#the worst is that like ranpo she doesn't even see me as a rival

[irritablepoe]

Only Poe and I would come up with the idea to write a book for our rivals to read and it turning out to be for nothing after all

#i mean i haven't given her the book obv #it's not even finished #but i started it with the intention of giving it to her #it's insane how similar poe and me are in that sense #like i say i kin a lot of characters but oftentimes that's only partly true #but poe would easily be based on me or my entire existence is based on him #idk it's just - when i first watched the scene i was so so so shocked but i also felt so SEEN #the worst is that like ranpo she doesn't even see me as a rival #she's probably forgotten me already #argh ouch #i hate how true this is #I'm being overly dramatic but that helps me write #hhhhhhhhh #it's the 11th now i have to stop being nostalgic💀 #johnny's silly rambles #don't listen to me. some day someone's gonna say “oh don't listen to them it's just the ramblings of an old pining fool” #and I'd have to agree #lmao that was dramatic too see? #but well she's the root of all my insanity #at least that's what I'm claiming. you can decide how true this is #i should go to bed i can barely see my eyes are so heavy #not really a vent huh #anyways #vent post #if you've read all this ily and ty <3 #oh maybe i should add that i started this book like 8 years ago...