bri again making a terrible decision. do i need a fourth? no.......... bt here we are anyway. after this i promise im done fr a while bt :/ i lov this lil bitch so here we are........ give this a like if u wld b Down to Clown w him aka plot!
「axel auriant & cismale」⇾ paxton , gunner, the senior radcliffe student’s records show that he is a leo and 22 years old. he is studying film, living off campus and can be loyal, resilient, anxious & indifferent. when i see him i am reminded of curling up in bed for days in a hello kitty comfort shirt, the click of a camera shutter & hand-me-down’s two sizes too big.
pinterest is HERE.
TW’S FOR ABUSE, VIOLENCE, MISSING CHILD, KIDNAPPING, DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, AND INTERNALIZED HOMOPHOBIA BELOW!
stats.
name: gunner brick paxton.
age: twenty-two.
gender identity: cis-male.
pronouns: he/him.
sexuality: demisexual.
birthday: july 31, 1998.
star sign: leo.
myers-briggs: istj.
year of study: senior.
major: film.
occupation: librarian.
place of birth: laramie, wyoming.
religion: catholic (non-practicing).
background.
neen jst brought in gunner’s older brother so fr those who read elias’ bio u kno tht gunner is the middle paxton child w eli being the oldest n then they have wyatt who is the youngest!!
they lived at the top of a hill in a trailer in a trailer park neighbourhood in laramie, wyoming so to say the least that fucking sucked for everyone involved
the trailer was so small that all 3 boys ended up sharing a room, gunner and wyatt sharing a bunk bed bc they cldnt fit 3 beds into one room it really was every childs nightmare bt they quickly grew used to it tbh
gunner was always more of an artsy child than invested in sports - though he does enjoy baseball and continued even to this day after their dad made him join SOMETHING in middle school - so he never rly earned their father’s respect, but he was always close with his mom since they had the same calm temperament
DEPRESSION/ANXIETY TW - he also gained a list of mental health issues that their mom had as well, including social anxiety and major depressive disorder - DEPRESSION/ANXIETY TW END
VIOLENCE/ABUSE TW - their father always encouraged pretty volatile behaviour and it caused a lot of physical fights and arguments between the brothers when their dad told them the best way to get over it was to start hurting until someone tapped out, it was just a chaotic and pretty abusive household but no one knew and their mom definitely wasn’t going to say anything about it to their dad - VIOLENCE/ABUSE TW END
MISSING CHILD/KIDNAPPING TW - wyatt went missing on a weekend that their parents were gone because of a trip they won, and things just got worse from there
ANXIETY/DEPRESSION TW - high school was really rough for gunner, his anxiety grew worse as time went on that no one found wyatt, their dad grew more hostile towards them, and their mom just grew sicker, it was rare that she would ever leave her room and if she did it was in fits of random energy where she would do something spontaneous and completely unnecessary to their house as a way of coping - MISSING CHILD/KIDNAPPING/ANXIETY/DEPRESSION TW END
the two years that gunner was at home after elias finally left for school were basically torture and as soon as he could, he was falling his brother’s footsteps in getting out of wyoming to go to school at radcliffe
INTERNALIZED HOMOPHOBIA TW - things are far better now that they’re out of their home situation, but gunner’s going through some more things personally now; the paxton’s were raised in an incredibly religious household, and he’s got some classic Catholic Guilt going on upon realizing that he’s not jst attracted to women n he avoided talking abt it forever/stayed in the closet fr far too long bt he’s sort of come out now in his own way even tho he does still get a bit nervous talking abt it rly - INTERNALIZED HOMOPHOBIA TW END
he’s also ‘dealing’ rn which is frankly funny to think abt bc this man is abt as threatening as a care bear bt money is tight between him and eli all things considering, and with the amount of meds he’s on, plus incredibly frequent doctor’s visits, needing to pay for extra epi-pens, inhalers, etcs. bills add up so he’s cutting back his meds n selling wht he can spare which is . so unhealthy bt thts life in corporate america baybee!
details.
is literally allergic to everything. grass, cats, most fruits, milk, most nuts, bees, latex, probably more i cnt even keep up w them its pathetic
u can catch him n eli strutting around campus w matching epipen holders tht he got them fr eli’s 16th bday JKSDNGKLHSDGLK
if things cldnt get worse he also has quite intense asthma so he carries an inhaler with him at all times
n to make matters even WORSE he frequently has dizzy spells n bad memory problems bc of all the concussions he’s suffered from (about 8-9 at this point) as well as consistent migraines that can b literally debilitating sometimes
awkward n jst a bit of a Weirdo to b frank like if it weren’t fr eli he wld probably have one (1) friend he jst cnt converse w ppl
didnt have any friends in high school so took the time to teach himself rly weird things, knows a fuck ton of magic tricks, can yodel, juggle, solve a rubix cube with his eyes closed in under 2 minutes, just extremely weird and specific things
can honestly b a bit mean/barbaric to ppl he’s not close w/doesn’t kno has told ppl to their face before he doesn’t enjoy talking to them bc he has no concept of social constructs/norms
loves 2 film random things at parties, makes him feel more comfortable at them n he makes short films of them all after
update about his summer away: ended up heading to nyc fr a film internship n actually had a rly good time??? fr once?? jst had a rly nice summer fling after being a bit heartbroken throughout the school year it was jst a rly necessary n fulfilling summer fr him king of getting wht he finally deserves
this also led him to b like . oh maybe i’m Not broken bc he doesn’t realize........... demisexuality is a thing n wld get rly awkward during hookups a lot if hes jst not 100% comfortable w the person so now he thinks hes like a one man machine who actually has some Self Esteem n thinks he can have Sexual Relations all day every day (he cannot)
connections.
ppl who buy off him?? probs wld have to kno him some way hes too scared to sell to Random randoms KJSHDGKLHSDLG
other film majors :-)
some friends………. hes awkward bt he means well…………
a mans he wld Risk It All fr (aka a guy tht gunner actually has a crush on n is Extra Awkward probs a lil mean to bc hes still New to That)
ppl he has a crush on/unrequited crushes either way wtvr floats ur boat
some enemies tbh much like elias he has a temper n he tends to blow up rarely bt it happens n when it does it actually can b quite scary JKSHDGLHSDG
a muse….. mayhaps?? someone he always wants in his film projects
awkward past hook ups maybe some current ones teehee
anything Ur Heart Desires
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not my type
who?: Wanna One’s Ong Seongwoo
genre: 🌸
type: bullet point
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University! AU
you don’t date younger guys
but you just might ;)
thanks for requesting! this was quite difficult to write since I am a child still lol.
Do note that Seongwoo is 20 in this work of fiction.
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disclaimer: pictures used do not belong to me and credit goes to their original owners
everything that is written here is purely fictional
DO NOT READ IF TRIGGERING
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so,,,your love life
not that exciting
in fact, it is facing a drought at the moment
reality is harsh huh?
or maybe it is because of your high standards
1. No younger guys
2. Must be a nice person
3. Someone I could foresee marrying
but none of your blind dates left you impressed
and then there’s this kid from the music block called Ong Seongwoo
he’s just one of the guys trying to worm his way into your ‘possible boyfriend’ list
scarily enough, his tactics were working
~
we gon throw this waayyy back when y’all met
frat parties were never your thing
in fact, f*ck linda and this stupid party, I just want to go home and sleep
you love your roommate and all but you couldn’t help but curse her out
after all, she had dragged you to this party thrown by one of the music department frat guys
and left you stranded
in a hallway with at least 3 couples passionately making out
tonight was not your night at all
you hated the loud, shitty music and the smell of sweat and liquor
appalling
but linda was your ride here and there was a slim chance of hailing a cab right now
you had no choice but to suck it up and rough it out
Another issue
you needed to finish that essay on sustainable fashion before the 6am deadline
shit
gr8 job prof
all-nighter?
borrow a laptop from someone and do it now?
what the hell
which person would bring a laptop to a frat party?
unless you can break into one of their rooms and take one??1?1?11
you almost slap yourself at the idea
dumb worried bitch energy
sis is out of ideas and just wants to graduate be a little empathetic, folks
you want to sit down on the floor and sink into a puddle of goo
oh no
there’s no way you are going to maintain this 3.9 GPA lmaoo
you move to wrestle Linda away from one of the frat guys
but hollers and cheers stop you
a group of guys block your path as they welcome yet another friend
but get this! the newcomer has a laptop case in his hands!!
he appears to have just come from a lecture or meeting
bUT HE HAS A LAPTOP YAYAYAYAYA
now, all you had to do was to stalk him, suck up to him and steal borrow the device
sucking up to one of these frat boys was easy
their brains had been bruised with bud lights so they weren’t the brightest of the bunch
before you know it, he’s whisked away by his friends and dissolved into the crowd
crap
you really, genuinely, wholly, need this laptop
They would help a fellow college student in need, right?
left with no choice, you elbow your way through
I suppose your efforts pay off
bc you catch him as he’s headed upstairs
barely
“hey!” you yell over the noise. “I-I...”
the mystery guy only stares, quizzically
suddenly, you’ve lost all ability to form coherent sentences
this is embarrassing!
hE JUST LOOKING
sis gotta calm down
remember the real reason: laptop
“c-can i borrow your laptop real quick? I have a d-deadline tonight”
mystery boy says nothing
...
“What’s it in for me? If i lend you my laptop?”
he tries to remain serious but the corners of his mouth are tugging up
sneaky
desperation is pretty much flooding your body
you wld say f*ck it but you can’t
“I’ll owe you a favour!” you blurt out thoughtlessly.
*crickets chirping*
hope is slowly beginning to fade and your brain is coming up with extension excuses
just crumbs,,,anything
Orbits gg thru with the drought
when he goes
“okay”
JESUS THANK YOU
he beckons for you to follow him
oh?😏😉
“I know a better work environment than here.”
oh.
“What’s your name? I’m y/n, it’s my third year.”
“Woah, third year? my name’s ong seongwoo. I just got here.”
huh, freshman
seongwoo doesn’t say much after
he leads you to a common study area in the enormous fraternity house
you turn away as he sets up the laptop and everything bc privacy!!!
but the number of brain cells you have left won’t allow you to remember his login details anyway
“thanks,” you murmur bashfully
well, this is an expected and rather awkward situation
seongwoo plants himself in the chair a few seats away from yours
he pulls out study materials from his backpack
??? hello? sis, u shld be enjoying the party downstairs ???
you try to shift your fullest attention on your project
but!! his presence alone is so loud prominent, it’s giving you a hard time keeping your eyes off😔🤧
anyway u manage to suck it up and finish paper and submit it just in time!
a miracle
maybe he is your angel ;)
you turn to face him and,,,seongwoo has fallen asleep!! on his books!!
his hair is slightly tousled and his glasses rest askew on his face
papers flap in his face but he’s too gone to care
the poor child is tired
💓💖💕soft hours💕💖💓: open
gently, you tap his shoulder
“seongwoo? hey, um, your laptop,”
he only stirs the 2nd time you call him
Cute
groggily, he covers his face and speaks into his hands
he mumbles something about ‘dealing with it later’
you figure it would be best if you left him alone to nap
suddenly, seongwoo grabs your arm
at least, he reaches for it
“I need your number to claim that favour.”
my number ????
for half a second, your heart does pitter patters
he’s only being objective though...
and it was you who suggested it in the first place
sighing, you punch your number into his phone
“okay, but use it wisely and...try not to...call or text so much...”
that sounds rlly mean >:(
“yeah i’ll keep that in mind.”
there’s an underlying layer of...cheekiness? in seongwoo’s tone
your brain jumps to the first conclusion it can think of
“I don’t date younger guys, Seongwoo,”
rEGRET FILLS YOUR ENTIRE BEING IMMEDIATELY AFTER
now, Seongwoo looks up and beams broadly
“Bold of you to assume I’m interested,” he taunts playfully
red sinks into your face and you defend yourself in splutters
“I’m not interested in general! I’m prioritising my studies and everything else! It was just to make sure you know where we stand-“
futile, really
“relax,” he replies. “Just saying, I could change your mind.”
Cocky
but true lol
an amused scoff leave your lips and your arms go akimbo
“I’d like to see you try, freshman.”
~
*back to the present*
You: really, Seongwoo. I don’t see why you can’t drop by the printing station yourself
Seongwoo: you are seated RIGHT NEXT to it. Just fold the papers into aeroplanes and fly them over
You: a 15-page research paper ?? That clearly says ‘do not bend’
Seongwoo: ignore it. Throw it over
you never predicted this was where life would take you
here you were, sat in the library, the table by the printing room
and Seongwoo was seated a few tables away, texting you to collect his freshly printed document
just because
You: Oh my god shut up you’ll get points deducted if your paper is the least bit crumpled
You: i’ll just bring it over
so,,,you did
you brought seongwoo’s papers over to his table
he had been watching from afar, lips pulled into a dumb smile
“thank you, senior.”
boy had the audacity to say that in front of your salad
just to tease him, you reply:
“yeah, senior, just how I like my future boyfriend.”
with that remark, the smile slips off seongwoo’s face and his jaw clenches
but he tries to play it off all cool😎🤧
you shoot the sweetest smile you can muster before skipping back to your table
*beep beep*
I nearly put vibrate -
Seongwoo: that doesn’t count as using my favour card!
your head shakes, but your mouth smiles
it was no secret that seongwoo had a small! crush on you
even if it was, everyone knew
his whole frat and most of his seniors
your friends and roommates
the whole bloody campus
this relationship started out with seongwoo following you on ig
then occasionally dropping a text and wishing you well
he also hyped up all your pics
and said hi whenever you bumped into each other
it escalated to meeting up for brunch or a movie
just...as friends, casually
but you enjoyed his company and goofing around much more than some blind dates
now, texting him was a regular
going out was common
and you haven’t even counted the number of times you guys met at social events
sometimes, he made you feel so✨ special, precious, wanted by doing the smallest things
like a tea on your table
or going the extra mile to cheer you up
most of the time at the expense of his handsome face
he was always,,,there
you did find out about his feelings, though he never addressed them fully
it was fun!! to press his buttons as a friend
“yeah idk abt dating someone younger. Wbu?”
“Hmm. Senior year makes everyone 10x hotter.”
thOSE WERE JOKES
BANTER, PEOPLE, BANTER
but...you weren’t certain if that would turn into something more
you know, you hadn’t given dating someone younger a thought
it never crossed your mind
maybe it was a subconscious deal breaker
you were always quick to bring age into making deals
old broken deals could be made new
the concept was incredibly foreign
my boyfriend? younger?
Personally, you could never see that happen
b-but seongwoo made you sO DAMN HAPPY ALL THE TIME
there was sunshine in his smiles
and starlight in his eyes
ᵕ꒳ᵕ
uGh fEELINGS
but is this attraction?
Eventually, after many sleepless nights, up thinking about this, you made up your mind
If he made a move first,
bc ur scared
you would be hella open to dating him
f*ck that ‘older people only’ rule
(⁄˘⁄ ⁄ ω⁄ ⁄ ˘⁄)♡
[3.06am] seongwoo leaves a voicemail. He says, “hey, will you go on a date with me? I like you.”
[3.14am] seongwoo leaves another voicemail. “I’ll use my favour card if I have to. Just give me a chance.”
anD HOLY F*CK YOU DON’T knOW HOW TO ACT AFTER HEARING THOSE
RIGHT WHEN YOU WAKE UP
yOur heaRT IS FLUTTERING AND YOU CAN FEEL THE BLUSH COMING
UGH SWEETHEART YOU GOT IT BAD
so u jump on this bandwagon and call him asap
it goes straight to voicemail but you don’t leave one
hehe
you know,,,to build suspense
all day long, that’s all you can think about
SeoNGWOO LIKES ME?
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[8.17am] seongwoo wakes up to a silent voicemail from you
he doesn’t know what to think of it
he dials your number with shaking hands and before you can utter a word, he rushes, “meet me at xxx cafe at 11am”
then hangs up
Tumblr: 101 cafe date outfit ideas
Seongwoo arrives early and orders a drink while waiting
he also picks out a window booth to sit at
his nerves could eat him alive if they teamed up
what would you say to him?
how badly did you react to his 3am confession
getting mildly intoxicated on Daniel’s stash was a horrible idea
he spilt all his secret uwus
the bell chimes
and all his attention is focused on you
your eyes land on him
a smile graces your face as you walk over
“I like you too.”
“Damn, you better not be messing with me right now,” seongwoo nervously chuckles. “I know I sent you th-“
“Oh my god! I like you!”
For a moment, his smart mouth runs dry, surprised
“Oh wow, what happened to your older guys only rule?”
You smack his chest in mock annoyance
“Rules are made to be broken! Let’s not talk about that.” You turn various shades of red
Grinning like the Chesire cat, Seongwoo teases, “And that’s the beauty of it.”
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