#umm if the CCs see this hi! hey! what the fuck!

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Zam wants to be ♠️ with Minute SOOOOO bad. And Minute has no idea why. He’s so confused by it. Reluctant and honestly pretty tame Kismesissitude

#princetech #I think about them so much #LS sundial you are everything to me #Kings sundial I miss you but ohhh pairings where they just beat each other up a lot is so good #Zam begging minute to fight him and minute is just SO baffled #Zam is so strange and Minute can’t even begin to understand #guy that likes getting beaten up and dying meets guy that doesn’t see the point of fighting without a proper reason #I hope they kill each other More #umm if the CCs see this hi! hey! what the fuck! #sorry for homestuck reference posting #unfortunate that they understand homestuck quadrants now #watching the Old Habits Die Hard vod finally #been so busy with work I haven’t been caught up fully #Zam expecting Minute to spawn trap his bed makes me feel insane #Zam laughing during this fight too. he’s so fucked up for that #reminds me of how Starfox used to be. Zam really needs to have SOMEONE to beat him up or else he loses his mind #but he’s already lost it so who’s really winning here? #okay enough rambling in the tags #need more people to post abt them. please please ple

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Bare on the Ground: Mads and Burger Girl one-shot

Soooo I got this idea from @hissouthernprincess comment on part 2 of Two Sides of a Mads Coin. The comment of how interesting the dynamic between Tom and CC and Mads is and would there be more with them? This fic has been swimming in my head ever since then and I think I’ve finally fleshed it out enough to make sense thanks to @athroatfullofglass help!

A/N: This is a continuation of previous stories I’ve done focusing on Mads Larsen, from the tv show Kriger, and you, a waitress at a burger restaurant he goes to often. It’s a bit AU in that Joy does not exist, she is off somewhere happy doing things that don’t involve biker gangs. I also don’t talk about the police involvement in The Wolves as of yet so that dynamic is not included in this installment. As always nothing belongs to me except the plot. All the people are people that belong to themselves. The gif below belongs to the wonderful @allvikingsgifs. If you’d like to be added to a tag or removed from, please let me know!

Warnings: This is mostly sfw but there is some violence in here. Tom is a paranoid asshole so he does attack the reader in this story. Also, this installment does not focus on Mads so much as Tom and the changing dynamic of the couple as well as The Wolves. So, warning for lack of crime puppy! 

It was late and you were laying on the couch resting your head in Mads’ lap watching some sitcom rerun. He’d been restless all evening, but wouldn’t admit to anything when you asked. You had fed him and you each drank a couple of beers but he still wasn’t talking and it was making you anxious. Ever since your date that Tom had ruined, he had been going on more jobs and staying out later but not spending as much time at the club house during non-meeting times. Something was changing and it didn’t seem to be settling well with him, but you didn’t know quite how to bring it up.

His phone lit up on the coffee table and you tried to glance at the display when he snatched it up, but his hands were too big and he moved too quickly.  

“Yeah?” He answered and turned his upper body to face away from you slightly, like that would provide more privacy for the call. “Tonight?” You sat up at that and turned the face him, crossing your arms. Mads stood up and paced around the room listening to whoever was on the other end of the line and you let out a huff before downing the last of your beer and stomping into the kitchen for another one. If he was going out then there was no reason for you to stay sober was how you looked at it.  

“Hey Doll?” You heard him call from the other room and you huffed again before walking over to lean against the door jam and watch him with a raised eyebrow. “Sorry, little doll, I have...”

“To go do something that’s more important than spending time with me like you promised. I know.” You headed toward the couch and he grabbed your hand on the way by.

“It’s not like that. That was CC and he needs me to go do some quick surveillance shit on Akhmed’s warehouse. I promise it won’t take long, he said we just have to see if they have new cameras up since our last run.”  

“Mads. You know these things are never quick. I’m glad it’s CC that’s going with you, but you won’t be back before 3 AM and I know it and so do you. Just go and be safe and come home to me. But you will have to make it up to me, you know?”

“Come on dolly,” his voice took on a pleading tone and he came closer, holding out his hands in a placating gesture, “you know it’s not like that. I don’t have a choice! When Tom calls I have to go. Saying no isn’t an option.”

“I get that, but this wasn’t Tom that called tonight. Since when do you jump when CC says?”  

You knew this wasn’t his choice. You knew the gang was a huge part of his life no matter how he tried to separate you from it. They’d taken him in when he didn’t have anything. Mads had started as an errand boy, technically he still was. When you got him talking about it, he admitted that getting his colors was not nearly as important now as it had been a few months ago. You tried to talk to him about options on getting out once but he had shut the conversation down with one sentence. All it took was him telling you that he wouldn’t survive if he left the Wolves to know that you had to see this through no matter what. If you wanted to be with Mads, and you knew you did, this was always going to be part of it.

You stepped out of the shower and heard three loud knocks on the front door. No one came by this late. Maybe Mads forgot his key? Grabbing your phone to check for a text or missed call the door rattled again with three more knocks. Your heart jumped and you clutched your robe closer, fearing the worst. Walking to the front door you peered out the peep hole and saw an unwanted, scarred face staring back at you. Tom. Of course it was fucking Tom. You jumped as he pounded again and you unlocked the door, knowing ignoring him was not an option.

“Hey sugar, took you long enough,” he pushed the door open further and walked in, not even waiting for a response. “Nice place, sugar, I can see why Mads spends so much time over here when he should be with us.” Tom walked around and looked at pictures of your family, trinkets and souvenirs from trips you’d taken. You felt naked and exposed, and not just because you were dressed only in a robe. In the back of your mind you thought about going and putting some clothes on, but that would leave Tom out here in your home completely alone and that wasn’t an option.  

“Umm,” your voice came out shakily and you cleared your throat. “Mads isn’t here, he went out with CC about an hour ago. He won’t be back for a while,” Tom was smirking and you trailed off. “You know that, though.” He smiled wider and went to sit on the couch.  

“You have beer?” You nodded and he motioned towards the kitchen with a dismissive wave of his hand. You pause, about to argue, but then you remember who this is. All the comments Mads has made and the things you’ve seen with your own eyes. Tom is not someone to deny or fight, especially not when you’re on your own. Turning to the kitchen and nervously fidgeting with your robe to make sure everything stayed covered, you grabbed a beer from the fridge and brought it back to Tom with a bottle opener.  

“Thanks sugar.” He opened it and took a long pull before sitting forward on the couch and looking up at you standing. “I shouldn’t have to ask you to sit in your own house. I’m just here to talk. You haven’t been around the clubhouse lately so I thought it was my duty to come visit you here. Mads can’t keep you hidden away forever, girl.” He smirked and you swallowed down a shudder.  

“Like I said, he’s not here. I don’t know what you might need to talk to me about without him.”

“Well see, I’ve been hearing things around the clubhouse,” Tom took another long drink from his bottle, looking at you expectantly.

“What kinds of things are you hearing?” You were perched uneasily on the only other chair in the room refusing to sit on the couch with him.

“I have been hearing that you don’t want your boy to be a part of our little club anymore. That you’ve been feeding him stories about how he can get out of his life with us and get a boring job and have a normal life. Now why do you think they would be sharing those ideas with me?”

“I don’t know.” You crossed and uncrossed your legs, tapping on foot softly against the leg of the chair. Tom reached out and put his hand on your bare knee. Jerking sharply away, the force of your movement slid the chair loudly a few inches across the floor. “Maybe they are jealous about the new jobs he’s been getting and how much work he’s been recognized for?”

Tom smirked again and sat back, hands clasped behind his head. “So you do know what happens in our group, do you sugar?”

“He doesn’t tell me anything, but I do see him leaving more than he used to. And he talks on the phone in the house so I pick up on names and things.” You were starting to get nervous. At first this seemed like Tom checking in to make sure that Mads was doing what he was supposed to. Now it felt like he was there interrogating you. Finding out how much you know and everything about yours and Mads’ relationship.  

“You’re a smart girl sugar. You know that your boy is expendable. If I had known he was going to shack up with someone as fascinating as you, I would have kept him closer from the beginning. As it is, I need to make sure you and I have an understanding.” He stood up, downing the last of the beer and slowly circling behind the chair you sat in. You sat stock still, refusing to turn and look at him even when he leaned over the back of the chair to speak softly near your ear. “You listen to me sugar. Mads does not belong to you. He’s part of the Wolves, which means he belongs to me. And the moment he chose you to be his girl, he made you mine too. Neither of you are going anywhere without my permission. And hear me when I say that that,” he paused and leaned further, nudging behind your ear with his nose and sniffing your hair, “will never happen.”  

You did turn then. Tom’s nose was inches from yours and he stared into your eyes with the look of a man who was not denied anything. As you stared at him, heart pounding in your chest and hands trembling where they rested on your thighs, you saw something else in those eyes as well. There was fear there. You understood at that moment why Tom was standing in your living room trying to scare you into submission just like he did everyone else he came across. He was afraid what chaos would rain down if he allowed even one of his pawns to slip out of his grasp. It was that paranoia that caused him to keep Mads closer even though you knew he would never become anyone with any authority in the Wolves. Now there was someone else that his errand boy was loyal to. Another hand that fed the puppy, only this time he was getting more than scraps. Tom knew he had to step up his game if he wanted to keep Mads in line. Or he would kill him. He would kill you both. It was that thought that forced you to open your mouth and answer him.

“I’m not trying to get him to leave the club. It would take more than me being afraid for him to leave now. He knows what it means to be with the Wolves. And what would happen if he wanted out.”

“And you sugar? Do you know what would happen if he wanted out?”  

You nodded and Tom reached out and slapped you across the face lightning fast. You cried out and fell from the chair, pulling your knees to your chest and shaking on the ground.  

“You answer me when I ask you something, do you understand?” Tom’s voice was low and the threat was undeniable. He wouldn’t hesitate to hit you again.  

“Yes. I understand what would happen.”  

He walked around the chair and stood with both hands outstretched. An almost manic smile stretched across his face that he didn’t even try to make look comforting. When you just stared at his hands, he grabbed your wrists and pulled you to standing. Your robe had slipped when you fell so your chest was almost completely exposed and the tie was loose around your waist. Tom looked you up and down with the same horrifying grin on his face.  

“That’s good sugar,” he nodded and straightened your robe, retying the sash for you as you stood there petrified. “I’m glad we understand each other. Now, I have to go. I think my boy should be back from his job soon and I’ll need to be around for the report from CC. Don’t be a stranger, okay? I was serious when we met that you’re too pretty not to be shown off at the clubhouse more often. I expect to see you there soon.” He raised his hand and you flinched, making him let out one loud bark of laughter, before he reached out and tucked a strand of hair behind your ear almost tenderly. Then he was out the door.  

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It had been a week since Tom came by and nothing had changed for Mads. You didn’t tell him what had happened; honestly you were scared what might happen if he found out. Twice you had asked to come along to the clubhouse when he went, but each time he told you no and looked at you like you were a pod person. Since when did you want anything to do with the club, much less want to spend time at the clubhouse?

“Mads, come on, I just don’t want to be by myself tonight. I know you’ll be out late. I won’t be a bother, just let me come.”  

You were standing behind him while he was shaving before going to meet Tom and the others. You had your arms around his waist and your head resting between his shoulder blades. Your voice was quiet, but had a nearly desperate tone. How long was Tom going to let pass without you coming with Mads before he made another visit? You didn’t want to think what might happen the second time. You’d explained away the split lip from Tom’s slap by telling Mads you had slipped in the shower. You didn’t think you could lie and explain it away again.

“Little doll why are you so insistent on coming? You hate all of them. Especially Tom. What’s changed?” He asked as he turned and wrapped his arms around you. He dipped his head to meet your eyes which you kept trained to the ground.  

“I do hate them. But maybe it’s better if I just start showing my face more, like Tom said.”  

“Again, I ask you why you care what Tom says? He doesn’t have any impact on you, I’m the one who has to listen to him dolly.”  

“That’s not what he said...” You mumbled and he tensed in your arms.  

“What are you talking about? When did you and Tom talk dolly?” He lifted your chin and you tried to pull away, unsure what to say now that the information was out there. “No, hold still and answer me. What are you saying? When did you and Tom talk that I wasn’t there?”

“A week ago!” You shouted and in his moment of surprise you were able to pull away and lean against the bathroom wall, arms crossed over your stomach and shoulders hunched in a protective posture. Mads was still frozen against the sink staring at you with shocked and hurt eyes. “A week ago,” you repeated, much quieter and with a sigh. “He came by after you left for the surveillance run with CC and he threatened me. Apparently the other members of the club are telling him that I’m trying to get you to leave the Wolves. And he came by to make sure I understood what would happen to you and I if you left.”  

Mads took two cautious steps toward you and you felt tears stinging your eyes. You hadn’t cried since the night that Tom had come by. After he left, you got in the shower again and let the water mix with your tears and sobs. When Mads came home you had mostly gotten yourself together and had decided then that it would be better not to discuss what had happened. Now, though, with him staring at you and being so vulnerable, you couldn’t hold the tears back any longer.  

“Doll, did he hurt you?” You nodded and he reached out to touch your lip that had healed already. “Okay, fuck that. I’m going down there-”  

“To do what?” Your voice rose, cutting him off. “You cannot start shit, Mads. The last thing you need is to cause problems. If you go in there and start something with him, cause a scene, he’s going to kill you. You need to just keep doing what he says. You can’t leave. He will kill us both if you do.”  

“Is that what he said? I’m going to kill him.” Mads’ voice was deadly quiet.  

“Again, you cannot kill him, or punch him, or start anything. You don’t want out of the Wolves. You know it and so do I. But you do have to let me come with you to the clubhouse or he’s going to come around again and probably do something worse. We knew this was a risk. You’ve known from the beginning and you’re the one who told me. Nothing has changed, Mads.”  

He growled and paced into the bedroom and then back. His hands ran back through his hair and he let out a yell, punching the bathroom wall hard enough to crack the plaster. You gasped and cowered to the floor, surprised by the sound and his sudden outburst.  

“Dolly, I’m sorry. I’m sorry I didn’t mean to scare you,” he was kneeling by your side but still shaking with anger. “You should just leave me. I never should have gotten you caught up in this shit. I should have known that Tom wouldn’t let it go. I can’t keep you as safe as you should be, you deserve a better and more normal life than I could ever give you.”  

“Mads stop. I’m not going anywhere so just stop now. I’m not leaving you and you fucking better not try and leave me or I will kick your ass myself!” That made him smile ruefully and he pulled you into his lap on the floor. He kissed you on top of the head and you glared up at him. “I’m serious, Mads, you’d better put that idea right out of your head.”  

“I could never leave you, my doll. You’re the best thing that’s ever happened. But just know that I wouldn’t blame you at all if you decided to leave me. You don’t need the drama and danger that I bring.” You opened your mouth to retort and he put a hand over it. “I know, you say you won’t ever. I won’t talk about it again, but I’m just wanting to make it clear.” He pulls his hand away and kisses you quickly, shifting you so he can stand and helping you off the floor.  

“So now that you know why, are you going to let me come with you tonight?” You asked, challenging him with your eyes and your stance. Mads sighed and inclined his head in defeat.  

“You will come tonight but you will not go there unless CC or I are there no matter what anyone else says. I don’t trust any of those pricks but him. If Tom asks you to do something that takes you out of my sight, you tell me before you go and you keep your phone in your hand the entire time. I’m serious, dolly.”

“I hear you and I understand. I don’t like this any more than you do, so I will stay with you the whole time especially tonight.” He gave you a sharp nod and a light smack on your ass to send you off to get dressed and ready to go.

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Tom was waiting just outside the doors when you and Mads got buzzed through the gate. You’d let Mads tell you what to wear and you were self-conscious. The tight pants and heavy boots were not you, but the backless shirt and messy curls were what were making you so uncomfortable. Mads had told you this was better than a dress because you could move easier. And the boots kept you from having to worry about stumbling in heels. You weren’t going to drink and Mads told you to be as quiet as you could. Don’t talk to anyone you didn’t need to and don’t let anyone pull you away. Or that was the plan anyways.

As soon as you got close enough, Tom had his hand on your arm, pulling you along into the clubhouse toward the bar at the back.  

“Mads,” Tom called over his shoulder. “We need someone to pour drinks tonight. I’ll keep your girl company.” Tom took you by the elbow and sat you down in a chair by the bar. You glanced at Mads and he was glaring fiercely at Tom. You gave him a small smile when he glanced your way but it didn’t have much of an impact on calming his anger.  

The guys kept Mads busy at the bar. He would bring you your refills personally at a slow enough pace that you weren’t getting too drunk. They were also not as strong as he normally makes which was another huge relief. You were glad at the outfit choice when you realized you would be more on display with Tom than with Mads. Other members came over to talk to Tom and rub in Mads’ face that he was stuck behind the bar again.  

“Sugar, come have a smoke with me,” Tom stood and looked at you expectantly. You looked over and saw Mads throw the towel on the bar and hop over top. The men complained but he flipped them off and came up next to you.  

“A smoke sounds good. Let’s all go.” He pulled you in for a big kiss and left an arm low on your waist. “You’re doing great, dolly. We can get out as soon as the other start to scatter.” You leaned into him and when you got outside, you stood pressed with your back to his chest. Mads leaned in and kissed your neck before lighting a cigarette and giving it to you, then lighting one for himself.

“So sugar, did you tell my boy about our chat the other night?” Tom looked nonchalant but the edge to his voice and steeliness of his tone told the truth.  

“We talked about it,” Mads started to push you behind him, but you put your hand on his chest to stay him.  

“Everyone understands each other,” you said quietly and they both turned to look at you. “We all know what the rules are and who is in charge.” Mads tensed under your hand and you rubbed there gently. Meeting his eyes, he gave you a small nod.  

“You’ve got a smart girl, Mads. Is she telling me the truth? Do we all share an understanding?” Tom leaned close so you were nearly sandwiched between them and the two of them were practically sharing air over your shoulder.  

“Yeah. We do.” His response was quiet, but there was an underlying growl.  

“Great!” Tom clapped his hands together once. “You two can go home now. I don’t need you tonight, Mads. Have a nice night with your girl. Take care of my boy, sugar.” He kissed your cheek and patted your ass before walking back inside.  

Mads was seething next to you, so you leaned up into his ear.

“We always listen to Tom, right baby boy? Isn’t that what you told me?” He nodded but was still glaring daggers inside the club house. “You know who else my boy listens to?” His breath caught and that made him look down into your eyes. “He listens to me. You know why?” Mads opened his mouth to answer but you put two fingers over his lips and gently shook your head. “Don’t speak, baby boy. I know you know the answer, you’re such a smart boy. But my boy listens to me, because I always take care of him when he’s a good boy.” His eyes dropped shut and you tapped his lips once with your fingertips before taking his hand. “Ok, baby, take me home and you can start making up all these late nights to me.”

@allvikingsfanfic @x-valhalla @athroatfullofglass @starflowerallan @ainatirb-j @westcoastselkie @lol-haha-joke @hissouthernprincess

#kriger #mads #mads fic #Marco Ilsø

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Old Friends

This is part 23 of A Team. Blows my mind there is this many parts to this haha.

Emily and Andy adjust to their life them going to town only to run into an old friend.

Andy Biersack x OC Emily

Warnings: Word or two maybe

Taglist let me know if you wanna be added: @panicatangelica @bvbarmy-jaci

Part 1  Part 22

I was standing in the kitchen the sound of the hockey game coming from the living room. Me and Andy were settled. Him inviting Joe and the band over to watch the game together.

"I gotta say this is something I never thought I'd see." Ashley says coming into the kitchen. It only separated by a half wall.

"What me barefoot and pregnant?" I ask getting the shredded cheese out of the fridge.

"No, Andy throwing a party."

"Oh yeah I love my little introvert."

"He can hear you." Andy says getting a smile from me.

"So I guess you did it." Ashley says taking the beer I hand him.

"Did what?" I ask putting the sour cream on the counter.

"You chained him down."

Laughing I roll my eyes.

"Well he was already with someone I just loved him. You'll settle down when you find someone."

"I like being wild. I don't think I'm ready to give that up."

"Oh Ash I would expect nothing less."

Dipping a bowl of chili I sat it on the tray with a drink and crackers.

"Food's done." I say bringing the tray to Andy.

"Thanks cupcake." He says not looking away from the TV.

"Your welcome batman." I say sitting next to him.

"You all feel free to serve yourself." I say to the everyone.

"Looks good." Andy says looking at me since it was a commercial.

Most women get mad that a man won't pay attention to them when a game is on but I never minded it.

Even more now. Andy has done so much for me I enjoyed seeing him happy.

Andy's hand sat on my knee as him and Joe talked.

I liked that we were finally able to relax. Who knew normal was a good thing.

I was cleaning up the kitchen Andy saying goodbye to Jake and CC them the last to leave. I was washing dishes when i felt arms wrap around me.  Andy kissing my neck his hands landing on my stomach.

"How's my girls doing?" He asks him kissing my shoulder.

"One is tired and the other is doing flips." I say moving Andy's hand to the side of my stomach.

Gently pushing his fingers down right where her foot kicked the side of my stomach.

"Feel it?"

"I did. I really felt it this time." He says spinning me around to face me.

A huge grin on his face.

"Make her do it again." He says placing his hands on my stomach.

Laughing I softly poke the underside of my stomach. Her kicking again.

"That's so amazing." he says making me grin.

"Does it hurt?"

"Sometimes but at the moment no." I say feeling her flip. Andy must have too his blue eyes growing to the size of saucers.

"That was her turning over." I explain.

"That's fucking amazing."

I nod smiling feeling my eyes water. "Hey what's wrong?" He asks gently holding my face.

"I’m just happy." I say shrugging feeling stupid for crying.

"Cupcake that's a good thing. Don't cry." He says wiping my cheeks.

"You've done so much for me and your here. I never thought I'd ever be here."

"I wouldn't have it any other way." He says kissing me his lips warm and familiar.

I close my eyes kissing him back holding onto his shirt. He wraps his arm around me it resting on my hip the other was still on my face. He kisses me softly as if he is gonna break me but I don't mind it.

I had to be tough my whole life with Andy I could be fragile and I loved it.

Pulling away from me he presses his forehead to mine. I close my eyes take a shaky breath.

"I love you, you know that right?" He says making me blush.

"I know. I love you too I'm just the broken one remember?"

"It's okay I'll put you back together."

Smiling I give him a quick peck then wipe my face.

"I need to finish cleaning up so we can go to the store." I say meeting his blue eyes with my green ones.

"I'll get the living room." He says kissing me again then leaving kisses all over my face making me laugh.

"Andy stop." I say giggling.

"Fine I'll be good." He says stopping.

"Thank you."

"Of course." He says pulling away from me and walking into the living room picking up the bowl of chips.

After we cleaned up we left the house getting into Andy's car. Normal we would just walk to the store and back but my feet was not having it.

We walked into the store my fingers tangled with Andy's.

"I have to potty." I say walking towards the bathroom.

"Meet me in the produce section?"

"Deal." I say letting go of his hand and going to the bathroom.

When I came back I walk to the produce section easily spotting Andy. It was hard to lose a 6ft tall tattooed guy.

He was talking to two teenagers both grinning from ear to ear.

"Honey did you make new friends?" I ask walking up to him.

"Oh my gosh your Emily!" The girl with the lip piercing says making me smile.

"That's me."  I say nodding my hand going to my stomach when the baby rolls. She was very active today.

"Not to be rude but are you pregnant?" The other girl asks. Vicky was her name i’m guessing by the necklace she's wearing.

"I am." I say looking at Andy hoping he won't get mad for me telling them.

"That's so cute! You two will make the cutest baby."

"Thank you." Andy says wrapping his arm around me his hand going into my back pocket.

"Well we will let you get back to shopping. Thanks for the picture." They say and walk off talking to each other.

"You made their day." I say smiling at him.

"Yeah but they seemed to like you too."

"Duh I'm awesome."

Smiling he kisses the top of my head us start looking for what we need.

We were putting stuff in the car talking about what to eat when I took a step back running into someone.

"I'm sorry" we both say looking at each other.

I didn't recognize the person her dirty and clearly homeless.

"Emily?" The woman said hugging me.

"Umm hi." I say patting her.

"Your alive." She says smiling at me.

"Ma'am you need to take a step back." Andy asks calmly.

"Hey I know you. You're that guy at the club." She says pointing at him.

"The club? Alexis is that you?" I ask her, her looking at me.

"Yes its me!"

"I thought you died." I say hugging her.

"What happened?"

"That crazy guy came to the house and started pouring gas everywhere. He thought I was asleep in my room I snuck out the window."

"What's going on?" Andy asks looking at me.

"Oh this Alexis my old roommate and best friend before you kidnapped me. Alexis this is Andy."

"Andy?  Thee Andy?" She asks looking at him.

"Yeah?" he says looking at me.

"I was kinda in love with you. She knew about it. I never stopped wearing your necklace." I say touching it.

"Wait did you say he kidnapped you?"

"Long story get in you are coming home with us."

"She is?" Andy says.

"Yes." I say like it's obvious.

When we get home with Alexis help we get all the food in. Stretching I peel my coat off hearing a gasp.

"Pregnant! Your pregnant!" she says pointing at my stomach.

"Oh yeah." I say blushing.

"I'll let you two talk. You gonna be okay?" Andy asks looking at me.

"I'm okay." I say nodding.

"Alright I'll be in the bedroom." He says kissing my cheek.

I move to the kitchen to start putting the food away.

“So what the hell happened that night? I went to the club after what Jack did and you were gone.”

“I was with him.” I say looking at her.

“He came and picked me up at the club and took me to a hotel room….” I say going over what happened that night.

“He hurt me pretty bad I got away from him and started running. I woke up in Andy’s hotel room.”

“How'd that happen.”

“You said he was at the club right?”

“Yeah.” She says nodding.

“They were staying at a hotel nearby. Don’t know why. Andy was on tour they had the bus but things happen. I got lucky.”

“So you and him have been together ever since?”

“No.” I say smiling.

“He was with someone. I say he kidnapped me because when I found out who he was and that he didn’t remember me I ran. I came back, and when I woke up I was on the bus. About had a heart attack in the small bunk though.” I say laughing.

“So he kidnapped you why?”

“I think he felt guilty. His life went one way and mine went another. I think he wanted to help me and he did.”

“Okay so how did this-.” She says gesturing to my stomach.

“Happen?”

“I was with them a month or so we all went out and got drunk. Andy took me back to the bus we had sex.”

“That’s it?”

“We got together a few days after.”

“What happened to the girlfriend?”

“She cheated. Was cheating. After what we did Andy went to go tell her and found her with someone else.”

“Damn.. That’s nuts.”

“That’s just half of it.”

“The other half?”

“I’ll tell you after you take a shower. Come on I got some clothes that will fit you.” I say walking up the steps.

“So you got everything you always wanted?”

“Yeah.. I guess I did.” I say stopping at the bathroom door.

“Go on in I’ll bring you some clothes.”

She nods and walks inside shutting the door.

I go to the bedroom Andy sitting on the floor papers surrounding him.

“Writing songs?” I ask stepping over a few to get to the dresser.

“Yeah.”

“Didn’t you just put out Wretched and Divine?”

“Yes but I got all these words in my head that I need to get out.”

“Write that down that was pretty good.”

“Funny.” He says looking up at me.

“Really I liked it.” I say bending down to kiss him. It just a quick peck.

I move over him again and head across the hall to the bathroom. Hearing the water running I open the door just a bit.

“Can I come in?”

“Yeah.” Alexis calls back.

I open the door and step inside shutting it back.

Setting the clothes on the sink I take a breath.

“How did you get here?” I ask her.

“To LA I mean.”

“After what happened I wanted to get as far away from that place as I could. I came looking for you when I saw on the news about Jack being killed I took that as a sigh to leave.”

“Jack’s dead? I was wondering if I killed him.”

“You did it?” She asks sounded shocked.

“I told you I got away. He was keeping me locked up.”

“Emily how much hardship are you gonna go threw in your life?”

“I hope I’m done for a long while.”

“Let’s talk about something else. How did you find out you were pregnant?”

“The hospital told me.”

“The hospital?” She asks poking her head out at me her hair covered in soap.

Sighing I drop my head.

“My dad found me.”

“Damn your life it like a TV drama.” She says going back in the shower.

“Yeah tell me about it.”

“What happened?”

“He saw a picture of me online I think and tracked me down. Kidnapped me tried to lock me up and make everything as messed up as it was when I was a teenager.”

“What did you do? How’d you get away?”

“I ran. Got hit by a car took back. I kicked him down the steps. Andy came with the police and found me. The doctor told me I was gonna have a baby.”

“Well at least something good came out of it.”

“That’s true.”

“Do you know what it is yet?” She asks turning the shower off.

I pick up a town and hand it to her threw the curtain.

“She’s a girl.”

“Aww cute! Name?” She asks hoping the curtain wrapped in the towel.

“Anily. It’s mine and Andy’s name put together.”

“That’s very twilight of you.”

“Hush!” I say waving my arm at her.

“Get out so I can get dressed.”

Laughing I step out of the bathroom Andy still in the floor.

“Write anything good yet?” I ask walking in and sitting across from him leaning on the bed.

“It’s kinda dark.”

“So?”

Clearing his throat he picked up the notepad in front of him and softly started to sing.

A lonely heart remains until we know the truth But if it stays the same, can we make it through? A life without the hurt, a life without you

“I like it.” I say smiling.

“Yeah but I don’t like that for the beginning of the song.”

“What’s the song about?”

“Changes. The changes in our lives. It’s about getting up and walking away. To move forward.”

“Then that’s how you started it. Started with How our lives have changed. Eww no I don’t like that. Now our lives have changed.”

“I can work with that.” He says smiling making me smile back.

“Is this what you two do all day?” Alexis asks drying her hair off looking much for like herself now.

“Not everyday. This is a lazy day.” I say standing up with the help of the bed.

“Wow your pregnant.” She says making me laugh.

“Yeah I am. We went over this.”

“I know but it’s just hard to believe. You never wanted kids and look at you.”

“I wanted kids I just wanted to love the father and to be able to raise the baby right.”

“Well you got that now right?”

“Right.” I say smiling down at Andy him smiling back.

“So what do we do now?”

“Now? Now we go make food.”

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[aharris00britney]

ASKS 10

‘less weird hairs,’ pics of me, real life questions, seasons thoughts, kpop stuff, ‘are you a boy’ erhdfnv, tutorial questions, edits, ‘safe’ cc, and umm yeah never go camping in the actual woods ok

Anonymous said: Can you do Less weird hair? I Like how good Mesh You make but all styles look Really Weird I never Would use them. I just want Usual hair? Thanks you            

Firstly, thank you for the meshing compliment, but tbh I think I make pretty simple hair styles? Like I don’t do many crazy things especially recently? Idk, I hope you like some of my hairs and can find something that fits in your liking :/

Anonymous said: Hi I really love you content and I was wondering if you’d ever do a “goddess locs” hairstyle?            

Ok I am gonna be super straight forward about this, making hairstyles like this is really challenging for me. I have tried a ton of times and I just can’t get the meshes to work out the way I like. UV mapping is a pain in the ass, making the hairline match well, and making sure none of the mesh strands are broken is next to impossible for me. Most creators that make hairstyles like this do them from scratch or spend a long time working on them for them to look right. I’m not saying ‘no’ because I am going to try to play around with some seasons meshes (I have hair ideas) but no promises :(

Anonymous said: BLACKPINK COMEBACK

i know omg jennie snapped, I wasn’t planning on buying the physical album but I ended up caving in and getting the pink versions ;-; I hope I get Jennie or Lisa photocards

Anonymous said: i know your theme is by gukthemes, but what is it called?            

PAPILLON by GUKTHEMES

Anonymous said: Are you ever gonna do a face reveal?

I have posted a pic of myself before in one of these ask posts, here are three more from the past few months :P

Anonymous said: Fav kpop group(s)???            

1). LOONA (bias Kim Lip) 2). BLACKPINK (bias Jennie) 3). RED VELVET (bias Joy) 4). CLC (bias Yeeun) 5). DREAMCATCHER (idk their names but the rapper)

Anonymous said: You play pokemon go still?

Yes! I collected cards/figures growing up and watched the show before school every morning. I’m not a ‘game’ fan but the mobile app is fun. Actually I played the Wii U Pokemon tournament game but it was boring so :/

Anonymous said: are you going to buy seasons? do you think it is worth it?

I got it from CDkeys for $25 lmao, so yes :P I can’t run the live mode so I kind of am just getting it for the new CAS assets :/ but I think the pack looks really good. Everyone always says ‘it looks like the best EP so far’ every time something new comes out so I’m not gonna say that but we will see :D

Anonymous said: whats ur skin blend called?            

Fruitpunch! You can get it here

Anonymous said: when are you going to be done camping?

I am back home now lmao I assume you sent this when I posted about not having service there :P but I was camping for 3 days? I know it was 2 nights at least refdbv also omg some camping stories:

► I didn’t have my voice for the entire trip bc I got sick with laryngitis, and now koby (the guy i shared a tent with) has it too erfdbvc

► It was blazing hot like omg I was dying, there werent showers, bathrooms, anything with AC. The tents were boiling hot, the ground fucking hurt, and it was just hell ok this isnt even a story I just need to complain.

► There was a racoon family outside the tents the first night, and we thought it was a bear bc we were literally in the middle of the woods, like it wasn’t a campsite with other people, it was the forest ;-; anyways we were legit so freaked out and up for 2 hours just listening to them walk around the tents and god it was so scary rfbdv

► As I said, I had no service so I missed the larvitar community day in pokemon go -_-

► I suck at cornhole so I was the cheer leader for a team UwU

► A deer jumped out right in front of the fucking car like RIGHT IN FRONT OF IT omg we were so close to hitting it like... it was fucking scary

► We went walking on a trail that was down a mountain and once we got down we discovered that the chairlift up was CLOSED so we had to walk back up and it was a nightmare bc we had all just drove like 30 minutes to shower in crappy no pressure no heat showers and we were all sweaty again by the time we got back to the top ;-;

dont go camping

Anonymous said: Your last edit creeps me out.

LMAO why? It isnt meant to be sexual or scary?  

@achinghearts88 said: I really love Sims 4 cc but I constantly struggle with finding safe sites and have accidentally downloaded a virus trying to get cc before so I'm kinda frightened now. What advice do you have for getting safe cc? Thanks!

Hello! I use an adfly skipper + adblock, and if both of those don’t work then I just don’t download the cc. For some creators (nolan-sims, simduction, isjao, ivo-sims, and others) I will turn them off because I know these creators aren’t ones that use the sketchy adfly stuff, but for others that I don’t know well I leave it on. I use: U Block origin and adfly skipper (both on firefox)

Anonymous said: I couldn't find a "contact me" thing but your AHarris00Britney has a broken mesh I think.            

??? idk what this means im sorry ;-; what hair are you referring to?

Anonymous said: an amazing creator and a loona fan???? i stan            

My mind... your mind... our mind..

@chocooosims said: hey, I love your cc, you are such a good creator! :) I'm not sure if someone already ask you that, but have you ever considered making a tutorial where you show us how you create maxis match hair? I mean, I know that I can already find on Internet  tutorials about frankenmeshing hair. But the thing is that you are one of the only creator who do more than simply merge 2 EA's hair together. So, I would really love to see a tutorial of how you are creating your cc! :) Thx for your time!! 

I am making a BIG tutorial right now of me making a hair from start-finish and it is around 3 hours not speed up. My guardian angel is going to edit it for me tonight and then I will try to have it posted next week sometime

Anonymous said: what university are you going to?

Radford :D it is in Virginia

Anonymous said: Just wanted to let you know you're a king           

thank you lmao I wish it were true, stan loona or be beheaded

Anonymous said: r u a guy or girl or non binary etc. also are you lgbtq+ at all? not to judge, just wondering :)

uuh, I’m a gay guy lmao idk about all the other terms like cis/bianary ;-; i like the anatomy exclusive to the male body

edit: rip so someone messaged me asking what I meant by “anatomy exclusive to the male body” and I was like ?? bc I meant i like d**k, and i explained that i didn't like using cuss words on my blog bc my account got shut down/deleted/reported last year and was completely gone for two days while I emailed my butt off to get it back. Also, I was trying to be funny by sounding proper and using big terms like anatomy/exclusive instead of just saying “i like penis” bc that just isnt as fun to say imo. My anatomy teacher never used words like v*gina/p*nis and would say stuff like that, and I always found it funny and I guess that was another reason I worded it that way. Anyways if you think I was being transphobic, I apologize. I hope you don’t think that I am transphobic bc of that? If you want to message me and talk to me about how I can word stuff better then I am around 24/7 mostly, but I’m not going to fight with anyone who is just looking to argue because that is childish. I am sorry to those that got offended but I got one message about this so if something like this happens, message me like this person and ask what I meant so that it isn’t blown out of proportion. Again, I did not think that it would be taken that way and I am sorry if you felt that I was making fun of a trans person. <3

Anonymous said: What do you see in the corner of your room when you get sleep paralysis  (;            

James Charles with breasts on the beach and im not sharing this photo anymore it is demonic OK

Anonymous said: hi! i installed your non-default eye recolors but i'm having a glitch with them. my female sims lose their face in cas and it's just like an empty spot where the face should be. i have the default eyes installed too so i know it's not an issue with a missing mesh but i'm not sure how to fix it.            

Hello!! I don’t think this is my eyes because I’m not experiencing this glitch? Did you run a S4S batch fix over everything? I think that causes this glitch sometimes but I am unsure. Try repairing your game and if you have the “no EA eyelash” mod then redownload that and replace the old file.

@sephirajo said: I found your sims 4 mods and I love the hairs! They're so amazing and pretty.            

thank you so much!

Anonymous said: In your collab with wildpixel, I F**KING love the Ivy hair; do you have any recolours of it or any of the other hairs in the collab?

all the hairs in that pack are recolored in the anathema and sacharinne palette :) and I reblog all recolors of my cc over on @aharris00britneyrecolors

#asks

[kurogoesinthedas]

Replies regarding yesterday’s situation under the cut

@kaninenkung said: I'm sorry you're getting so much shit. Your character is not a placeholder and it's unfair to tag him as someone else. You've posted so much wonderful content of Fael and I love reading/seeing your updates and learning more about him. Take care.  

Thank you ♥ 

Anonymous said: Yo you had every right to be pissed about that whole situation it's rude and that should have just kept their mouths shut about that one post and left it at that artists have to go through to much shit it's only fair you get to vent every no and then

Anonymous said: Honestly, I'm 100% with you on your frustration. I have a friend who has similar aesthetic tastes to me and our friends are CONSTANTLY comparing our characters. It really pisses me off and kinda hurts my feelings b/c, sure, they might LOOK similar, but that's where it ends. I also have another friend who PURPOSELY designs some of her OCs after mine. Maybe I should be flattered, but it's like: Umm, no. Make something of your own. So, yeah, I feel ya, I'm sorry you have to deal with twats. ❤️

Anonymous said: sorry you have to deal with this bs it's so uncalled for :/ people compare my characters to others as well despite me insisting otherwise

@procrastinating-smartass said: I am v v proud of you for standing up for your art/characters❤❤❤ I'm so sorry you have to go through this bullcrap from people on Tumblr though ): You don't deserve that, you're too wonderful of a person to be receiving as such. I admire you and your art dearly and it really hurts me to see how much all of this bothers you... I hope at least the number of people who do this just stop and realize what it is they're actually doing and that it's not at all okay  

Thank you so much for your support guys ♥, and tbh I’m sick of seeing also other artists’ deal with this, people should start learning instead of throwing tantrums because “!!11! entitled artists!!!11!”. None of this is about constructive criticism, like someone would think. Even if “all lavellan look the same” like that person said, if I was designing a character for a tv show or something and it looked too similar to something else that’d be a problem, yes, but OCs are purely self indulgent? So why should we be “understanding”??? And still, there are OCs that might share similarities to others (hey, DAI’s CC is great but can only go so far), but unless people were just making very minor changes to the default faces, I don’t see how you would think they’re all the same. Especially because those who draw them have their own ways to make them unique >:/

@the-iron-bullshit said: Fael doesn't looks ANYTHING like Fenris. At all? With the light skin and the vallaslin that are GREEN and don't look like Fenris' markings. Besides not glowing and looking like a totally different person. People are dumb. Fael is beautiful.

Anonymous said: But... fael doesn't look like fenris... I'm confused, how do people mix them up?

Anonymous said: Literally the only things Fael and Fenris have in common, visually, is hair color and... Being an elf????? Like???? How can ppl????

Anonymous said: I'm so sorry people are pulling that whole "colour blind" schtick so hard that they're mistaking Fael for Fenris, even though they only have the white hair in common. Then again, I think the ppl who mix them up are the ones who think Fenris is also legit white. But like, you don't deserve to have to see their nonsense. Fael is gorgeous, and in no way looks like Fenris, I love him a lot

Anonymous said:idk how anyone with half a brain could mistake fael for fenris??? they look literally nothing alike besides having white hair, it's not even the same style >:/ sorry you have to deal with such nonsense     

Anonymous said: How?? does he look like Fenris?????? Uhm what? This is not Fenris at all!! How in the fuck would they think that? Just because of his white hair? Dude, do they KNOW what Fenris looks like? Apparently they don't. So rude. I'm sorry this happened. 

Anonymous said: Ugh sorry people are still doing that. I don't know how people keep mixing up Fael with Fenris, aside from the fact that they both happen to have white hair and be elves they literally look nothing alike...

I mean, I would think people who love Fenris so much would know what he looks like. Would at least be able to tell that his skin is brown and the “facial markings” so many people confuse with Fael’s are only on his chin and forehead. While you know. Lavellans have them all over the face. But hey.  Honestly, this reminds me way too much of that situation with the shippers of that particular ship hijacking dorianxinquisitor posts to make it about them...

Anyway, thank you so much again for your support and kindness, you’re all wonderful ♥ 

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