"you spent all last year trying to drag me down with you"
"you want to make a mess out of your own life? fine, you're doing a pretty good job of it"
truer words haven't been spoken on this show lmaooo
why is everyone looking at Ryan like he's wrong 馃槀
I am LIVING for Ryan who's not in love with Marissa omg
don't tell me he's gonna apologize to her now jfc nothing he said wasn't true - maybe she didn't force Lindsay to drink but everything else was spot on (and she is an alcoholic who provided the alcohol and encouraged it anyway sooo)
Marissa and everyone around her always making a victim out of her jfc 馃槀 I'm getting so sick of it 馃槀
like I know she has her issues but come on, at this point seeing it over and over again is just annoying - she should really go back to therapy jfc - also, someone pls do something about her drinking - Summer sees it all the time and mentions it but like, tell her mom???? she's gonna hate Summer and Julie will probably get her checked into rehab or smth but at least they'll try to help her??? that girl has problems and needs help and everyone around is just watching her spiral deeper and deeper
don't get me wrong, I like her character, but I'm getting annoyed and also it's mind blowing to me that even her best friend, who knows so well what's happening, isn't concerned
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Friday, January 26th, 2024!
12:38am busted a nut and it felt great, awesome way to start the day lol. Also so glad I deleted the emails, I don't even remember what they said and soon they will be totally forgotten :) I already feel more at peace.
10:26am still feeling better, haven't heard from him day #2 (new record!) I want to get away from him he's toxic and doesn't know it/ believe me/ won't do anything about it. Just worry about me lol.
10:47am there's nothing wrong with doing things with your own company btw. Just be safe and you're literally fine 鉂わ笍
10:58am FUCK I jinxed myself what the hell 馃槀 retarded ass I told him I miss him (as a friend) and he said thanks that makes me feel better.... 馃槕 Glad you feel better bro (no shit I never did anything to you too make your feel bad RIP) literally what? I can't.
4:02pm had some lunch earlier and took a 3? Hr nap very needed, sleep is important!! And I only had like 4-5hrs last night so this makes sense!! I am a girl who needs lots of sleep especially when I am wanting to achieve my best mental health!! Do not feel guilty that you slept in the middle of the day you needed rest!! I love you 鉂わ笍
5:18pm laundry in the wash, trash taken out and I'm going to pick up BC RX. I love summer and warm weather but I have to be ok with sweating lol!
Pros >>> cons :) of going outside
11:15pm oops got drunk and watched too many relationship videos = bad. My heart hurts. I want him to feel pain. I fucking hate him and I want him to know (mmmmm maybe this is what I'm manifesting/ loa??) Fuck him fuck him fuck him I hope he gets fucking cheated on ong stupid prick narcissist. Fuck you you're no longer in my life fuck you and your small dick frfr.
I am a beautiful person, with a heart and soul that would NEVER do that shit to someone and that's why I know I'm fucking better. Someone with empathy, with half a brain, would not do that to another human being especially one they've known for years. I know I'm better, kinder, more loving, more respectful, more empathetic, more genuine and real AF, smarter with more emotional intelligence, more confident in myself not to need some half-ass bitch in my life, I'm going to get farther in life than he can even dream of, I get bitches on days I don't even shower bro, I have bitches hitting me up fucking constantly since you left and literally all their dicks have literally been bigger and fatter than yours and they've all been nicer more straight forward at least tbh 馃槀 bitch you are the bottom of the barrel and I'm the cream of the crop you could not pull me now with your little bitch ass bro wtf so fucking unconfident and with so much mental baggage and mommy and daddy issues the only flex you have is your physical body that's literally so sad and I will fucking stand on this shit, if you only pride yourself on physical appearance and ability but have nothing psychological or emotional or financial or support to provide,,, you're literally a walking dildo I'm sorry but literally please fix your fucking mental before you come at me!!!! I said what I said and I have felt this way for a while, kinda like a woman just being a fleshlight with no emotional or intellectual contribution to the relationship JFC I CAN'T it does go both ways for men and women.
Y'all are so immature and I am above you both I said what I said my confidence scares both of you coward bitches and I will get so much farther in life than the both of you combined x2 I stg because I know my mf worth and I know what and who will not take up my mf time and space. Y'all are so peabrained and act like fucking high schoolers, there's really no point in talking to y'all either bc of the stereo effect with y'all just tell each other what the other wants to hear, enabling the never ending shitty ass behavior with your insane mentally and morally wrong ways of justifying your actions. Nonsensical which is WHY it's so confusing to people who follow LOGICAL thinking..... That cognitive dissonance is the star of the shit show.
Fuck you and good riddance, can't wait for my birthday to know true fucking peace of mind. 鉂わ笍
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Having your periods in summer while needing a heat bag to keep you sane is a whole other experience
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