#this shortage is never going to fucking end because nobody takes adhd seriously
Text
crying during a phone call with your pharmacy because every month you have a new crisis while getting your medication #justadhdthings #lovelife
#they are filling my prescription so i will get it tomorrow morning but oh my GOD how i have had to fight for it#my insurance has NEVER covered this medication idk why we suddenly care about doing prior authorization!!!#yesterday the lab tech tried to tell me i had to do prior authorization and have it be denied before i could use my coupon#and like. i am Slow and Stupid so i was just like yeah ok. i don't know how this works!! why would i question someone who does!!!#but i pulled this coupon up today and it says i don't have to do that so i called them AGAIN today#and the pharmacist answered this time and THEN was acting like the coupon wasn't going to work anymore#UGH. i genuinely can't do this every month you guys. i am at the end of my rope and idk what to do#this shortage is never going to fucking end because nobody takes adhd seriously#like i'm so close to just not bothering with meds anymore. i'll just be a fuckup who's always exhausted and can't talk. who cares#m.txt
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
How small is small?
Monday, 13 Nov., 2017. Cool, grey in Vancouver. Windy in the afternoon. I got up at 8am but went back to bed at 10 and up again at 12. I'm on day 4 of my 12 day hormone cycle and day 3 and 4 are the low points. I'm doing two 10 day cycles in a row... this is the first, to bring my levels up a bit... my hormone levels. My body is old and not functioning at 100% without help from a needle in the bum every 10-12 days.
I've been working on my theory about the Speed of Light which is based upon the concept that the physical size of the particle called the Electron, its actual size, is the clock that sets the speed of light. It is also a repercussion of the fact that Electrons are N/S pole magnets and, also, that absolutely NO information can reach our brains EXCEPT by way of an Electron. Every single bit of information that goes through your brain is 100% dependent on the motion and size of Electrons. Light travels just under one foot in one Nano Second (billionth of a second).
We don't know how large an Electron is. In Quantum Physics it has no size, it has wavelength which can vary. There is no explanation why it can do that, it's just accepted in order for the math to work. In Quantum Physics, and in Quantum Field Theory, Electrons are a point source with wave properties. Although we know that Electrons have spin, from Particle Physics, Quantum Physics can't allow for spin because a point source can't have spin. That is one of the major despreptancies which are basic problems in modern physics.
We already accept that there is 'missing' stuff which we label Black Energy and BLACK MATTER. What is important, here, is that they can easily exist with Electrons and are, likely the 'matter' from which Electrons are constructed... anything that takes up space and has shape needs 'parts' and spheres are the worst choice of all because spheres require infinite numbers of 'parts' to be a sphere.
So... Dark Matter can, easily, be SMALLER magnets which power the Electrons and ALL motion. The energy source comes from 'within' in small parts. This allows for an infinite universe... no end, whatsoever. It also doesn't matter that Electrons set the Speed of Light FOR US... remember, it's a perception caused by the speed of Electronic WAVES, not electrons. Waves are made up of parts... such as ELECTRONS. The Electrons need not be THE WAVE, but the parts... kinda like a WAVE in a GRANDSTAND. The people are the Electrons, standing up and down... they don't go anywhere... it's the WAVE that TRAVELS. Get it?
The Speed of Light is set by our Brains and ELECTRONS. Smaller bits, than Electrons, would have to EXCEED their limit of size to be HERE and THERE at the SAME TIME as an ELECTRON can be HERE and THERE... i.e, have shape and volume in space/time. Get it? Just ponder it longer.
When one proposes a theory, or hypothesis, in Science, the Scientific Method requires that one must provide things that can be tested... to make predictions which may be tested. It's important for you to know that the Theory of Relativity is inconsistent with Quantum Physics and has never been proven. It is important for you to know that Quantum Physics is a METHOD of quantifying everything and is entirely dependent upon the Electron being a point source with wave qualities... it, however, has no ability to allow for spin over time. To get around this, Quantum Physics has a new system called Quantum Field Theory where things that can't be measured, easily or at all, are put inside an arena (field) and treated as a unit... you don't worry about what's inside the field while you do the math. It's a kind of Calculus idea taken to 3D reality.
Meanwhile, back at the ranch... If we picked an arbitrary size, for the Electron which seemed, to us, to be a reasonably small size, then we can calculate the number of Electrons, lined side by each, it would take to conduct light at the speed of light. It's all rather easy to do. For simplicity's sake, I wll round up the Speed of Light to 300,000KMS. For this argument, it is not important, just now, how big the Electron, actually, is. No matter what its size, the validity of the hyposthesis remains the same. The actual size is not that important... you use the clock you have and that's our clock... the Electron is our clock. It can transmit frequency, wave length, and intensity. It needs to work in groups, to do that, but it works very well. For frequencies smaller than it's size/wave length, it need only increase its spin rate. In order to increase its wavelength, it need only join up with more Electrons like spectators in the Grand Stand standing up and down to make a wave. There is no longest wave in the universe because it would have to be infinitely long in time. Instead, the universe is like a great ocean with currents, and tides which move about.
Where was I?
We need to bring the Speed of Light down to numbers easier to deal with because the next numbers are going to become very large. Light travels, if you do the math, at just less than 30cm per Nano Second.
Now, there are 10,000,000,000,000 Femto Metres (Fermi's) in One Centimetre. You do the math... I already have.
Next... How many Fermi/Femtometres are in 30cm? Do the math... there will be 300,000,000,000,000 of them. i.e. we could count Electrons. We have no way to measure the size of Electrons because we use them to see everything, including other Electrons which don't sit still.
Electrons rarely, actually, move very far. One would think that, in DIRECT CURRENT, that they are moving at light speed through a wire... but they aren't. The energy wave is moving at light speed, but the Electrons don't much go anywhere. They spin and vibrate and change shell levels in the atoms in which they reside. Free Electrons will move about under the influence of Electricity and Magnetism. By the way, we know a lot about magnetism except what it, actually, is... what it actually is and why. Interestingly, RADIO WAVES that are readily detected begin around 100,000 cycles per second.
Magnetism seems to have no frequency but can be modulated... we do it with things like microwaves. The atoms being microwaved react by vibrating and cook themselves quite nicely. Heat is a wavelength of around one micron, 950 nano metres. The eye nerve is about one Micron in length... long enough to resonate/vibrate with all colours. Your body cells can be as large as 3 microns in diameter. The water within those cells can be vibrated at one micron wavelengths and you become heated.
While the Electron will move through a wire with Direct Current, it is not quickly. Fast moving Electrons are VERY dangerous and we call it RADIATION... BETA RADIATION and PLASMA. The resistance to Electron movement is so severe that the material will heat up from the movement... how we make light bulbs and heater elements. You really don't want to be caught between high voltage contacts and have plasma... moving Electrons in air, pass through your body. You won't wake up.
The only time Electrons move quickly, under control, is inside old school TV cathode tubes and such. There they were under the control of Voltage and Magnets and moving in a near vacuum. What happens is the Electrons MIGRATE towards the positive source... a source with a severe Electron SHORTAGE. The particle called the Proton is not happy unless it has the company of an Electron and we call that arrangement HYDROGEN, the most abundant atoms in all of existence. There are more Hydrogen atoms than all other atoms combined. There are, also, more Electrons in existence than ALL other particles, combined, in the entire universe.
Electrons are key to our universe and we couldn't exist without them, our bodies would not work without them, and no information, of any kind would reach your brain except by one Electron at a time... one after the other, passing those wave information bits to your central processor, your brain.
I'm working on making videos about all of this, shortly... about the Speed of Light and what causes it. Meanwhile... http://ElectronSpeed.Tumblr.com
Scientists first raised the alarm about CLIMATE CHANGE and GLOBAL WARMING in 1992. Nobody is much listening, it seems. Since then, hundreds of animal and plant species have become extinct, and we have lost enough forest to cover the ENTIRE CONTINENT OF SOUTH AMERICA. Let that sink in, all of the boneheads, out there, who think we have lots of trees and fresh water. Oh... forgot that one. We have lost about 10% of the planet's fresh water since 1992. Dat's a lot of water and you might want to remember that much of what is remaining is heavily polluted. Yup... think about that. I'm just a single guy seriously into physics, art and photography doing what I can to inform you. You can listen, or not. I really don't give a fuck... really, I don't. I consider humans to be hopeless barbarians and I've no desire to be here. I just keep busy and try to be useful.
I predict global starvation and nuclear wars in the near future. The country, most likely, to recover first is China. The rest of the planet is screwed for the next few hundred years.
I expect the West Coast of North America to be a single country with a Capital in California and the West Coast remnants of the former USA Armed Forces, which will possess enough nuclear warheads to kill off what's left of the planet, will bring a peace that will last several hundred years, until China falls into severe climate change issues... severe drought, most likely, or a new ice age.
http://The-Shape-Of-God.Tumblr.com
THIS IS THE END OF THE DAILY GRIND.
.............................
"I always hoped we wouldn't be one of those restraining order families" Marge Simpson
If you don't know me, the following might help you get to know what kind of person I am. I don't expect you to understand me. I can be a bit OCD and ADHD.
"Make me proud or, at least, less ashamed" Grandpa Simpson
l'm here to teach you things. While I appreciate other people's opinions, I really don't give a crap what anyone thinks. Until you prove your worth, I will be nice but you have to earn my respect. You should assume that I don't trust anyone. I've not met a single trustworthy person in my entire life. I've met nice people who aren't too bright... well intentioned folk who know little about anything, people who are nice, most of the time, until you say something that offends them. Honourable people agree to disagree.
0 notes
Photo
Terry David “Butch/Butch Naked” Silvercloud,
DavidSilvercloud.com (Blog)
ButchNews.com (Video)
ButchNaked.com (Photo Stream)
Visual Artist, Photographer, Physicist (Particle, Sub/Atomic Physics/Relativity)
I'm a friendly, but pretty blunt, kind of guy. No time for beating around the bush. I like to say what I mean and mean what I say. I'm 73 years old. Time is not on my side. You don't have to like me. I'm a social recluse, anyway. I share my life, in photos, to let you into my life and hope to inspire you to be a productive and useful human. I have old age issues but will continue to post, here, while I'm well and able. I talk a lot... I'm told it's part of my OCD and ADHD. Come direct at http://ButchNaked.com Sign in if you wish to see me naked.
....... The DAILY GRIND..... what's up today. 10.8 Million photo views, to date at ButchNaked.com. Thank you.
Now keep reading.
Monday, 13 Nov., 2017. Cool, grey in Vancouver. Windy in the afternoon. I got up at 8am but went back to bed at 10 and up again at 12. I'm on day 4 of my 12 day hormone cycle and day 3 and 4 are the low points. I'm doing two 10 day cycles in a row... this is the first, to bring my levels up a bit... my hormone levels. My body is old and not functioning at 100% without help from a needle in the bum every 10-12 days.
I've been working on my theory about the Speed of Light which is based upon the concept that the physical size of the particle called the Electron, its actual size, is the clock that sets the speed of light. It is also a repercussion of the fact that Electrons are N/S pole magnets and, also, that absolutely NO information can reach our brains EXCEPT by way of an Electron. Every single bit of information that goes through your brain is 100% dependent on the motion and size of Electrons. Light travels just under one foot in one Nano Second (billionth of a second).
We don't know how large an Electron is. In Quantum Physics it has no size, it has wavelength which can vary. There is no explanation why it can do that, it's just accepted in order for the math to work. In Quantum Physics, and in Quantum Field Theory, Electrons are a point source with wave properties. Although we know that Electrons have spin, from Particle Physics, Quantum Physics can't allow for spin because a point source can't have spin. That is one of the major despreptancies which are basic problems in modern physics.
We already accept that there is 'missing' stuff which we label Black Energy and BLACK MATTER. What is important, here, is that they can easily exist with Electrons and are, likely the 'matter' from which Electrons are constructed... anything that takes up space and has shape needs 'parts' and spheres are the worst choice of all because spheres require infinite numbers of 'parts' to be a sphere.
So... Dark Matter can, easily, be SMALLER magnets which power the Electrons and ALL motion. The energy source comes from 'within' in small parts. This allows for an infinite universe... no end, whatsoever. It also doesn't matter that Electrons set the Speed of Light FOR US... remember, it's a perception caused by the speed of Electronic WAVES, not electrons. Waves are made up of parts... such as ELECTRONS. The Electrons need not be THE WAVE, but the parts... kinda like a WAVE in a GRANDSTAND. The people are the Electrons, standing up and down... they don't go anywhere... it's the WAVE that TRAVELS. Get it?
The Speed of Light is set by our Brains and ELECTRONS. Smaller bits, than Electrons, would have to EXCEED their limit of size to be HERE and THERE at the SAME TIME as an ELECTRON can be HERE and THERE... i.e, have shape and volume in space/time. Get it? Just ponder it longer.
When one proposes a theory, or hypothesis, in Science, the Scientific Method requires that one must provide things that can be tested... to make predictions which may be tested. It's important for you to know that the Theory of Relativity is inconsistent with Quantum Physics and has never been proven. It is important for you to know that Quantum Physics is a METHOD of quantifying everything and is entirely dependent upon the Electron being a point source with wave qualities... it, however, has no ability to allow for spin over time. To get around this, Quantum Physics has a new system called Quantum Field Theory where things that can't be measured, easily or at all, are put inside an arena (field) and treated as a unit... you don't worry about what's inside the field while you do the math. It's a kind of Calculus idea taken to 3D reality.
Meanwhile, back at the ranch... If we picked an arbitrary size, for the Electron which seemed, to us, to be a reasonably small size, then we can calculate the number of Electrons, lined side by each, it would take to conduct light at the speed of light. It's all rather easy to do. For simplicity's sake, I wll round up the Speed of Light to 300,000KMS. For this argument, it is not important, just now, how big the Electron, actually, is. No matter what its size, the validity of the hyposthesis remains the same. The actual size is not that important... you use the clock you have and that's our clock... the Electron is our clock. It can transmit frequency, wave length, and intensity. It needs to work in groups, to do that, but it works very well. For frequencies smaller than it's size/wave length, it need only increase its spin rate. In order to increase its wavelength, it need only join up with more Electrons like spectators in the Grand Stand standing up and down to make a wave. There is no longest wave in the universe because it would have to be infinitely long in time. Instead, the universe is like a great ocean with currents, and tides which move about.
Where was I?
We need to bring the Speed of Light down to numbers easier to deal with because the next numbers are going to become very large. Light travels, if you do the math, at just less than 30cm per Nano Second.
Now, there are 10,000,000,000,000 Femto Metres (Fermi's) in One Centimetre. You do the math... I already have.
Next... How many Fermi/Femtometres are in 30cm? Do the math... there will be 300,000,000,000,000 of them. i.e. we could count Electrons. We have no way to measure the size of Electrons because we use them to see everything, including other Electrons which don't sit still.
Electrons rarely, actually, move very far. One would think that, in DIRECT CURRENT, that they are moving at light speed through a wire... but they aren't. The energy wave is moving at light speed, but the Electrons don't much go anywhere. They spin and vibrate and change shell levels in the atoms in which they reside. Free Electrons will move about under the influence of Electricity and Magnetism. By the way, we know a lot about magnetism except what it, actually, is... what it actually is and why. Interestingly, RADIO WAVES that are readily detected begin around 100,000 cycles per second.
Magnetism seems to have no frequency but can be modulated... we do it with things like microwaves. The atoms being microwaved react by vibrating and cook themselves quite nicely. Heat is a wavelength of around one micron, 950 nano metres. The eye nerve is about one Micron in length... long enough to resonate/vibrate with all colours. Your body cells can be as large as 3 microns in diameter. The water within those cells can be vibrated at one micron wavelengths and you become heated.
While the Electron will move through a wire with Direct Current, it is not quickly. Fast moving Electrons are VERY dangerous and we call it RADIATION... BETA RADIATION and PLASMA. The resistance to Electron movement is so severe that the material will heat up from the movement... how we make light bulbs and heater elements. You really don't want to be caught between high voltage contacts and have plasma... moving Electrons in air, pass through your body. You won't wake up.
The only time Electrons move quickly, under control, is inside old school TV cathode tubes and such. There they were under the control of Voltage and Magnets and moving in a near vacuum. What happens is the Electrons MIGRATE towards the positive source... a source with a severe Electron SHORTAGE. The particle called the Proton is not happy unless it has the company of an Electron and we call that arrangement HYDROGEN, the most abundant atoms in all of existence. There are more Hydrogen atoms than all other atoms combined. There are, also, more Electrons in existence than ALL other particles, combined, in the entire universe.
Electrons are key to our universe and we couldn't exist without them, our bodies would not work without them, and no information, of any kind would reach your brain except by one Electron at a time... one after the other, passing those wave information bits to your central processor, your brain.
I'm working on making videos about all of this, shortly... about the Speed of Light and what causes it. Meanwhile... http://ElectronSpeed.Tumblr.com
Scientists first raised the alarm about CLIMATE CHANGE and GLOBAL WARMING in 1992. Nobody is much listening, it seems. Since then, hundreds of animal and plant species have become extinct, and we have lost enough forest to cover the ENTIRE CONTINENT OF SOUTH AMERICA. Let that sink in, all of the boneheads, out there, who think we have lots of trees and fresh water. Oh... forgot that one. We have lost about 10% of the planet's fresh water since 1992. Dat's a lot of water and you might want to remember that much of what is remaining is heavily polluted. Yup... think about that. I'm just a single guy seriously into physics, art and photography doing what I can to inform you. You can listen, or not. I really don't give a fuck... really, I don't. I consider humans to be hopeless barbarians and I've no desire to be here. I just keep busy and try to be useful.
I predict global starvation and nuclear wars in the near future. The country, most likely, to recover first is China. The rest of the planet is screwed for the next few hundred years.
I expect the West Coast of North America to be a single country with a Capital in California and the West Coast remnants of the former USA Armed Forces, which will possess enough nuclear warheads to kill off what's left of the planet, will bring a peace that will last several hundred years, until China falls into severe climate change issues... severe drought, most likely, or a new ice age.
http://The-Shape-Of-God.Tumblr.com
THIS IS THE END OF THE DAILY GRIND.
.............................
"I always hoped we wouldn't be one of those restraining order families" Marge Simpson
If you don't know me, the following might help you get to know what kind of person I am. I don't expect you to understand me. I can be a bit OCD and ADHD.
"Make me proud or, at least, less ashamed" Grandpa Simpson
0 notes
Last Seen Blogs
sweetjonesy
18 Years Past My Bedtime
emotionally-alien-robotheavy
Emotionally-Alien-RobotHeavy
