#to make real plans (it is complicated. otherwise I’d be like goodbye u clown) cancelled on me bc he was busy tonight

[train-inthedistance]

why is everybody always so scared of love and sincere connections like ?????? is this not your sole reason for staying alive too

#like yes i am scared senseless too but think of the boundless joy should it work out ?? #why isn’t that cancelling out anyone’s aversion to take an emotional risk im getting sick in this world #(dude i texted whos rly cool and who i vibe with heavily but who lives in a different city and somehow cannot get his act together enough #to make real plans (it is complicated. otherwise I’d be like goodbye u clown) cancelled on me bc he was busy tonight #flatmate+bestie left town for the weekend AND ive just accidentally seen the american’s new profile pic……had only a minor breakdown #day has been going great!!!!!!love love laugh) #me