#trigeer

[clydeheaven]

looking through the sh tag and feeling my body is a crime like I'm a teenager or something.

#ed not sheeran #selfharn #trigeer

[tadssstrange]

So uhhh, I think I feel I can finaly share with something that I writed recently... Please be kind, it is the first lyric I ever writed, the rhymes can be a little uhhh... Unrhyming

Also- this one will be under the cut, because there are uhhhh mention of abuse, if you get easily trigeered then PLEASE do not read it

Okay?

Okay.

Here goes nothin'

the Art of abuse

'this is the ballad to Art'

the Art make me feel like machiner

i love it but it feels so unreal to achieve her

oh Art, why are you so unreal

why are you making me like this?

why are you love to see me unable to do anything?

and so i'm screaming:

"please stop! you're blowing my mind!"

but the Art is cruel being,

she does like when i cry

ooh Art, i hate you

but i can't live without you.

your toxicity killing me

but i am to in habbit of using you

and want to create further

that what you've done to me, dearest

she kickin' me everytime when i like the other art to much

she prize me with bruishes when after so much time I'm not movin' on

she cut me for every little mistake, and insult me when i don't feel like i want her worship everyday

and i love it.

"maybe it is just my victim syndrome?

maybe it is just my Stockholm syndrome?"

i don't know

i don't care

neither does she

but there is only one thing I can do

is just fall into the pit of abuse

are you proud?

please tell me that you-

ohhhhhh.... but i see now

you, Art is not the problem

are you?

right?

my selfishness, is what driving me away from you

my love

is it it?

true?

or a gaslight?

oh Art...

the Art.....

"but it is not the over yet~"

when you let me go...?

"when you let me tell 'the end'?"

i said

and so Art told me

"..."

the silent treatment...

Art, my love, my godness...

when you let me go?

she kickin' me everytime when i like the other art to much

she prize me with bruishes when after so much time I'm not movin' on

she cut me for every little mistake, and insult me when i don't feel like i want her worship everyday

and i love it.

"maybe it is just my victim syndrome?

maybe it is just my Stockholm syndrome?"

i don't know

i don't care

neither does she

but there is only one thing I can do

is just fall into the pit of abuse

my dear

and so on

I met someone

someone who didn't notice my struggles

they said:

"Hey, that's not so bad"

and i ask:

"did you heard about the woman named Art?"

"Yes, why of course, yours must be good enought for you, right?"

they did not notice anything.

but i don't feel actually bad about it.

is it... how it is called? the Joy of creation?

Finally, I felt peace

I can remember that this is only in my head

Or at least act like I know it is

But comfort of it, is a kind of a bless

I don't feel that kickin' in again

Does it gone away?

Where are my marks?

The one that was gifted by the love of my life?

Where's the chains dissapeard?

My mind is in clouds still

But the warm in my tum

It feels so nice to feel

My struggles give me happy ending!

but now when they gone

i think to myself:

"did they really mean it?"

"Didn't they simply lied?"

"maybe they notice the sigh of abuse and wanted to give me some nice time"

i don't know the answers

but if their words are not true

the real one could propably kill me too

right now i die slowly, wondering if my creations are good

but if they said the truth, and told me what really is in their mind, that would have also killed me

but faster

to be fair, i don't know what is worse

i don't know what i want

i don't know what is real

i just want to be Free

the Art did not changed

it only give me a reason

to still be in charged

of her

to her

for her

but in the idea to spite her

i still be continue

#tad is playing an artist lol

[kyuzuberri]

DREAM ON TRIGEER THE FEVER

#kyuzu 👺 #⭕ lyric spam #RENHYUCKLE SOUND SO GOOS #AND MARK OMG #▣ random posts #jade 💚

[choppedbarbariansandwich]

Lio Fotia by chienu

Lio from PROMARE.

初描き、試し描き。。。服わからなかったです( ´ω`)

#リオ・フォーティア #プロメア #trigeer #lio fotia #promare #mad burnish #マッドバーニッシュ #study drawing

[bitchwithpatton]

honest to goodness im so scared that im  gonna get trigeered by U patton but im gonna dive in anyway

[rosenpacht]

WHAT IS THIS?!

Okay, so I've been wanting to write or post some of my thoughts about some things pertaining NCT. There are a lot of debates or comments or thoughts on things revolving around them, and I feel like i always have this uncommon thoughts that I need to express. Some of this might be trigeering to fans(?) but I reaallyy love NCT and will always support them and this is NOT a hate blog.

Peace.

[systemofthestars]

nothing is okay and i don’t know how to do anything with that

i almost miss the phyical unberable pain and light headedness of the stomach shit. No one needed me to do anything, my mind was dissocaited enough that we didn’t think quite to smuch and we slept more. Still nightamres but even so, enough blanking out. Not to mention the weight loss.

Now where here gained wieght wich trigeers ED

cumplsive showers are back

self harm is back

apathetic depression and i would like being dead trn into worse intrusive thoughts

Guilt over bein a bruden worsens

i can be hurt by emotions 2x as easy

compulsions are worse RN cuz holidays but whatever

Some people might say “season depreion” but that’s not it most years winter is better save the week of xmas. August is when all my wost breakdown have been

So it eally does feel like if you tired enough you have the pain of undescrible exhuastion but it’s something about the non-active part that is differnt from thi. 

It think it’s more right now the “devil you know”

I just spend everytmoment like

What am i doing

why are we/i like this

I hate my skin i want out it’s dirty it’s broken

Some beahviour i and others do i dont even know why we are doing it/ It feels like i have to for no good reason

Everything is just shitty

#ed cw #weight mention #self harm cw

[1618170594-blog]

#trigeer #pain

[anakmalamsblog]

Aku dan Moodku🍁

Sebagai seorang yang dilahirkan menjadi seorang perempuan, yang dianugerahkan perubahan hormon setiap bulan sering kali membuatku susah mengontrol mood alias moodyan.

Aku bisa jadi terkadang menjadi yang sangat hangat,sangat menyebalkan, dan sangat menyedihkan dalam sehari. Yang terkadang aku bingung dengan diri sendiri kenapa segitu parahnya jika sudah moody.

Sebagai anak sanguinis aku terkadang mudah ke trigeer sama kata-kata yang dilontarkan orang pada ku. Berusaha memahami orang sekitarku kadang membuatku ingin pergi saja dari tempat ini. Berkenala jauh dari bisingnya manusia dan menyendiri dalam kesepian.

[amma-ackerman]

Went shopping with my mom and every time i picked something out she’d tell me to get a size larger lol…… it was kinda trigeering but it also made me determined to lose even more weight so she can see them sagging on me so sh realises she was wrong

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[thrakaboom]

i’m gonna purposefully look at stuff that trigeers me bc i have no impulse control

#hp talks

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[recentanimenews]

XFLAG Studio and TRIGEER to Co-Produce Battle Entertainment Anime PROMARE

Japanese social networking service company mixi announced today that its animation production division XFLAG Studio (Monster Strike The Animation) will co-produce an original anime titled PROMARE with acclaimed anime production company TRIGGER. Details of the collaboration project will be revealed this fall. 

  46-year-old Hiroyuki Imaishi, who is well known for his directorial works for internationally successful anime series, such as Gainax's Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann (2007-2009) and TRIGGER's KILL la KILL (2013), is confirmed to serve as director, alongside his KILL la KILL partner Kazuki Nakashima as screenplay writer.

  While no details of the plot is introduced in the press release, Kosuke Tadome, mixi's representative managing officer who is in charge of its digital entertainment division says, "Through the creation of

this new animation 'PROMARE,' we are looking forward to the day we deliver a world view that

has never been existed before and a high-quality battle entertainment to our customers."

     "PROMARE" main staff:

Director: Hiroyuki Imaishi (Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann, KILL la KILL, Space Patrol Luluko)

Screenplay: Kazuki Nakashima (Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann, KILL la KILL, Kamen Eider Forze) 

Anime Production: TRIGGER (KILL la KILL, When Supernatural Battles Became Commonplace, Kiznaiver) 

Production: XFLAG Studio (Monster Strike The Animation)

    "PROMARE" title logo

    XFLAG Studio logo

  Source: mixi press release

  ©TRIGGER, Kazuki Nakashima/XFLAG Studio

  By: [email protected]

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