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*fingernails grow half a millimetre* TIME FOR SNIP
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inkskinned · 1 year
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something that stuck with me once, way back in middle school when i was still learning how to write - my teacher said "writing shock and tragedy is easy, it's humor that's the hardest."
i have been up and down the halls of academia. i have the fancy degree and the experience in publishing. i think i paved most of my own road with the little bricks of sorrow i had stored inside of me. i know i did it mostly with works that are blisteringly lonely. i know why we write like that. it's lifesaving.
but yeah, i mean. i also know how much people think that "sad" media is the same thing as "good" media. our human desire to connect is so hard-pressed that we immediately latch onto any broken themes. the bullied kids and the tales of inspiration. people keep saying things like "glass onion" and "everything everywhere" weren't actually good. because, you know, they're. happy. or happy-ish. happy enough. and we only value art if it's grimdark-adjacent.
do you know - people still consistently whine at me that my writing would be so good if i just capitalized things. i used to flinch. i get kind of a weird, vindictive little rush these days - i get to say thank you for the comment! i have chronic pain and this is how i conserve my hands so i can write more during the day :) grammar isn't real anyway! and now they're trapped in the room with me, you know? i get to pull out my map and show them how grammar is not the same thing as good writing.
writers have this thing. we scratch at our insides, constantly, prying our lives apart into splinters. prying the splinters apart into atoms. when we combust something into poetry, we control it. it cannot hurt us if it exists outside of us rather than burning a hole through the bottom of our lungs. it's not a wonder to me that so much of what i make comes out like a death gasp. i spent a long time at the bottom. i keep going back, too. when you're down there for so long, the only thing you can exhale is fumes.
but humor is hard. humor needs timing; which i can't promise in a paragraph. i can kind-of force it through careful spacing, but i have no idea how fast you're reading these things. humor needs a somewhat awareness of your audience, when really - anybody could be looking. humor needs us to understand what the joke is, why it's a joke, and to think - ha! that is funny. in tragedy, everyone understands the metaphor of a kicked puppy. in humor, you need to introduce them to the concept of a dog.
and forget about positivity. forget about anything not made for adults explicitly. every time i see a well-made children's media piece, i feel fucking horrible for the creators. most of the time, people see children's media as being sort of "not worth" applause, even though i'm pretty sure they have to work twice as hard. i have no idea how hard it must be to not be able to have your character just say. "well, fuck." something about a message of peace or friendship or caring - for some reason, that makes the media not for adults. like, okay. i'm pretty sure my father actually, out of all of us, could use a good book on how to control his temper and talk about his feelings.
but whatever. i write a short story about my ocd, and how it's fucking killing me. it gets an award. it gets published. i write a short story about my ocd, and how i'm overcoming it, and how my days are getting lighter and starting to flourish. i keep getting ghosted. no response. it just is lacking... something.
is this it, forever? you can be an artist, okay. but the trade off is that the things you make - if they're happy? if they're joyful? people will say it's stupid and pandering. you bite your nails off. you file your teeth. you hear something inside of you breaking.
the other day in a writing group, someone i'd thought of as a friend said: "you write so much better these days! i love what you make when you'd rather be dead."
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grazhir · 1 year
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Sims 4
Still having issues with ** DEBUG **, mostly connected to City Living. I deleted and re-downloaded files concerning food there, so we'll see. Kind of annoying to see four versions of dried sage? Not wasabi and the other spices. Not a deal-breaker (except when it comes to, what, curry, while using the Simple Living lot trait)...?
And of course, BL updated some files, so I refreshed those as well.
I am reminded of why I usually never bother with Batuu. I just redid it and found myself cheating my way through some of the missions, just to max out reputation.
I went the Order side this time, and I feel like it's not as fleshed out? It's been a while since I did the Resistance side of things, so maybe they're both as shallow (culminating mostly in protecting/destroying the communications thing in space?). Like, the only reason to go to Batuu is to get Kylo Ren (and possibly the other dude there, Argo?) to put a baby in my girl (thank you, WW, for allowing me to do so).
Still very annoyed that even with a mod to open up magic options in Batuu, the only thing I can do is Delicioso, I think.
[It is humorous to be able to ask Kylo Ren to help with Simlish, though. I put in Language Barriers, and my girl is a native of Komorebi. She just finally maxed out Simlish, and now it's on to the next language.]
Off to Jungle Adventure, where she's maxed culture, done one complete exploration (managed to fish up multiple treasures, surprisingly). And of course, she can do the Rhumbasim.
[She was initially level 6 in the language when she went, she's now level 7.]
I have also failed to do Strangerville in quite a long time, so I'll probably do that afterward. Because why not, I suppose.
I really wish they'd release more packs like Jungle Adventure. We got three worlds for World Adventures (Granite Falls does NOT count for Sims 4 adventuring), so why can't we get more packs for, I dunno, Norway and Viking shit? Or Japan, or... Transylvania? I don't even know. But something.
Disabled my original CC nails because the set originally on my template sim got them welded to her after I used S4S to put them into the added fingernails category. Was finally able to give her square-end nails like I prefer.
If nothing else, she completed the Science career, which means I have a fully functioning portal to Sixam in the yard in case she wants to learn that language, finish her alien collection, etc.
Oh, and a Simray upgrade that makes sims promiscuous?
Thank goodness the one alien abduction was short-circuited by her shift coming up and me getting out of it (and thereby not late for work) due to choosing to Join her at work.
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ritacaroline · 2 years
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A New Series
By Ritacaroline
Quips n Blips to Ponder
Episode 4
My Latest Genius Idea
It regards lipstick. Do not try to steal this idea under penalty of law. Do you promise ?
Check 1 for yes.
Check 2 for no.
Check 3 for - I don't even use lipstick.
Check 4 for : your idea is lame. Now get me a sausage n pepper hero and shut the F up.
Official Patented Idea :
Deep thinking lipstick plan. ( not sure if I made this up or not. I'm leaning toward yes, I did. If not, my apologies.)
I will apply poison lipstick to my top lip and antidote lipstick to my bottom lip. This will insure for a thrilling yet ultimately neutral kiss. Get ready. Buttercup. I mean pucker up. Mother Fu....hey - it rhymes.
Now that we have your attention, will you please fill in this easy questionnaire ? Provided by the IRS.
Please circle the appropriate #.
How do you plan on filing this year ?
1 single
2 jointly
3 accurately
4 exponentially
6 extra well done
7 no pickles
8 orange is the new black
Do you own any chickens and if so how many ?
Yes
No
1 chicken
2 chickens
3 any geese ?
What do you plan to do with eggs laid by said chickens ?
1. Normal uses Ex. Breakfast. Or cupcake baking.
2. Abnormal purposes : juggling, egging peoples homes who have wronged you, using them for buoyancy experiments. For science.
3. All of the above
What are their names ?
1. Gingy ( short for Ginger. )
2. Betsy
3. Wilma
4. Rocko ( strangely he never lays eggs ?)
5. Killer
6. Jasper Lewis
7. Other : list here. Please use colored pencils to describe personality of each chicken
8. Scrambled or sunny side up ? Extra $1 charge for poached. Benedict gravy ?
How often do you order delivery pizza ?
1 weekly
2 monthly
3 none of your business
4 extra cheese
5 lactose intolerant
( please circle just one)
How many children do you have ?
1 a few
2 none
3 too damn many
4 please call the child endangerment agency
5 do you need a gallon of milk
What's your level of formal education ?
1 grammar school
2 jr high
3 high school
4 none
5 a little college but no diploma
6 PhD
8 fancy country day school in Connecticut
9 Dumb as a door nail
10 Dumber than a bag of rocks
( there is a difference, Gary)
11 I've been whapped in the head with a 2 by 4
12 I've fallen and I can't get up
13 Oops, I crapped my pants ( official brand patent )
Do you have a job ?
1 yes
2 no
3 I sponge off my parents
4 high security government worker
5 work at Area 51 and I know alien secrets
6 is this Scully ?
7 why did you ruin your pretty face w plastic surgery ? That was just wrong
How long is your anaconda ?
1. 7 in
2. 8 in
3. Are you a girl ? If so, please move on
4. Are you Robert Plant ? We see you :
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Rob, please, Cover up that bait n tackle set. You're scaring the children.
What is your sexual orientation ?( it's ok. You can tell us. It's for science)
1. Hetero
2. Homo
3. Bi
4. Gay
5. Silly
6. Lesbian
7. LGBT Lmnop
8. Asexual
9. Loss of appetite
10. ED erectile dysfunction
Why do you lie to us ?
1. Just because
2. Can't help it. The girl can't help it.
3. I do not lie
4. You lie like a rug
5. I want more $ back please
6. Ok, just keep it real, man
7. I know it's only rock n roll but I like it ( yes I do ).
8. I am not a crook
Do you dress appropriately for work ?
1 yes
2 no
3 sometimes
4 no underwear
5 suit with tie
6 dresses or skirt
7 torn jeans
8 fashion savvy
9 I don't understand
10 I'm too sexy for my shirt, that's right. I like to paaart - ie. What you think about that ?
Do a little dance ? Make a little love ?
1 get down tonight
2 get down tonight
3 talk about it talk about it talk about it, woo woo Wu
Do you have a huge ass ?
1 yes
2 no
3 massive
4 cars often line up behind you when you wear white pants. Bc they think they're at a drive-in movie. And your ass is the big screen.
5 popcorn?
7 extra butter ?
8 I have a teensy weensy ass.
9 are you lying ? Show us a photo.
10 cellulite ?
What is the operation level of your penie ?
1 works just fine thank you very much
2 on the fence. Literally. On the fence.
3 never works when I want it to
4 he is shy and dainty
5 all the young girls love Alice. Tender young Alice they say.....
6 unpredictable
7 they thought I was a female when I was born. Figured out I was a boy by age 6
How much money do you earn ( so we can grab as much of it as we can, just being honest girls. )
1. a little
2. I do ok
3. All the girls love the bulge in my pants. The one in my back pocket.
4. If I stand on my head I can spit out maybe one wooden nickel.
Have you ever seen an albino squirrel ? Tell the truth. No bragging please.
https://share.icloud.com/photos/00eC0MxUQswLfEk41jwxx4-VQ
What, pray tell, is your claim to fame ?
1 hair dresser
2 the tremendous beast in my pants
3 pair of Ds in my bra. PS they're spectacular and they're real
4 can eat an entire pint of B n Js in one sitting. That is, if no piece of garbage steals it right outa the bag !!
5 can play any song you want on your bass. But no one can tell what song it is
6 just kidding. Don't get mad now.
7 your pants are too loose and fall down when you're on line in Walmart
8 thank God you were wearing clean undies that day
Last but not least, please describe your attractability to the opposite sex :
1. I'm damn handsome and the world knows it
2. Average
3. Well. I refuse to disclose this info ( means : pretty harsh lookin)
4. I'm gloriously beautiful
5. People are not sure whether to call me miss or sir. So they resort to - hey ! You !
6. Soy, un pendador. I'm a loser baby. So why don't you kill me ?
Folks, please take your W2s and your payment and staple them to your forehead. ( no bouncing checks please, we know you're just trying to stall. ) then, mail it to :
Uncle Sam
Care of ripmeoff.com
Thank you for being a friend Blvd
We luv what you do for us, Washington DC, Virginia USA
Do not forget to add a stamp. And lick the envelope. So we can obtain a DNA sample from you. It's the way we roll.
Note : please expect a weight loss of 0.5 to 3 lbs after you have paid us. From loss of cash.
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yostresswritinggirl · 3 years
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Childe NSFW Headcanons
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May not make sense 100% due to mind still clouded by sickness lmaooo
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Sex is a drug to Childe that has the same ecstasy as that of a good fight, a less threatening and less deadly alternative. It makes his heart pump in excitement, his muscles strain the same way as reflex, stamina challenged to the max against an opponent.
And honestly, in his eyes, the bed too is a battlefield. There are a lot of things taken into consideration when in the bed with this man:
He likes to wrestle for dominance and his stamina is that of a lion in heat. While he lives in the sensation, he also revels in the pleasure of his partner. It's a two-way battle, and every moment in bed will not be dull when you deal with him.
Clothes are off his back everytime, no skips. Doesn't matter if you're not taking yours off, even if it's much appreciated if it wasn't on you, but he's keeping his back out on the open— yes, back.
He prides himself victorious whenever you dig your nails into his back, the sensation tingling him and the pain edging him with thrill.
With that in mind, Childe pays CLOSE attention to your fingernails before every session. If they're long and sharp, that's cool, spicy. If they're trimmed down and filed tho, hoho, it's gonna be a loooong night.
He will make it his mission, an added challenge, for you to scratch his back DEEP with those dull fingernails and he will pound you into oblivion until you manage that. If not— well oopsie, the sun is shining now.
You may despise the scars on his back but he loves the heck out of it. Able to pleasure you like that, he'll definitely go around the house shirtless just to flex for a bit over the good night you had.
Speaking of being shirtless, he keeps his gloves on for a short period of time during your woohoo. Uh, why? Because the graze of the material when he runs it over your supple skin gives you the slightest yet most delectable shiver he savours watching.
The way you writhe under his grasp just like that, intensified too with how dim the lights are and how unexpected his fleeting touches would be—
Then he'll toss it away because he wants to finally grasp your flesh fully under his touch. Good shit.
Aftercare for child is,,, dependent. This decision lies mostly on you, criterias such as: a) whether you're conscious after sex, and b) whether you're conscious that you're clean after sex.
If you're too lazy or tired for cleaning up, he's uhm he's actually staying in you. Knotting. You're sleeping with a piece of him in you, so too uh totally prevent your juices from spilling hehe.
If you wake up aroused because of your circumstance, he'll happily indulge you. But he's honestly satisfied as is, so you don't have to worry about working so early in the morning.
Frustrated sex/hate sex barely happens, or doesn't happen at all. Tartaglia excels in strength in more ways that exceed your own, a huge chance he can punt you to the ground easily. And this knowledge, although thrilling, scares the man a lot.
Frustration, stress and anger is dealt off by finding someone to fight. He will not risk hurting you beyond what is pleasurable in bed.
Because to him moments together with you should be done out of love and nothing more.
He wants you to sleep in the bed remembering good memories, to dream in a blanket of positive thoughts and no remains of such horrible fragments.
It's always either top, bottom or switch right. So I present to you: all of the above. Childe likes to be on top, and if you try to dominate, he'll gladly be bottom— power bottom. Sorry honey, it's a battlefield, man's not backing down.
And finally, hands. He likes to either have your hands joined together during sex or your hands ALWAYS on him. Your squeezes and grips can ground him and he uses it to look out for his strength a lot: he uses your grip and noises to measure whether he's going too strong or too slow and will adjust accordingly.
Scaramouche NSFW Headcanons
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Didn't see this one coming, did you? owo
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Scaramouche is into show and tell a lot, and even before the game itself, he's making things slow and sensual in the rare moments that he has all the time in the world tonight.
He'll slowly take off his pieces of clothing one by one while maintaining solid eye contact, making sure you watch. And after his, it is his obligation to the same to you, hand gliding over the buttons and undoing them with slow yet precise movements.
He acts like a predator seducing his prey before pouncing. Urging. Manipulating. Soon enough while your senses are overwhelmed with the tingles of his hands brushing against your skin ever so slightly, you'd already found yourself on your back on the bed, fully undressed.
No, Scaramouche does not wear his fuckin hat in bed, don't ruin the mood-
Sex is like therapy to him especially with you. He uses it to get away from the world's heavy burdens and cruel machinations by drowning himself in pleasure enough to pull him away. And with this he brings you the gentleness he only ever uses when he muses or ploys under the enemy's nose.
He will divulge himself in all the details, run his hand over your ecstatic flesh: how your blood flows through your body, the bumps appearing as he passes by it, how your pulse quickens during such moments. If you look at his eyes, he looks distracted and far away, but he'll notice you staring and you'd know he's still there.
As one of his moments of relaxation, just like Childe he doesn't get violent or abusive during it. But it's not entirely impossible either, for he has moments where the frustration comes with him and he just needs a better, more brash distraction. Hot, steamy woohoo comes around when his idiot workmates do him under like the usual fuck-ups they are, lol.
Scaramouche... finds the most pleasure in overstimulation, from both sides. Short darling does not like to choose sides but he is very easy to flip over and top especially when he's still coming down from a high—
So while you top him and pound him while he's still sensitive, he's a writhing, begging mess. He's sputtering because of overstimulation, and you can do this over and over again until you know he's satisfied. How do you know he's done?
Ah, well, he flips you over and topping you for one last time with such a violent pace and a dangerous glint in his eyes. You dare make him putty, he'll do it ten times worse to you.
Scara likes bite marks on the first phase, the foreplay, or the slow and sensual phase. He doesn't like going to your neck, biting while on the peak of the sex, because it's both distracting and hard to crane so damn low like that.
The way he bites is like this: he'll first softly nuzzle his lips to your neck (his go-to spot for chomping), plant a lingering kiss, give a tentative lick then bite down. He will suck on it depending on how long he wants that hickey to stay, but there will always be ONE that stays for days. Sorry, citizen, standard procedure.
Another thing, Scaramouche is awfully quiet during sex. He doesn't hold back his noises but he ends up paying attention to yours more, aaaand he barely talks, whether it be sweet nothings or bitey remarks.
When you ask him about this the first time, the Harbinger would be pleasantly surprised because he himself didn't notice. But he could only offer a shrug and brush away the talk with a blush, stating something along the lines of 'pillow talk shouldn't be done in broad daylight.'
And so you made a hypothesis: he could be silent because he usually can't shut up like what the others said, right? Whether he quiets down from exhaustion or from guilt, you'll never find out.
After sex, he rests by leaning his ear on your chest, burying his face between your breasts. The sound is a nice lullaby enough to send him to sleep peacefully.
We all have our own interpretation of NSFW headcanons and this is just a personal thought upon breaking down their character deeper in a more psychological way lololol. May or may not be experienced on lewd stuff kek-
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seoafin · 3 years
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tbh,, i havent read the raws of the interview yet, only the translated ver from fan-translator and b4 i start, i think that this will be just me talking in circle and in no particular order AND a real mess (my brain does weird things after exams) but uhh here we go
gojou collects talented people, and by doing so he finds the people he can most probably relate to, except that he can't, not really, because something in the universe shifted when he was born. and it makes me think of how he's always known it, that he is special, and he's proven it, time and time again— he wants to take in talented ppl and he does, but there rly isn't much he can do for them. for they are talented, more talented than the world can understand,,
but they aren't gojou satoru
gojou took in megumi, bc he knew megumi was strong, and would grow up to be someone even stronger, but gojou can't facilitate or encourage his growth, bc for all they're similar, they are so fundamentally different. ALSO,, while geto was in his life, gojou rly judged everything according to his understanding of geto’s moral compass. gojou wears a human suit and geto is how he learnt to wear it well 🏃
the dragonfly analogy regarding to geto’s response to gojo, who was shown wearing a dragonfly patterned yukata in HI arc,, i’m trying to not think abt the fact that dragonfly symbolized victory in jpn....pain. i quoted from a web here for more explanation : In Japan the dragonfly is known as the "victory insect", or kachimushi, because of its hunting prowess and also because it is known to never retreat. Dragonflies are agile and fast fliers and can even hover, but never fly backwards
and bringing this up again, matricide and patricide are 2 of the 5 worst act to commit in buddhism, and it was said that if u commit one of those act u’re going to spend a real long time in the deepest pit of hell before continuing the samsaric cycle (higher chances to be born as an animal after that probs)— this might be geto’s divine retribution. held no power over his own body and could be considered that he’s the same as those “monkeys” 💀
ALSO the fact that sukuna's interest is "eating" rly drives home his hedonistic philosophy of seeking pleasure for himself. and he’s a cannibal...makes me think if he’ll just chomp on ppl with the mouth on his stomach
randomly, to date i think he hasn't really called himself a human, shaman, or a curse, and has held himself apart from all 3, and we've also the intro of the cursed wombs so i wonder if he’s trying to become, or is, a different entity altogether
so onmyoji got mentioned in the interview and what they practice is called onmyodo and abe no seimei and kano no yasunori were the notable practitioners,, and the kamo in jjk is the same as irl who served the imperial court back then
maybe i was right when i said that the relation between the govt. and jujutsu elders are similar to how the shogunate and imperial court work (ie, the former holds the actual power) but... lets see later,,
and i cant believe that i actually nailed it on the analogy of jujutsu practices by religion,,, so mahayana buddhism, shintoism, and taoism is present in jjk along with their respective jujutsu practices...but between the 3, it shld (?) be taoism > shintoism > mahayana buddhism (which could took a path to pure land buddhism)
it’s weird that the number of curses are supposedly higher in jpn comparable to other countries when taoism was brought from china....tengen sus
so the zenin family tree is sth like :
brothers: [toji's dad] ; naobito ; ougi
so toji, naoya, and maki & mai are cousins of the same generation
[toji's dad] → jinichi (probs) ; toji → megumi
naobito → other brothers, naoya
ougi → maki, mai
but yea i’d call anyone who’s within/close or below my age range as cousins and others above 30 as uncles/ aunts LMFAO,, i dont rly memorize my own family tree 😭😭 especially since most call the other by honorifics instead of names : aunt, uncles etc or attaching said honorifics at the end of a name for an older sibling figure/ older cousins [but like ppl in my country also call the other who are older with sibling honorific even if we’re strangers,,, rly similar to korea’s hyung/oppa—eonnie(unnie)/noona but some uses more genderless honorific] (1)
tw // topic of incest, mentions of abuse
if anyone got the wrong idea when reading this : i am not glorifying/ romanticising incest(uous themes),, i’m looking at this with absolutely no lenses of bias even tho im rly against it
初恋 = literally : first love, or puppy love
恋 = romantic love/ deep longing
i literally don't know how else to put this...🧍and with language barrier...using a western interpretation of the eng word "love" to explain a jpnese term is not quite that simple, unfortunately
that thread omg,, i rly do understand how exactly someone could associated kindness with love bc of my upbringing, it was when i was slightly older that i was just...oh so its not like that orz,,, so the most plausible explanation would be that
but the problem is that,, akutami never specify when exactly she had a crush on them,, and when megumi answered todo’s question she had a “♡” reaction 😶,, uhmmm there’s rly no way to look past this if its this way or be in denial
i’ve seen some of "why wouldn't mai react that way after hearing megumi say he'd like someone who's compassionate when she's surrounded by men like naoya",, well I MEAN,,, that, but also mai probs admires that megumi grew up so well out of the clan, regardless of the fact that he had the foundation (10 shadows) to do so. imo she seems happy for him the way she can't be for maki, bc maki ultimately had to leave her behind
hate to say it but yea,, the 3 clans most likely still practice inbreeding in order to preserve their power and presumably their wealth too 😀
i had an idle thought abt it at first but i filed it deep in the back of my mind asap,, bc i ont wanna jump to conclusion abt this out of all things too early. it’s probably not even in jjk, but all those elite clans in other ani/mangas that produce powerful heirs and whatnot also do the same,,, but this way of (my personal) thinking was influenced when i first got into tsukihime (type-moon),,, i read abt the nanaya family background and found out that they practice that in order to keep their bloodline “pure” (to keep it short : they have an optical power),, and i had this kind of assumption ever since so there’s that
i’m,, convinced the zenins' inbreeding made it more difficult for them to get powerful shamans bc they got 2 jujutsu technique-less children with heavenly restrictions in the same generation: toji & maki
even more convinced that maki might be a bit stronger than toji bc toji could see curses without aid while maki can't so the pay-off must be higher,,, SJJASN IDK ,,, plus naoya sort of implies his older brothers are nothing compared to him, and idk if we should take that as his arrogance or that his older brothers rly are weak/powerless. it would make sense as to why naobito had a lot of sons, ig, as head of clan
i feel so bad that if one of the factors that can caused heavenly restriction is inbreeding,, toji and maki and mai had no say in how they wanted to be born but are scorned for it,, typical asian families projecting their traumas and ideals onto their kids but get mad when they realize that those ideals are ugly...😁😁😁
since the zenin are conservative,, i wonder if they still hold onto old jpnese dining traditions. where in ancient jpn, hierarchical relationships were made readily apparent even within families. a dining table where everybody sat down and ate as equals would be unheard of. rather, each individual is given their own table that indicates their status,,, someone who is not considered “strong” according to the zenin’s views most likely have no place at the table, and probs eat when those who are “strong” finished/ serve them when they are eating
if toji was tossed into a swarm of curses,, i dont think abuse during said time is below them,,,
the zenin clan was already great, but they further amassed power and strength by, what i assume to be, marrying and adopting powerful individuals into the clan 🤔 ,,, i imagine they're like the hiiragi but without doing what they did to shinya (ons reference)
BUT after all that, i like to think that since akutami’s a big horror fan, jjk might be an outlet to explore said topics or even darker ones, so i wouldnt be that surpised abt it. given that there’s more than enough “red flags” before this was dropped : a reference to “tale of hikaru genji” when a grown woman asked for gojou’s number in HI arc (out of all things); granny who transformed into the man’s daughter, sat on his lap and man just touched her waist; mei mei and ui ui ; and...this (incestous theme is in the novel btw)
lets not start with whatever the fuck in kubo’s head in the interview otherwise i’m writing paragraphs with every curse words possible,, those big 3 mangakas are so— UGH,, a planet w out (cis) men like him sounds real good rn 😌 if one of yall out there decide to do it,, pls hmu rly cant do this shit anymore
akutami said i like my men pretty and i like women who will step on my neck and spit in my face (I REMEMBERED TATSUKI FUJIMOTO’S INTERVIEW WHEN HE WAS ASKED ABT MAKIMA AND IT WAS SO 😭😭😭😭) but ykw,, love that for both of them <3
when i said 3 : one piece, bleach, naruto. aside from the blatant depiction/ characterize of women in those 3,, idk if some ppl arent aware yet but oda is friends with two (2) convicted pedos,, man...the major disappointment and disgust when i first find out abt it
anyways this is just my 2 cents (which i think rightfully belong to the trash can) so pls just take this w a lil to no grain of salt - 🐱
YEAH THE ♡ LMFAO I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST A “good answer ♡“ heart BUT NOW IM RE-EXAMINING?????
honestly i wouldn’t be surprised if the three clans practiced inbreeding. but ik people are going to be  😡😡😡😡😡 about it when the queen of fucking england is literally married to her (something) cousin. i’m not justifying it but like....love the double standards, just as always with the west 😍
DON’T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THAT FUCKING PED* LIST THEY SHOULD ALL BE IN JAIL. JAILLLLL. it’s all so gross. that’s why i fucking hate when people look towards manga for positive representation because the chances of that are super slim to zero, especially since the industry is saturated with misogyny and ped******* and a lot of other gross stuff.
i think ppl forget jjk is a horror manga LOL so obviously it’s going to confront darker themes. the question is whether it’s going to be done tastefully or not......
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nocturnal-dreams · 3 years
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i recommend filing your nails down! that way they're even and short enough to where you can't bite them!
i used to bite my nails a lot until i started filing them and painting them with nail polish
nail polish is also a good way to stop from biting your nails at first, though i don't know if you're comfortable with nail polish and no matter what you do, you will bite your nails with nail polish on (i still do this, to this day)
as a kid, my grandma used to paint my nails since I knew it was toxic and it made me not want to buy them anymore but that only worked for so long and eventually I grew bored of having to get my nails painted 
I don’t know its honestly a real struggle, I’ve been holding back lately from doing it, mainly cause I work at a bakery with food and I don’t want to be gross by biting my nails but I still have those moments where I’ll be writing or playing a game and not even noticing I’m biting my nails
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kimgothic · 7 years
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#kris habla#I've been feeling really sad lately nd I'm not sure why#like I was even sad for a good while when I was with allison nd we hadn't been able to spend time together in a while#so I knew I should've been really happy but I wasn't nd it was frustrating bc I spent like 2 or 3 hours sad#nd I've been feeling dizzy a lot lately nd ive been getting headaches but I haven't been starving nd iv e been keeping hydrated#so I'm not even sure what the fuck is going on with me but I don't like it#I ve been feeling lonely too to the point where I freak out if I haven't heard from anyone a fter 30 minutes#but I haven't talked to anyone since last night nd I'm doing okay so I'm guessing it's not that serious#I jst feel sad#I'm even sadder now bc I realized I'm gonna have to file down all my nails#my nails only broke this badly after I got a manicure#where they filed them in a seesaw motion nd buffed the nail so I'm really upset#they were relaly long nd now they're gonna look ugly#my hands look ugly when I have short nails nd my nails are really the only thing I like about myself#I feel so ugly lmao#nd my car won't start again so I can't go out for a drive nd I can't go out to see anyone bc the new car we have doesn't have insurance#nd I have to do this project too nd I'm jst feeling shitty bc im afraid it's gonna turn out shitty#I jst wanna paint my nails nd go out with allison nd samantha like we used to sometimes at lunch#sigh#everyone is busy nd I feel like I'm intruding into their personal lives nd I jst don't wanna think#this is the reason why I didn't really try keeping in contact with marine nd ezra#I was too busy nd then when I had time I felt like I was intruding in their lives nd I was jst like#''well they have each other so I mean they don't need me''#god i'm so stupid#nd I guess I'm falling into that same mindset now but I'm trying not to make the same mistakes#but it's hard I'm not used to telling myself I'm not a burden or annoying g or anything
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