#this is all abt like insta and irl all the way obviously I’m very homo on tumblr lmao

[kiran]

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#why did I get more embarrassed about being gay and trans in college #this is a vent so like 🧍🏻 #I think it’s bc I was outed by my gay friends like. at least once a week. that now people knowing makes me so stressed out it’s unreal #also that I didn’t pass for my first semester that now that I can pass it stresses me to have people know #in hs I was super out. Like I came out on Instagram and my whole friend group was super out and everyone knew #but now people knowing makes me so stressed and like I did something embarrassing #and my college friends say shit all the time about being gay in public and I’m always looking around to make sure no one can hear them bc #the thought of strangers knowing I’m gay legit makes me so fucking upset. why did it just start now #obviously I love being gay and love my gay friends but I feel so weird about it in college Idk why it’s more so now #I had ‘pride’ in hs why am I so ashamed now #I’m trying to be better abt it during pride month but I don’t think I’ll be brave enough to post anything on my main insta #this is all abt like insta and irl all the way obviously I’m very homo on tumblr lmao