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txmpx · 3 years

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hello! i’m toni and this is theo my discord is toni#4182! the cursed childs canon does not exist in my canon folks therefore theodore does not duel harry nor does he have any involvement with time-turners or being arrested because of said involvement. he also doesn’t support the dark side and just stays in his own lane. oh he’s also a seer.

TW: arranged marriage, loveless marriage, spouse killing, parental death, abusive father.

{gong yoo; male; demiseuxal/heteroromantic} look who it is, theodore nott! the first child of eunhee nott and minjun nott. he is a former slytherin, who teaches divination, and aligns with neutral. some describe him as compassionate, but he has also been called chaotic.

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↳𝖖𝖚𝖎𝖈𝖐 𝖎𝖓𝖋𝖔

theodore eunyeol nott ; ; forty-three ; ; january third 1980 ; ; londonderry, n.ireland ; ; sacred 28

↳𝖆𝖈𝖆𝖉𝖊𝖒𝖎𝖈𝖘

slytherin alumni ; ; divination teacher ; ; seer

↳𝖍𝖎𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖗𝖞

theodore nott was born into an exceptionally cold household, his father’s first wife had been unable to conceive a child and his second wife was beyond repulsed by him, simply marrying to appease her family. a year into the marriage theodore was born, he was the apple of their eye, though he was everything his father didn’t want. he was disobedient, never followed rules and was always testing him. their relationship never really recovered from the moment minjun had killed eunhee, six years after theodore had been born, his mother had given birth to another child and with two children eunhee had outgrown her uses, teaching theodore to be more accepting than he should have been towards muggles. though in his father’s eyes he was clearing the world of filth, forcing a seven year old theodore to watch the incident.

theodore’s relationship with his father was non-existent, he was to sit there behave, look proper and never speak out of turn. functions with other purebloods were often too much for him to handle, he sat there bored, not wanting to be there nor caring to be involved but somehow gaining friends from those circles. it did help the transfer from homeschooling to hogwarts slightly less traumatic, while he wasn’t particularly outspoken, preferring to put his head down and do his work, his friends were left to their own devices to do whatever they thought necessary. he was simply to unphased to care about much, his father was constantly down his throat to become a deatheater - draco had joined, what was to stop him from doing so? he often mused that he had a brain and his father’s beliefs simply weren’t his own nor would he care to be involved in that type of life, especially if his father was trying to push it on him. worst case scenario he would end up like his mum, and being away from his dad would finally give him freedom. sixth year he was finally given that freedom, testifying against his father was hard but the enjoyment of seeing his fathers facade crimble was even better. if he was locked up in azkaban his entire life theodore would not care.

voldemort had been defeated, with theodore choosing the option not to fight, he didn’t care strongly about either side, in his opinion war was pointless, the pureblood ideas were pointless but going back to hogwarts was not. he wanted to do something with his life, he was mostly passive in his approach. though being a seer he mostly predicted the outcome of the whole ordeal, his predictions were mostly sporadic and often times inaccurate, he used his ability to his advantage. though working at the ministry was not what he had wanted, he couldn’t complain, he had enough money to pay for himself and his younger sibling.

his twins were accidental, he was young and stupid and at the age of eighteen he should have been more careful, their relationship didn’t last, she wasn’t cut out to be a mum, the effects of the war had been too much for her to handle and she had decided that motherhood was a much worse fate than what she could have been living. which lead to theodore being a single parent with very little going on for himself, he worked, looked after his children and didn’t have much of a life. but he was happy, much happier than he had ever been. then came his final child, his dedication to work had slightly dwindled, his family came from money, he could happily live as a stay at home dad but once they had grew older theodore had became much more bored than he had anticipated. choosing a new career path hadn’t been easy, he didn’t know what he wanted to do until teaching came up, he had found that he loved it, deciding that he was most likely going to teach until he couldn’t anymore.

↳𝖆𝖊𝖘𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖙𝖎𝖈𝖘

dad jokes ; ; embarrassing yourself in public ; ; compassion is key ; ; always early ; ; white wine drinking ; ; leaving voicemails after the beep ; ; quiet sundays ; ; reading in coffee shops ; ; family game nights ; ; conspiracy theories

↳𝖕𝖊𝖗𝖘𝖔𝖓𝖆𝖑𝖎𝖙𝖞

↳inspired by ; ; tba

ambitious ; ; seemingly oblivious ; ; loyal ; ; honest ; ; responsible ; ; compassionate ; ; impulsive ; ; materialistic ; ; pessimistic ; ; defensive

+d&d, warhammer, word of warcraft, anime, lord of the rings -pushy people, sweet tea, country music, the cold, karaoke

↳singing in the shower ↳goes for a walk each day and always gets lost ↳accidentally rolling his eyes when he hears something stupid ↳takes too many photos of his kids to the point of being embarrassing

↳𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖙𝖗𝖔𝖕𝖊𝖘

supportive dad ; ; dark and troubled past ; ; tranquil fury eldest child ; ; daddy issues ; ; zuko’s redemption arc family man ; ; the berserk button ; ; the chess master the closet geek ; ; comically serious ; ; even evil has standards the lancer ; ; loophole misuse ; ; heart is an awesome power

#∘⡊ ☾ ˚⊹theodore⊹ — 테오도르 #∘⡊ ☼ ˚⊹theodore⊹ — 영감

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badmusesarch · 5 years

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Satana's relationship with her mother. I know about her relationship with her dad from your blog, but what about her mother? Did she know her? Does she wish she did? What does she think of her?

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OOooh boy this one is a complex one. Thank you so much.

TW in the following for (all canon) grooming, sexism, ableism, animal death, slavery. I only mention them but still. all the warnings.

If you want the canon rundown of Victoria’s history (with issues listed, I love that site), you can find it here

so now to Satana’s relationship to her.

Victoria had Satana/Judith for all the WRONG reasons. Her firstborn was growing up (about 2 years old), her husband was neglecting her, she was feeling lonely and, imo, needed to feel important to him. So she did it the only way she knew how, and became pregnant again. A daughter this time. However, Daimon started more and more to latch onto his mother (ya know, probably a touch of oedipian, as lots ~3 years old do, with a dose of jealousy because he wasn’t the only child anymore, but I’m diverging) and Victoria left little Judith in the care of her father. She had a natural propensity for the dark arts that he was trying to teach his kids, while Daimon took to reading comic books (the nerd) and spent time with Victoria.

(Said natural propensity is probably rooted in the very christian belief that women are natural born sinners and the daughters of eve and inheritor of the original sin, so. Misogyny at its finest. Though it could be subtle enough subtext not to be caught by most folks)

Satana was very much daddy’s little girl, following all his teachings, doing everything he wanted of her. (There I get second hand feelings of grooming which. Yikes. But it’s told by Daimon so he could be biased and projecting his jealousy at not being the center of both his parents’ attention when he was a growing boy)

When Daimon was 9 and Satana 6, Victoria walked in on Satana sacrificing a cat to her father (poor kitty, though I hc that the soul of this kitty might’ve become her familiar Exiter when she went into the hell dimension ruled by Marduk) and she confronted him about his teachings and the things he had their kids do.

As a result, Marduk asked Judith to leave the room, and revealed his true self to Victoria and she... loses her mind somehow (which will be mirrored later when Daimon will reveal his “dark soul” to Patsy which drives her insane too)

So. Victoria is “crazy” now and committed, social services pick up the kids because Marduk vanished (gone back to his realm). Daimon is taken to a Jesuit orphanage (which will teach him so much toxic stuff. Guilt over his nature. Belief that he’s better than the girl with the exact same origins as his. Blatant sexism. Etc.) And Judith is also taken by social services but... vanishes on the way. Gone to her father’s realm to be raised by Dame Amaranthe and Dansker (and she’s given Exiter, a demonic cat familair, and Zannarth, an incubus demon who’s her slave)

Judith, now become Satana, speaks more fondly of Dame Amaranthe (who designed her first outfit) than of her mother. Victoria has pretty much become a non-entity to her. She is the womb who birthed her, not the person she identified as her mother figure.

I don’t think Satana misses Victoria, or thinks about her much. She doesn’t wish that she’d known her more, and has shown no interest in reading Victoria’s diary or any of her writings. She pretty much closed that door when she was a wee child and raised by another woman, never to look back. There was no deep love between Judith and Victoria.

#about: satana #about: daimon #ask: satana #sebastianshaw

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pleaseletmecomehome · 1 month

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Prayers 03/27/24

I don't know if doing this blog publicly is the right thing to do. I don't know what I'm supposed to be doing anymore. I've been reading The Venerable Madeleine Delbrêl's meditations in The Holiness of Ordinary People all night, and now--I'm sure that I'm supposed to be working towards saving the world in my small actions and I'm supposed to be a part of the world not apart from it--but I don't know what I believe. I don't know if I'm pharisaical for doing this. For posting my prayers. My plans. My beliefs.

Maybe I'm a heretic. I'm certain that I do hypocritical things. I'm in a queer relationship. I don't identify by the gender binary. I'm in love with at least two priests. And I'm so scared all the time. I want to be holy. I do I do. And I love my partner, I love them, and it doesn't feel right to abandon them after over a decade of being together off and on. I love them.

I'm scared. I'm scared I'm gonna go to Hell. I'm scared I'm gonna send other people to Hell by preaching my beliefs. I don't know what to do--I know what The Church says about this stuff--but I didn't choose it. I've just been trying to be a good person--I've never really managed it.

I miss when I knew God loved me. But since 12 on I just--know I'm not a good person.

Please God, why can't you fix me? Why won't you?

You send me visions and signs and everybody else tells me they're wrong or that I am crazy--do you know how fucking lonely I am? Please God--please just love me. Please just love me.

I'm so sorry God, I'm sorry for what I am--please tell me it will be alright...

#catholic #catholicism #catholic church #god #messiah #jesus christ #faith #jesus #christianity #prayer request #tw grief #tw religious trauma #religion tw #tw non canon teachings/beliefs

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pleaseletmecomehome · 29 days

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Prayers, Meditations, and Pleas 03-29-24 (The Passion of The Christ)

***There will be implications of harmful, dangerous, and ugly compulsions, thoughts, and hallucinations--don't keep reading if you are triggered. I'm not making threats, just venting, and I will call my therapist if anything gets worse, okay?***

So, here it is five years down the lone since I last saw the priest I call Messiah--and once again, God You have sent your messages. The fleets of skinned angels with their flayed flesh wings, the thousands of them beating around the great Texas skies. My God, I can't do it. I can't do that too the man I love, okay? I know you have plans far greater than I should dare to question. But as I do every year at this time, I have to beat the signs You send me. I don't want okay? I'll but it that simply. You want him dead, but not me, not me at all. I've done everything I can to get You off my back. I don't want have to do something drastic. I don't want to be part of Your ritualistic sacrifices. I don't. I don't, if You want Him dead so badly kill Him Yourself. I love Him God. Take the cruel, gory, horrific thoughts away, please 🙏?

#catholic #catholicism #catholic church #god #messiah #jesus christ #faith #jesus #christianity #prayer request #tw violence #tw gore #tw hallucinations #tw demons #tw cannibalism #religion tw #tw non canon teachings/beliefs

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pleaseletmecomehome · 2 months

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This is a playlist for my new love ❤️--The Burning Crucified Doe is in my yard, may God never forget you. May The Messiah witness the shared suffering and partaking of the crucifixion; I'm devoted to you. Do you love me too? I already know the answer--but if you can let me know. Bless you. Bless you. I will count the stars for you. I will be here, in darkness waiting waiting waiting 4 you--in hundred thousand milliena--in all the lifetimes of the moon and Earth--in a lovely state abyss and float until you call on me again...let me help you, let me take you down and wash your wounds. I will wear the nails as a necklace. I will love you always. I will do whatever you want of me. Take my message back to The Messiah, I will wait for His next instructions. Tell Him I have heard his people calling on the wind and I will love you all for always. We will save what we can, won't we? Kisses.

--D'ARC

#a message from the messiah to me #a message from me to the messiah #Spotify #the daughter of issac #catholic #catholic church #catholicism #christianity #faith #god #jesus christ #jesus #messiah #prayer request #tw delusion #tw hallucinations #tw unreality #tw non canon teachings/beliefs

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