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hospitalterrorizer · 5 months

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diary90

12/10-11/2023

sunday - monday

i did work on music, but,

i hit a really annoying snag, one of the (*) i used for the new plugins i got, which i only used 2 of, and sparingly i feel like, has gone wrong, so every few seconds it outputs a hissing noise instead of effecting the input. really annoying. i'm trying to figure out which songs i've really used that on, i don't think many? we'll see. i guess i can check now if i'm using it on one of the guitar sounds i really like. i think maybe. but also that might just be vst3 things and have nothing to do w/ that sound. that would be a blessing. i know i have one really overt use that i feel worried about losing what it does, i'll have to figure out some other fucked up feedback sound for that i suppose. that could be interesting though, i think i could find something really interesting there, maybe.

so far like one other song, in a nonessential way, easy to just cut that out and use another plugin in its place, and then forego the transient shaper (sucks but what can i do, it was probably totally inaudible anyways, maybe the mix will be better with the bass not getting that particular boost too?).

found another, sadly i think it was maybe more important but idk, still able to get a sound i liked out of something else, it's just sad it's not as easy, which is really what i liked about that plugin.

yeah, it does sound good.

i can probably stop checking for the rest of the night, and then see more tomorrow. i am also looking at another plugin that seems similar and is free. i should see if i can scoop up others like this as well. bit editors specifically. they're probably not actually doing bit editing/that precise a kind of crushing but it's interesting to hear, i really like it because it can do a really sharp thing, depending on which bits you fuck with. the one i found seems like it can do roughly what i want it to do (but no feedback function which rlly sucks). i hope they figure out whatever went wrong with the thingy.

otherwise i mixed 2 songs today, it went well i think. i listened to the others i mixed and some are a little thin, vocals need to get more range put back in which is easy to solve, and then what, one song has drums that are too loud over all, one song has a snare that's too sharp i think. other than that, idk.

the plugin is like, really weird in ways but i can get it to do what i want (sooo thankful it can just be sharp and annoying).

today we did see friends, it was a long day with them, kinda, time went by fast. because of the shooting anyone with a unlv id could get into this thing we have in vegas, called omegamart. it's like, i dunno, i don't want to say lame, it's like edm bro-core stuff though. but it's like cute and some of the things they had in there were really cool, i think, one room had this strobe that was actually a flash that was connected to a weird camera setup, and it was taking pics and projecting that on the walls in step w/ each flash. that was a good room. they had a pretty chillout room, with these etched glass panels, some ambient. they had some cute interactive things. i thought it would be awful but it was honestly a positive experience. they even had a music thing anyone could go mess with, a couple actually. letting people make music is always nice.

and i just spent a while messing with an old guitar sound that used that plugin, and put the new one in, in a way that hopefully satisfies me. anyways, i am too tired, i wanted to sleep earlier tonight but didn't. so:

byebye!!!!!!!!!

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gojosattoru · 2 years

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Hi this is for your ask game ☺️ Are you having a good Friday? Any plans for the weekend? Take care!

heya there darling!! <3333 i'm having a good friday yes!! :D trying to chill a bit and working on a edit eheh! my plans for this weekend, tomorrow i will have a family trip *W* i'm so excited! we are going to visit a place we have been trying to since last time we got to hang out but we didn't got any time to, so tomorrow we'll go there!! it's so beautiful from the pics i've seen in the internet hehe it's gonna be fun! sunday will be to relax probably watching some new anime ^^ nothing much planned! take care too sweetie!! thank you for the ask, you're so sweet <3333 *smooches you~~

get to know me, askmeme~~

#reply #lovely messages #ask meme #genshinparty #love your url btw *W*

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generouscoffeecloud · 7 months

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I love this,

The Sunday afternoons,

You know,

The ones where we're back home after a day of galavanting,

After hitting the mall,

Then our favourite eateries after,

The walk through the neighbourhood,

Shopping bags in hand,

You can't wait to kick of your shoes and soak in the bath,

Probably hoping the heat will reach your tired bones,

I'll take out our frozen dinner and take a load off on the couch,

Light up the console,

And play some MK or witcher,

Then you'll prolly wear one of my baggy tees,

And sit on me,

And we'll make out,

And I'll remember I was killing someone,

Then we'll take this to the kitchen,

Where all snacks are eaten,

And you'll probably say its not safe,

But you know I don't care,

Then I'll watch my meal, cook,

And you'll probably shoot me that confused smile,

And ask me why I'm staring at you,

And I'll quote one direction,

Saying how you don't know you're beautiful...

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stonewallsposts · 11 months

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The (substitute another word for ugly) update

Back at the beginning of the year, I made, like lots of Americans, a resolution to lose weight and get in shape. I started the year at 177.8 lbs, and by Jan 26th had gotten down to 172.2 lbs. I had been making the effort to use the gym facility at work too, and was slowly building up some strength. Then we went that weekend to visit my youngest son in Vegas and that was that. By the time I got back on monday morning, I was 175. I tried gamely for a few weeks to not eat "so much", but that only works to a point.

The way I HAVE to do it, is to count calories. Only when I count the actual calories, do I keep track and start to cut back. But having stopped actually counting calories, by the end of February, I was stuck at 175 still. By the end of March it had edged up to 177, and by April 23rd, I had reached 178.2.

That day I went to the beach though. Going to the beach is a bit awkward for me, because I know what I used to look like, and that I didn't look like that anymore. So I was struggling with taking my shirt off publicly. Now I know there are lots of guys, even those in their 20's, that don't look any better than I do. While I'm also horribly white, I knew the only way to start getting the tan going again was to get out there and get some sun, so.... that trip to the beach became the impetus to do something about my looks. The next day I started counting calories again and by the end of April, I was down a bit to 176.4.

The next Sunday I started a 3-day fast and by the end of the fast, I was down to 171. This morning I was down to 166.8 lbs. I had started off the month hoping I could get below 170 by June 1st. I'm now wondering if it would be possible to get below 165 by June 1st. That means I've dropped, to date, a little over 11 lbs since I've started. If this rate were to keep up, I'd drop another 10 by the end of June to get me under 160, maybe close to 155. My target weight is 150 lbs, which I think is feasible to hit by at least the end of July... as long as I keep on the path. But it has meant staying in the 1300-1400 calories per day range, and going on daily walks to burn enough calories- I'm trying to burn 1000 or over what I take in every day.

I already posted a pic of the difference between what I looked like at the beginning of April and a few weeks ago, and it's a noticeable improvement. I'm starting to notice that if I hold my stomach in, it's almost flat. A month and half ago, I couldn't suck it in flat if I tried. I've also been to the beach 3 times, which is helping to add a little healthy color to my skin. The LA weather is NOT helping me though as it's been largely ucky days. My guess is it will probably stay that way until towards the end of June, and THEN, we'll hit the beach more often. We even bought a year pass so we don't have to pay the $15 parking charge every time we go.

Anyway, the ugly update is: less ugly! And looking better.

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daydreamrry · 2 years

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If it gets weeks with the kids then she’s disgusting for leaving them for this shit and if it’s and she stays until New Years then it goes to show that she’s a bad parent cause if that anon was right and they switch off on saturdays then she would have to leave New Year’s Eve to be back to switch back off with jason. Either way although I don’t condone mom shaming I’ll let I’d pass with Olivia cause she has shown this year that her career and being relevant is more important than her kids and I really hope Jason does take full custody of those kids cause they don’t deserve a mom like that

My feeling is that she may have just arrived. Maybe late Sunday? If you remember, she posted that pic of Otis on Saturday. It was in her rented home. Them we heard about the moving trucks. So my guess is that she had her week changed to sat knowing that she would return the kids to Jason on Saturday.....she probably had them Christmas morning and Jason had them Christmas night. Perfect timeline for Olivia to catch a late night flight to Italy....it's like a 12 hour flight from la. And Italy is 6 hours ahead of new York time, so that's why we are seeing the first pics today. I don't think her BIL being in Italy has anything to do with her. If so, we would have gotten a pic of them all together. Anyway, that is my theory.....I'm sure she staying thru new years, but who knows maybe she's staying an extra week since Jason had some time off for Thanksgiving?

i agree with you! i think that she just arrived and everything that you pointed out to her arriving recently makes sense! we'll see what happens for new years, i don't think that she gets an extra week, maybe she'll leave, maybe she'll stay. either way, she's an idiot.

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seedleaflesssapling · 3 years

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Ver 2.0? Turning Point?

I can't really identify to which point in my life that i started to doubt myself but im pretty sure that it was because of UP. Damn, that school, my uni. It do really have the ability to make you feel small; i was in a disadvantaged side when i entered it, you know. I was acquainted, no we did not really talked one-on-one, but i heard when we did introductions - Pisay, UP High, science comprehensive schools, Xavier University, who wouldn't be intimidated by that when you came from Col. Ruperto Abellon National School (who would know where that is? I was lucky enough for a teacher recognized it and my classmates be like 'ahhhhhh,' .....really?! I dont even know where xavier is, it just sounds cool). Another thing is that, i wasn't a stem shs graduate - a leverage(?) or excuse (?) that i always use for them to know that i am at disadvantaged side here, not their competitor, probably a NOBODY. They, being stem graduates, have capstone projects you never thought that they have at that age, but i would hear them saying that it was publish in this journal (whatever, idk the journals lmao, i dont even understand their studies 2nd lmao, but that was some smart shit you know, a shit that makes me feel pathetic for being too proud of my what? Correlational study from inconsistent surveys?!!! Wtf, wtf, wtf). But it was a very good peer pressure you know, i kinda turned it that way. Being left behind, being on the rock bottom, i have no other place to go but up. It wasn't the goal, like making or taking the top spot, i just need to survive.

Inevitably, the exams came. I had hard time adjusting chem but math was kind to me. Who would have thought that i would get two 1.0 at my math subjects for the first semester, the sem that i thought i would barely pass. I was even a CS for that sem. Who would have thought? Our first chemical engineering subject that involves computations was on the list the next semester and the first exam, out of 100 i got something like 20ish. WTF. THAT WAS MY FIRST FAILED EXAM. but no, never did cry but tears were flooding inside. So apparently, i have to focus more on this subject and i did. Some were still failing, but i raised my average up. We also had physics, my first ever physics. I really love physics that time or that sir rommel is just a very good professor. I got the highest score on our second LE, everybody else did fail. Small victories. Not that they lose, but i just won. But i heard one time they were talking about me re: passing the physics exam and even getting a high score. They were uhm.. a guy i really look up to cause his good, the other was a girl that idk but i think she didn't like me back then. They were friends but eventually the girl transferred uni because who cares why. i heard the guy saying something like sin.o gid na si franklin nga taas iya score man, maybe even worse than that, i still look up to the guy even until now. But wtf. I really took it in that time, like i wanted to cry but did not. With all that, i got a fair grade at physics. I still got 1.0 at maths that sem and even maintained being on the CS list. S M I L E. BECAUSE WE HAVE A MIDYEAR CLASS. VERY EXHAUSTING FOR SOMEONE WHO DONT WANT ANYTHING BUT JUST ADJUST, SURVIVE, AND FIND MEANING OF BEING A UP STUDENT. It was just one subject and it was math, but i got 2.0?!!! I have no excuse to that, i am very grateful for the family who accommodated me. After midyear class, i did got sick, it sucks, really sucks. I wanted to file an LOA for the next academic year, it is the only thing i can think of for me to go back on track (i haven't said that my parents pushed me to graduate with latin honor and i wanted to also for my resume to look good because everything else in me is effed up). I really wanted to pause and be free for a while but i also wanted to graduate on time (mostly because i want to give the bitches who dared to have expectations be put on my shoulders not the satisfaction, but the audacity to tell them 'i aint did it for ya') so i asked mama. THANK GOD, SHE DID SAY NA KUNG ANO LANG KAYA MO, AMO LANG DA IH 😭😭🤧🤧 so i enrolled, but went to school late, haven't attended the school opening but all is good. I did kind of reset, just enough for me to face school again.

Second year, it was fucked. I did really love coding on octave and doing sheets at ms excel though. On that year, we have formed the che 103 bagsak group. Together with two of my classmates on 103 and math 55, we became buddies after failing che 103 on the first LE, another 30 over 100 exam hahahahaha. We made bawi just enough for us to pass the subject hahahahahuhu. I have thermodynamics sub, i barely pass. Thank G na wala ko nag removal. If ever i did, i am so sure that i wont make it. My GWA for that sem was not enough for me to be a CS. Who cares? I still did, actually but mama was never been too pushy since then, even since after midyear, after getting that 2.0 grade from the only subject i am good at. Btw, my math 55 for first sem, second year, was 1.25. Not a 1.0 but still, it's good. Second semester that year was when pandemic hit so there's nothing much to tell. I was, sorry but i was really, glad to be away from school for a while, not until for a while became forever. Virtual university set-up was very hard. With too much from taking in whatever i see and hear on my surroundings, even just at home, everything is difficult. It is very hard to find motivation and discipline in studying when i was surrounded with people who do nothing. Even to this point i am writing, everyday is like a battle, but is mostly an internal one. Self vs self, a war no one knows who will win. So the confidence, the tower of knowledge i did build, exponentially went down. I did really well when i was in grade 10, i did my best that time and it can be seen at the achievements i had that year. Being consistently on top 1 the whole year, placing second on division MMC (even getting the highest score on the written elimination round for the whole cluster), doing well sa physics under maam andico, placings on cluster journalism competitions - it was like a record best, best record (?) Whatever. But it wasn't enough you know, i eventually came fourth like wtf. I had read from somewhere Newton saying like the two years when he did write the three laws of motion and the calculus stuff were the two best years of his life, and it kept me thinking that what if mine already passed? That it was when i was in high school?

But, back when i was in school, every time that i was belittling myself or even at random times that i would feel nervous for nothing, my classmates and close friends would say na:

Uno mo man ang Math, uno mo na na (it was a one or two time thing, what if chamba lang to???)

Ikaw man highest sa first le sa thermo (it was really an absolutely one time thing, i barely passed that sub)

Alam ka man sa physics (i was just invested on physics and maybe nachambahan lang na ang ginpractice ko solve kay parallel sa exam ni sir)

Alam ka, d ka lang confident (OKAY???!)

I was ignoring those shit cause who cares if i did really good that time. Yeah, it felt good but it wasn't fulfilling. Satisfied but not happy. But with recent events, i think i would be changing. This post will be a written contract that i will push to be better, to start trusting myself, and build that confidence glow behind me; to believe that i am bright and i can hack it, whatever it may be.

For coherence, i would itemize na lang all of the events that brought me to epiphany lol

It was Friday, 17 Sep, when Dean, in our plant design subject, gave an activity for us - to come up with solutions that would address problems he presented. 1 off grid island community (either you address the water, electricity, and phone reception/signal problem under a 100k budget) and 2 vinegar packaging with a 500 mL volume and should cost less than the cost of vinegar. The due's on Monday, 20 Sep. The challenge is that you should come up with an idea that is not the same with those who already turned in their proposed solutions. I haven't turned in mine until Sunday afternoon. We are 23 in class, hence there should be 23 proposed solutions for each problem. However, only 20 or 21 turned in their solutions and as a student who decided to do it three days after the sheet was given, i was at the second to the last of the entries hahaha. I have limited choice since a lot have been proposed. And ngl, i did entered my idea for the first problem at Sunday evening and for the second problem it was on the afternoon of the next day. Those were basic solutions cause who am I? Am just your basic guy.

Tuesday, 21 Sep (#NeverForget #NeverAgain), class again for plant design (PD). Dean discussed stuffs which im ngl, i did not listen because im bored (not until he said 'we'll have a 5-min break and we'll have a quiz after that' like wtf, how will we do our quiz???!). After the short break, I did study cause i panicked as hell, he presented the prospects of the course, that we will be divided in groups and that the leaders were chosen based on the solutions they turned in the activity previously given. So there's no quiz, i was calm the whole time after that until my name was called. Like wtf??! Your basic guy will be a leader???! Hello!!! So i chat people, asked them if it was a good thing (course it was!!!? So dumb right?!). And then, i asked another leader and she agreed to my argument that we should only be divided into six instead of seven as what dean has decided. So i chatted dean (pic below). I just accepted the role half-heartedly.

As leaders, we should be hiring people for our team and we should make pubs. I dont have a canva account to help me do pubs. I made mine at MS ppt HAHAHAHAHAHA but im good so its cute. We were assigned with projects and i get to have the 4-member team. The vacant roles were project maven and liaison officer for a 3-member team. In my pubs, i included scrummaster as position to be filled, cause who am i to lead?! So yeah, that's it. I did the pubs Wednesday and I submitted my resume Thursday (third to the last hahahaha but my resume's cute hahaha).

Thursday. So i had this invite by a classmate to join the Shell event long time ago. He was reaching out for someone to ask Dean for his approval because Dean did not replied to the email he sent. So, i volunteered. I really want this competition cause this will be my first and maybe last competition as a UP student. So i DMed dean and blah blah blah he asked for selection process. I relayed the message and apologize to them for being me because i was thinking that it was me who made him come up with the decision of having the team be selected. Like, wtf i was just asking for his approval. Getting kicked out of the team was not my intention. Those whom i chatted that night were telling me that it wasn't my fault blah blah blah. So i half-heartedly agreed to them.

Friday came, yesterday, the interview. I am very anxious for someone who will be the one asking the applicants lmao. I already have been interviewed before for college applications and somehow remember the feeling, nerve wracking, whatever. To calm my nerves, i listed questions which i never got to ask properly btw, but at least i have concrete ideas on what to ask. The first interviewee was my very closed friend and so we just laugh and laugh and laugh HAHAHAHAHA. IDK if dean saw it but who cares. And the next and next and next. 3:30 passed by fast and guess what??? YOUR BASIC GUY HAS THE MOST NUMBER OF APPLICANTS TO THE POINT THAT DEAN CUT MY LIST. IT WAS EXHAUSTING BUT VERY FLATTERING. I FEEL SO HONORED. i really thought and very scared at the thought that no one will apply to me but wtf, just wtf. Ranking my applicants was damn hard. 1 i have a dream team but one was cut by dean; 2 this could make my friends mad; 3 this will be the group for the whole year; 4 i am really exhausted. But still, i submitted the list. I was hoping for the people i chose to choose me back. Only two out of three did, i am forever grateful.

Still on Friday, the classmate who invited me to the Shell thing and Dean had a zoom call and discussed about the competition. That classmate told dean what i told him the other day that i might be the reason for the decision of having the selection process done. He told me this through a voice memo, katamad daw magtype. A voice message that i played over and over again. Dean actually find me interesting (?), Invested (?) Idk exactly but the classmate told me na 'may nakikita daw talaga sya sayo. Na grabe ka ka-practical as a person like yung ideas mo daw sa plant design napakasimple lang pero napaka practical to the point daw na madami nag apply sayo kanina. And then, you need more confidence lang daw talaga' so ig, you basic guy is a practical guy now. It's just flattering.

Now, whatever happens, i must meet those expectations right? This could be a lousy motivation but what is if there's none? I dont know why im writing this. I just thought i should get my thoughts out. Ver 2.0? Turning point? Let's just do good 😌

PS I put this on my bio on FB, guess im getting more public, and if you happened to read this because you saw the link on my bio, send me a message about you thoughts.

PPS if your initials are JTZC, these have been my week and i miss you even though you're not interested in me anymore, you are hard to forget

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ka-69-ha · 4 years

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THE CHEIFS, WIN. 2/2/202

AFTER 50 YEARS. THE KANSAS CITY CHEIF'S PLAYED THE SAN FRANCISCO 49ers AND WON. THE 2020 SUPER BOWL AND ARE CHAMPIONSHIP TEAM NOW.

(MORE TO COME ON THIS AT A LATER TIME BUT I DO GOT NOTES AND WILL PIC THEM HERE CAUSE I TEND TO LOSE THEM AND NEVER FINISH THE WHOLE POSTS I DO AND IT'S GETTING LATE ON A SUNDAY NIGHT AND I'VE GOT TO GET UP AT 4:30 AM TO GO TO WORK. I'M A TRASH MAN. MY NAME IS RONNIE AND THIS IS

"MY TRUE STORY"

HAUNTED NOW FOR ALMOST TWO DECADES FROM WHAT I DON'T KNOW. BUT I DO KNOW THE WHY. AND IT'S THAT BAD. THE END OF US AS HUMAN BEINGS IS WHAT IS GOING ON. AND I RONNIE JAMES BOHRER JR. KNOW IT ALL OF THEY ARE AND WHAT THEY WILL DO AND THAT'S THEIR ONLY GOAL. THEY WON'T SURRENDER. NOR WILL THEY GIVE UP. IT'S THAT IMPORTANT. IT MEANS EVERYTHING. REALLY THAT'S WHAT IT IS ALL ABOUT. ABOUT SEEING IT THROUGH TO ITS END AND IF NOT THE END THEY WANT THEY CLAIM TO BE TAKING US WITH THEM BECAUSE THEY HATE US THAT MUCH AND THAT'S IT. SO I'LL COPY THESE THREE PAGES I'VE JUST WROTE AND LATER I'LL PUT THEM TO TEXT. NAH PROBABLY NOT CAUSE LET'S GET REAL. FOR ABOUT FIFTEEN YEARS NOW I'VE BEEN TRYING TO GET WORD OUT THE BEST I KNOW HOW. AND DID MORE THAN MOST WOULD OF BY FAR. AND REACHED OUT FOR HELP FROM THOSE CLAIMING TO BE A PROFESSIONAL IN THEIR FIELD. PSYCHICS , GHOST BUSTERS FRIENDS FAMILY. OTHERS AS IN STRANGERS AT TIMES. I'VE CONTACTED THE FBI ON ISSUES OF THE HACKING OF MY PHONE AND TALKED TO A LAWYER OF SOME OF THE THINGS THAT I WANTED TO GET OUT BEFORE THEY WERE ABLE TO CARRY OUT WHAT THEY SHOWED TO ME. TOLD ME THEY WERE KEEPING ME ALONG FOR THE SHOW AND GIVING ME THE DETAILS OF HOW THEY HARVEST A PLANET AND THAT THEY WERE KEEPING ME ALONE FOR THE RIDE TO TEACH ME A LESSON ON RESPECT FOR THEIR RACE OR SPECIES. OR COCK ROACHES AS I LOVE TO REMIND THEM THAT THEY ARE NOT HUMAN NOR WILL KILLING ALL THE HUMANS AND TO REPOPULATE ALL THE 2400.00 MILLION TRILLION IDENTICAL EARTHS THAT ARE OUT THEIR WITH THEIR COCKROACH ASS SKIN OR NO SKIN INSECT BITCH ASS'S. THEY STILL WON'T BE LIKE US. IMPOSSIBLE NEVER CAN NEVER WILL THEY BE ANY WHERE'S EVEN CLOSE TO OUR FEETS BOTTOM'S AND WE'LL IT'D GOT TO GET TO BED IT'S 11:47PM. FEBRUARY, 2, 2020 MINUTES AWAY FROM THE THIRD. BUT I'VE GOT TO GO TO WORK IN A FEW HOURS. THIS IS MY TRUE STORY OF BEING HAUNTED SINCE JUNE 15,2000. AND I DON'T CARE IF YOU BELIEVE IT OR NOT. WHY CAUSE LET'S FACE IT AS I WAS SAYING EARLIER " WHO GIVES A FUCK ??"

GOODNIGHT ALL. RON.

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hornyflapcat · 3 years

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BLFC 2021 and other things!

(photo is of me furiously researching furry conventions and etiquette and totally not sulking in my bedroom missing Craz)

So yeah, I'm going to BLFC tonight. It's my first furry con, and I'm kinda freaking about it.

Good things:

One of my husbands is coming with me, and he's looking forward to it, so that's really cool! I get to share this with him and make some memories!

The workshops and events actually seem fun!

This is my home turf, so I know the area, and I'll probably see people I know there!

FURRY ART AND MERCH OPPORTUNITY!

Not good things:

My bf can't make it for various reasons, so we don't get to meet in person yet.

I haven't made any arrangements with people via social media, so my new online furry friends and I don't know how to find each other. :/

This is my home turf, so I know the area, and I'll probably see people who know me there.

THIS IS MY FIRST FURRY CON I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO EXPECT

I am determined to have a good time, of course. We're only going for today and tomorrow, cuz I work on Saturday and Sunday. I think I have to pay for the full weekend anyway though. *shrugs* We'll figure it out.

In other news, I made some new friends in SL! They were super friendly, helped me figure out things about doing SL furry avatars, and we had really good conversations! And one guy did a tarot exchange with me!

(this is them! LOL, bats and their hanging upside down)

I made a bunch of other friends too, and a bunch of guys complimented me (and some of them hit on me, yay!), but I didn't get pics of them. Still, that was a nice way to finish my evening.

One of the first things I've learned about this whole furry journey has been that as much as I want to just... relax and himbo up, I'm still me. I can leave my luggage at home, but my baggage comes with me.

So, as much as I'd love Seren to be my vacation from myself, I think I'm going to find that he's going to be less happy-go-lucky, more bitchy and grumpy, and more spooky and mysterious as time goes on, because I'm those things. I guess beach volleyball isn't in my future.

That's okay, I think. This is about me being me, not me being someone else. I'm learning plenty of things about myself that I've never really embraced, and those definitely take up my time and mental space.

#blfc2021

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punkscowardschampions · 5 years

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Carly & Ali

Carly: last nite was good of you Carly: saying thanks cuz i read my text from last nite & it was Carly: I cudnt read it k thats facts Ali: nah, don't mention it, no bitch left behind Ali: plus, I know the cunt doing the ditching, been there, like Ali: was trying to translate but yeah, you were pretty fucked 😂 Ali: how you feeling this am? 💚 Carly: yea? hes not that bad Carly: im a slag like he said tbh Carly: feeling like i had a decent nite all things considered Carly: you? Ali: Gurl, yes he is and no you ain't! Ali: Probably Ali: Who cares if you are, he is, and the rest Ali: I dated him for a bit, so there's no shady, tryna steal your man on the sly going on, don't worry Ali: much the same, my head feels like someone took my eyes out and shoved 'em up my arse, you know? Ali: standard sunday vibes Carly: aw you're sweet but it's no diss on me Carly: like ive cheated on him a few times Carly: but he does it too you're right w that Carly: hes a good fuck when he's not too wasted tho which you kno if you got it too Carly: you're single now tho? Carly: can have him back if you want Ali: Fair play Ali: why not call it open and call it a day? Ali: Probs 'cos he likes fighting as much as he likes fucking Ali: Meh, yeah, was passable, gotta have some reason to keep him around, like Ali: Nah, going out with the girl that drove us back Ali: Remember? Dark hair, angry Carly: yea Carly: you know Carly: shit my bad Carly: she was scary is what i've got in my head Carly: idk my head is sketch cant trust it Ali: That's a fair assessment, I reckon Ali: She wouldn't hate it either so you good 😉 Carly: pretty tho Carly: call it a trade up Ali: Yeah, she's cute Ali: you need any more of the night filling in lemme know, I'll do my best Ali: it was pretty standard though, nothing too wild Carly: no faking it w her cuz shes too drunk Carly: designated driver be like Carly: last i see i was getting with his friend lowkey and he went off about it im blank from then Ali: its a fucking gay crime to ever fake it, no matter what Ali: I can get behind that one tho, not got the time or energy tbh Ali: yeah i think him and his friend then got in a scrap and then they left Ali: bros before hoes mentality hardcore, like idk, have fun jerking each other off then, if that's ur vibe boys Carly: k that sounds legit from what i caught on his socials Carly: didnt upload the circle jerk bless Carly: gay crimes must of been committed Ali: sad face Ali: coulda spat on his back Ali: protip Carly: ill let him know when he texts me later Carly: how did you kno where i live? state of me Carly: sorry to drag you this way Ali: plottwist, i'm a massive stalker with bad intentions Ali: I truly don't know, but I'll tell Lene she should be a cabbie 'cos she managed and I don't think we got any puke in her car Carly: k big lesbian crush on me yea Carly: ioher lots Carly: stealing her girl and wrecking her car in one Ali: Naturally, you cute Ali: I'll give you her number if you like, or just pass along the thanks and soz Carly: awh you're cuter Carly: probs still drunk tho Carly: giving me those kind words Carly: you handle the now ex if you love me Ali: Hahaha, he'd LOVE that Ali: ghosts of gf past Ali: Let me and I'll love you forever Carly: go for it Ali: let's see if I've still got his number Ali: this contact list is a minefield of mistakes but the real embarrassment would be getting them muddled up, fo'shame! Carly: i can give it Carly: used it more recently than you Carly: up there at my top Ali: won't be tellin' him that Ali: don't need the ego boost Ali: but tah Carly: makes it more fun to fuck him over if you praise him first Carly: but maybe thats me Ali: like a shit sandwich Ali: I get it Carly: hungry for anything but that rn Carly: [Sends the number tho] Ali: wanna come for brunch Ali: now you are newly gay Ali: that's what they do, fucking sex in the city up in dis bitch Carly: yea? weird Carly: not what i thought Carly: awh first date tho Ali: forreal, even the butch ones, don't let 'em fool you, its all fancy fucking eggs and screwdrivers by 11am Ali: you call 'em mimosas tho, gotta pretend you're being classy Carly: wtf is a screwdriver Ali: Babe! Ali: Vodka and orange juice Carly: i call it that Carly: gays and their labels Ali: save it for the rant sesh honey Ali: love you talking about how men ain't shit as well Carly: thats the ones i fuck Carly: cant be bringing no poshos to a caravan Ali: Posh boys are only good for the money anyway, I'm sure Ali: not finding any in 24 like regardless Carly: not gonna find out if they do drive by now im a lesbian wife Carly: sorry lads Ali: they had their chance Ali: unlucky boys Carly: should prob tell me your name again if im taking it Ali: Ruins the mystery a bit but alright Ali: Its Ali Ali: Ali McKenna if we're being formal Carly: k you've got the hot brothers Carly: makes sense Ali: 🤔 Ali: I think you're thinking of someone else, babe Carly: not trying to have our first fight but you coulda told me before we got hitched, bitch Carly: you're still hot tho don't be sad Ali: so you could run off with one of my brothers? i think not Ali: unless you meant Tommy 'cos he's very single but that's unlikely because he's never here Ali: stuck with me for now, hoe 😘 Carly: a slag like me could do worse Carly: has Ali: bitch, same Ali: we can compare notes, see how many regrets we got in common Carly: yea Carly: doing it Ali: Good, save it for brunch 'cos I'm coming forreal Ali: we don't have to deal with a gaggle of gossiping gays tho, bring you a maccies breakfast? Carly: k Carly: be fun Carly: you are from what i remember Ali: I like that Ali: No bullshit Ali: Imma start all interactions like be fun please or I'm out Ali: ✌ bringing the fun and the bacon babe Carly: you're not bringing your gf are you Ali: Nah, how awkward, meet the missus, honey Carly: like there's usually a lad in my trio sorry Carly: still learning this lesbian life Ali: oh, are you bi legit? Ali: she's way too jealous for threesomes, you're good Carly: nah i just know what lads want Ali: Oh gurl Ali: that's why Lene ain't coming Ali: the lecture you're avoiding Carly: idc Carly: youre my wife now bitch Ali: 💍💍 Ali: Productive morning, if I do say so myself Ali: and we're hanging, fuck with us Carly: good influence of you cuz i havent done fuck all this week Ali: Hard work being a bi icon, babe Ali: wait 'til I get you on the yoga hype Carly: wtf Carly: is that a joke Ali: nah, I've already done half an hour this morning Carly: bitch i had my fingers crossed you mistyped yogurt Carly: i love you but its a no Ali: 😂 lets be really into yogurt, not fancy stuff, like fucking froobs Carly: phallic Carly: slurping on my dick shaped yogurt Ali: exactly Ali: what do men love more than a representation of their genitals shoved in your mouth? nothing, is the answer, bar the real thing Ali: so seductive Carly: they don't like food in bed tho, but maybe thats my technique Carly: thinking you could use whatever Carly: k just gonna dump this curry out yea bear with Ali: spicy Ali: imagine the yeast infection you'd get from a fromage frais Carly: like sorry but if i can handle cum in my eye you can deal with some saag aloo boy Carly: googling those symptoms would be a laff tho Ali: ugh, now i want indian Carly: date 2, babe Ali: 😍 Ali: this is all moving so fast Ali: 'bout it Carly: thats all i kno about lesbians k Ali: Its so true Ali: Can confirm Carly: is your gf gonna be mad that im flirting with you Carly: cuz im scrappy but she's scary Ali: 😂 Ali: Probably but when I tell her you're straight she'll have to chill Ali: yeah, we're married BUT SHE'S STRAIGHT, BABE Carly: can't tell her how many girls ive fucked cuz i dont remember Carly: convenient Ali: Best keep that on the DL, yeah Ali: like your blatant gay feelings for me Carly: k Carly: been a secret before no big Ali: Awh babe, ain't nothing dirty about this Ali: I shall tell the world Carly: you're sweet Ali: Probably not if you still wanna be getting that D but you know, noblest intentions, like Carly: im over it Carly: go off Ali: when your pussy's the cure Ali: how can I be humble now? 😏 Carly: dont be Carly: proud slags who fucking love froobs Carly: its a mood Ali: that is a whole ass mood Ali: put it on a t-shirt, babe Carly: earn some bread for my table Ali: solid business plan Ali: we can't be the only ones Carly: independent women who don't need no dick Carly: anymore Ali: hell yeah! Ali: unless that dick wanna pay the bills, in which case we'll let 'em Ali: so we can get more froobs Carly: point Ali: oh no, someone put a pic of Molly Briggs vomming on Insta Ali: 1. gross 2. who hasn't been there, poor bitch Carly: sad Carly: hope she's alright Ali: I'd ask but don't really know her and her phone must already be blowing up Ali: plus she threw a netball right in my face once and I don't forget, bitch Ali: jk, I'll just report the pic 😂 Carly: they all call me a whore cba to keep track of which mollys or other bitches Ali: She is a bit of a bitch, ain't gonna sugarcoat it so probably Ali: not saying Karmas real but posted on that friggin' TallaghtSlags page so 🤷 Ali: grab a froob, darling Carly: her name makes me wanna party with her dad but thats as far as im fucking with that family Carly: or mum i dont know who picked it like Ali: Init, proper old skool ravers, obvs Ali: think I'm out of eccies, sadly Ali: last night depleted me Carly: Watch me call my son Bennie cos I got anxiety, baby Ali: Cute tho, whole medicine cabinet of babies Carly: why not im married now Ali: We'll get on that, date 3, like Carly: where you taking me? Ali: up the wheyyyyyyyyyy Ali: well, we had brunch, indian, obvs we're fat bitches Ali: get on that chinese buffet life Carly: you can get on your yoga mat tho Carly: im fucked Carly: letting myself go so soon my bad Ali: Please, you're perfect Ali: I'll have all the kids if you want Carly: blushing is what i am Carly: how many you want? Ali: how many people names are there for drugs? molly bennie mandy charlie umm Ali: and our preachy child, frank Carly: ha Carly: tina that's one Ali: Ooh, yes, a gay icon Carly: billy, bud our weak child, cosmic kelly who's gonna have to style that out Ali: oh kelly, I hope you have the personality to match or we've really fucked you over there, soz babe Carly: can't forget dimitri, lucy or mandy Carly: sweet sweet mary joy Ali: My fanny hurts just thinking about it Carly: christine and tina are obvs twins thats a relief Carly: how manys that? Ali: 13 Ali: Unlucky for some but my actual lucky number! Ali: Fated Carly: ha Carly: it's love and keeps being proven Ali: can't fight what's clearly so right Carly: true Ali: you want a milkshake Ali: i'm having one Carly: yea Carly: strawberry Ali: 'cos u so sweet 💚 Carly: awww Ali: I shall be right there, with brunch fit for a pair of proud slags Carly: k Carly: my parents arent here no need to break the news of wedded bliss Ali: Would be a weird first impression but I could rock it Ali: new fave in-law? I think so Carly: yea Carly: cant fight fate like Carly: been said Ali: forreal, catch me outside if you got something to say, lads Ali: alone time with the bae is always good tho Carly: you kno Carly: love you bitch Ali: love ya 😘

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(1/2) !!! Sky is amazing ahhh!! Thank you for the info, I'll be bookmarking that page for sure haha! Anyway, since my friend and I will still be in school in May, we'll probably be going on either the Saturday or the Sunday. Darn, I was hoping to see the khr panel OTL. As for the photoshoot....what's a photoshoot? I'm guessing there's photos, but, ah, is it fan-organized? Any guesses to the date? (and with that in mind, if we can only go for one day, would you recommend Sat or Sun?)

(2/2) For buying a lunch, are there restaurants nearby? My friend and I will probably be subwaying there since we live a few hours from downtown. And I'm glad to hear you're doing okay! Can definitely relate though, been dying over school lately. I'm in grade 12 this year so I spent Dec/Jan applying and picking university programs, while Feb was spent writing my many supplementary essays/apps. //shudders// March break is in a week though, so I do have that to look forward to!

I’m so glad I was able to help :3 I’d completely forgotten that high schoolers still have school in May XD College/Uni lets out in April, so that’s one thing I luckily don’t have to worry too much about.

But anyways yeah, the photoshoot is fan-organized and is basically exactly what it sounds like. The con organizers allocate a time slot and place for the fans to gather and take pics of the cosplayers. With a fandom like khr, it’s pretty small, but it was lotsa fun and it ended up getting really silly last year XD It’s a more casual, and more intimate way of interacting than the panel is (though that’s only with the smaller fandoms. You shoulda seen the one piece photoshoot holy shit!! It was crazy!!)

Natsu and I got a lot of hilarious pics at last year’s khr panel, though I don’t think I ever actually got around to posting them....

This scene was especially hilarious XD You can tell the cosplayers couldn’t keep the smiles off their faces either.

Last year, the photoshoot was on Sunday.

And honestly, I think both Saturday and Sunday are good days for different reasons.

Saturday tends to be the busiest day because it’s the first full day of the con. It’s when a lot of the bigger panels happen, and there are more prints and stuff available in artists’ alley and in the dealers’ room.

On Sunday though, things get sold out, but there are also some artists that have sales for leftover prints they have that, and it’s less busy than Saturday, so less pushing and shoving. Personally, I say y’all should go on Sunday.

For restaurants, the ones that immediately come to mind for me are Tims, Boston Pizza, and A&W. There are a few smaller restaurants around there too, including a japanese place.

But gosh, I understand how stressful applying for uni can be. My lil bro is also in grade 12 this year and it was so stressful helping him with it XD

#sakhyu asks #khr ask #katekyo hitman reborn #arcobaleno reborn #dino chiavarone #sawada tsunayoshi #an2016 #anime north #spy reports

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