Tumgik
#the peglar papers
acheronist · 7 days
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
to the ghost of henry peglar, congrats on writing your poem down 177 years ago!!!
to the actual academic scholars who have studied the pages before me....
Tumblr media
so I took the royal museum greenwich's scan of the poem page (which is available online hereeee) and screwed around with its light levels in photoshop until henry's script was darkened enough to see more clearly. then I digitally traced over the darkened letters as best as I could, while also trying to discern his handwriting, and type up how I was reading it & this process took me about a week to get done between like... living my regular day to day life lmao.......
so when it WAS done, the final isabel acheronist peglar papers ["the open C"] transcript seemed a bit different than how I remembered the readily available russell potter transcript going ? (the poem is on the last two pages of that pdf for those of you who don't spend a billion hours a week looking at it btw)
it felt like I was getting more/different information out of it, compared to the potter transcript, which was kind of stressing me out honestly. so THEN I compared mine with barry cornwall's original poem and found more words that matched up? particularly in the second and third stanzas?
so!!!!! almost two hundred years later here's what I've landed on:
April 21 1847 the C the C the open ) ( it grew so fresh the Ever free the Ever free the Ever free without it without it covered it will Run to Earth above Re gions Round I love the C I love the C when I whare & I wish to be with and and silence whare Never go if a sailor should a Come and Make the meek What matter what matter Come Ride Or Sleep there was shores white and of red morn at the noisy hours knew I was ever near I was Born the [...] in felt Unto the Maid the wale the young dolphin ...... yet thes back of gold the Call of gods When I was on Old England Shore I like the young C more and more oftentimes time flew to a sweltering place like a bird thats seeks it mother Case and ware she was bird oft to me for have I loved a young and Hopen C
so then after going thru All Of That, I wanted to have a version of the original poem with parts that Henry did remember clearly highlighted for comparison purposes:
Tumblr media
I know it's a popular theory that Henry was writing a dirty parody of the original poem? which if true, is funny as hell. me when i have to write cheeky victorian porn before i die.
But (serious voice) something about that hadn't ever seemed exactly right to me... IN MY HEART it seems more realistic that around 1847 he (and also by extension, the whole surviving expedition crew) were starting to experience confusion / brain fog symptoms from being ummmm quite physically unwell. the lead poisoning/scurvy combo would have severe effects on the brain's ability to function properly, and I started to wonder if Henry was trying to test his memory somehow? So he picked a widely known and popular Victorian era poem about being a sailor to see how much he could recall??? and he then got a little whimsical with it, and wrote in his own words to fill in the portions he couldn't fully recall, because it's his own diary and likely didn't expect anyone else to ever read it, much less have it turn into ONE of TWO surviving sources about the expedition?????
like... idk... this is probably the work of someone in the exact moment as they were starting to realize how bad things were, and then was trying to cope by using poetry. and That hurts my feelings enough as it is, but going through it was also just a very weird and haunting experience....... like, I can recognize all these tiny details in this dead guy's script and handwriting now. and to read his own account of his life in his own words, what stood out to him and what he recalled, what he wanted people in the future to know about him? insane. it literally felt like i was getting haunted by him for no reason. on top of knowing that Someone (#teamarmitage) loved this guy enough to keep his memory protected and safe, even though They Were So Totally Fucked And Going To Die There, unknowing if they'd ever be found again........
SIGHING + SIGHING + SIGHING + SIGHING + CRYING A BIT HONESTLY
anyways thanks for reading this all. I don't think that this is revolutionary franklin expedition news by any means, and idk if there's a better different transcript somewhere that i've not found that already covers all this? but it's consumed a lot of my life lately lol and i wanted to share. because its the anniversary of henry writing it, and it felt...... important....? 💌....????
156 notes · View notes
the-holy-ghosted · 6 months
Text
i am normal and can be asked about the relic of the lost franklin expedition's known as the peglar papers. i am fine and can be asked about it no i will not cry (starts fucking BAWLING)
353 notes · View notes
Text
I'm desperate now, absolutely desperate to find more information specifically on the conservation of the Peglar Papers but thus far, there seems to be next to nothing out there...
Who the fuck conserved them and how? I demand to know!
107 notes · View notes
abstractmelons · 4 months
Text
episode 9 of the terror is one of the best pieces of television ever produced, i truly feel physically unwell for the entire duration. i cry and i cry and its horrible and so lonely and yet so full of love.
21 notes · View notes
perenial · 2 months
Text
Tumblr media
guy whose only exposure to catastrophe is the space shuttle challenger disaster: getting a lot of space shuttle challenger disaster vibes from this doomed expedition
10 notes · View notes
catilinas · 10 months
Text
guy who only updates his phone every thousand years glad to discover that doing so has had no effect on the photo that the phone thinks was taken in the year 5494081
27 notes · View notes
ellicler · 26 days
Text
the typical way homophobia warps back around to become dripping with homoeroticism
simmons started with the premise 'how do i make my gay ex-couple celibate and pure as an angel's wing' and worked his way to 'i should make one of them not really gay just a kinsey 1 for this one guy only' (rediscovering a typical fandom strategy) and then he got to an eternal classic 'what if i was your student and fell in love with you for the very first time and you taught me everything both about life and about love' and then he shrugged and said 'good job and then they broke up amicably and never thought about it again'
5 notes · View notes
luminiera-merge · 4 months
Text
grrr unsure of what material to cover for my terror camp mini
1 note · View note
eiralivered · 5 months
Text
can booktok review the peglar papers next
103 notes · View notes
charlesdesvoeux · 17 days
Text
Check out this truly beautiful video essay on the historical Franklin Expedition, both the book and TV show The Terror, the Peglar papers and queerness:
youtube
(thank you to @saints-who-never-existed for previously linking it here, which is how I found out about it!)
46 notes · View notes
acheronist · 18 days
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media
so as far as i can tell, he got hit with a moment of Existential Panic And Misery and then wrote down his account of his entire sailing career to add in next to his issued ID papers in the wallet. so if the wallet survived then we would know who he was. thanks bestie the clues did help.
60 notes · View notes
the-holy-ghosted · 5 months
Text
The mutuals are posting about the peglar papers on main lets all sit in a circle and cry about it
72 notes · View notes
Note
Hello! Hope all is well!
Did you ever find out more about the preservation process of the Peglar Papers? I've been looking into it recently, as well, but all I've found is elusive at best. Aside from one inconclusive Netherclift also linked with the Victory Point Note, most names that pop out during the search focus more on the skelleton and the pocket-book's interpretation :/
Best regards, wish you the best in this bit of research!
Hey there, mate! Hope all is well with you too, whoever you are! :D
As things stand, I haven't been able to find out any further information about the conservation of the Peglar Papers, no.
That's in large part because life has gotten somewhat in the way for me and I haven't had sufficient time to devote to any proper research these past few weeks.
But even before that point, I seemed to have reached the same impasse that you did - finding some information about this mysterious Netherclift figure and the Victory Point Note, but little beyond that. As you say, all information out there really does seem to focus on the discovery of the skeleton and on attempted decodings of the Paper themselves, rather than on their conservation.
I think perhaps I might try to enquire more directly for information from the National Maritime Museum in the near future, though I truly don't know what information that might actually yield.
I have a suspicion, from examining all the digitised images of the Papers, that the conservation work undertaken on them is really quite historic, and what that may mean is that said work was not well documented (as is often the case with conservation treatments of the past).
But then again, I could be entirely wrong, and no one will be more delighted if that's the case than I will!
Do keep me posted, anonymous friend, if you do have any breakthroughs in the near future. :)
18 notes · View notes
borvooven · 6 months
Text
Just read the Peglar papers. Oh man. Oh lord dear god. I need to lie down
The way the whole thing has terrible spelling and you can barely understand anything he wrote until it turns into a perfectly understandable, mostly correctly spelled poem about the sea at the very end and then that's just the last thing he wrote before dying. I can't
47 notes · View notes
solittles · 5 months
Text
sobs because peglar papers. they exist. they were the notes of a guy who loved to play around with words and letters and art. he wrote and wrote and died, and we have so little to remember him by.
the c the c
come home to us, henry peglar
47 notes · View notes
caleblandrybones · 3 months
Text
god I'm answering a mutual's questions about the terror and the expedition and the peglar papers abd its been 45 minutes of me pacing around my block like a mad man. furiously texting
21 notes · View notes