#the way he immediately tries to stifle a sob when Spadino sits down beside him

[weardes]

#suburra #aureliano adami #spadino anacleti #my gifs #the way he immediately tries to stifle a sob when Spadino sits down beside him #holds his breath #and then exhales very slowly #with control #there’s so much pain and longing for comfort bottled up inside #pls let yourself go bby and cry into your boyfriend’s shoulder #you know you need it #also that’s probably a little weird but I just love how Aureliano SoUnDs in this episode? #all these scenes with Livia where he’s like a raw nerve #he breathes hard through his nose and huffs and cries and growls like a wounded animal #when he says ‘I’ve been many things to you but never a boss’ #so low and choked and resigned and just so so sad I can’t even *inhuman screeching* #when he sees the dead bodyguard and calls Livia’s name desperately #and his voice breaks because he’s so afraid he’s going to lose her again #when he cries over Livia’s body like a little boy #and then this scene on the beach #top quality sounds my man #i want to crawl into a hole and die