#to have 3747484 grubby hands trying to get into it

[impossible-rat-babies]

me rotating ARR politics in my head always leads me to rotating minfilia in my head

#I don’t think she would ever be ignorant of the sort of harm that came about w the bloody banquet #or rather naïve of such circumstances coming to pass #she grew up in ul’dah. her youth was defined by struggle and anger #like goddamn 1.0 Minfilia is MAD and justifiably so considering she was a child and her father was killed #but she’s so compassionate and hopeful to people in a way that puts some blinders on #and she is still young and trying to guide this organization #and trying to solve these huge problems #I wanna replay the ARR patches w the braves to really kinda look at stuff #bc I think about like. how did we get this far w the braves without thinking that an independent military organization isn’t going #to have 3747484 grubby hands trying to get into it #i dunno if it’s weird writing or if im missing something #this is what i get for thinking about this so much #and making eyrie so decisive on this topic #let the record be shown that I do think Minfilia is interesting #ARR exists in my head in the weird realm of I sure do like thinking about this but I cannot play through it for the life of me #owen talks