usually drives for example is going on a 3 week trip to Italy until the end of june) and I don’t have many friends #at all #my friends don’t really like spending money on anything. etc etc etc #it’s not fucking easy #so all summer is is just. #unbearable 100+ degree weather where every day is the same bleak dry desert nothingness #I don’t live on my own still and my mother basically refuses to use the air conditioning unless it’s like 95+ degrees outside. and even then #it’s for short periods of time. #I can’t go anywhere without ending up soaked in sweat and feeling like I want to fucking die #my heat tolerance has gotten so fucking bad it makes me feel sick #it’s fucking awful and I don’t know what to do about it #I’ll inevitably be walking in that hell weather anyway to get to the bus and go to work so woohoo #kibumblabs #I really wish I had the freedom and funds and friends to enjoy summer. I really do